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actually no, we're not "dating". we're bound together for infinity. like the stars. so, fuck you, actually.

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daydreaming isn’t enough i need it to happen to me in real life
Having an alterous crush is so weird cause like.
What do you mean I want to be friends but also I think it's adorable when I fluster you and I think I could spend the rest of my life doing that. And like I wanna be your boyfriend but not like THAT, I wanna hang out but I don't wanna go on dates, I wanna kiss you but never on the lips, like maybe your hands or your forehead or your cheek or anywhere less romantically charged. I wanna hold your hand but like only sometimes, and only if it's not a big deal. But also it can be romantic just not like THAT. But also kinda like that?
And like it's fine if it's entirely romantic to you, that's cool. It's not to me. It's this weird blend of both. But also??? Don't make it weird and hugely romantic. But I could buy you flowers and call you my valentine in February, but like as friends-but-also-not. I want to hold you in my arms and comfort you and be your rock. But like. Not as friends but also not romantically. I adore you but not like you want me to but also it's like halfway there.
And no I might not get butterflies, but I do get a huge stupid smile on my face when you text me. So that's something.
every canonically romantic pairing in media can be an alterous QPR if you're aroace enough
Unrequited love but it's fine. A is head over heels with B who doesn't feel the same about A, but they're both ok with this and it doesn't ruin their friendship. A enthusiastically expresses their feelings for B, and B welcomes the sentiment but just doesn't return it
People around them keep expecting this to become a problem but it just doesn't. A doesn't expect B to start feeling the way they do and is happy with their friendship as it is. B isn't bothered by A's feelings or the expression of these because they know A doesn't expect anything from them that they can't give
(You can imagine this being about romantic love if you must but I'm aromantic so in my head this is about alterous attraction)

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being aromantic is so confusing because i literally have no idea how i feel ever, actually
sometimes alterous attraction / being aroacespec is about trying to figure out if you want to date them, kiss them, hug them harder and longer than anyone else, fuck them, spend every waking moment with them, or teach them board games and throw pieces at them when you lose.
does anyone want to be best friends that also live together and go on adventures together but like mundane adventures like ikea and target and also wants to lay our heads on each others shoulders when sleepy but also have separate bedrooms but also enjoy spending most of our free time together……. just me? ok