When someone says “you're my best friend” or “you're my bestest friend” it feels the same as when a partner says “you're mine” for the first time it feels the same
The more they say “you're my best friend” the more it means
I say “You’re my best friend” and they say “you're so sweet” it feels like the same as “Im not into you, let's just say friends okay”
There is good and bad to feeling love to deep to the point there is in most cases no difference between how I feel about my close friends and how I feel about someone I'm dating
I know that telling them how I feel most of the time will get me hurt or get them hurt and I love them too much for that
I have found ways to tell them the intensity of my affection without telling them that in my mind no form of affection is strictly platonic or romantic
The only form of love that has limits is familial (duh)
I don't even think I feel platonic attraction anymore because the friends I'm repulsed by the thought of kissing or sex with are the friends who are like siblings to me

















