#anhedonic

I hate modern society so much, but I would hate living in any era. I fucking hate humans. Humans are the reason this world is full of suffering.

schizophrenia made me lose my spark. the body still moves but it's lost its inherent essence. the machine still operates but its essential qualities are gone. negative symptoms are treatable but no therapy can put a soul back in a body

hey if you’re anhedonic right now, chewing a shitton of mints is a quick and easy harmless way to be able to feel something not necessarily something awesome just. something intense that isn’t pain or suffering or nothingness. like that void of nothingness in your chest will now be minty-fresh at the very least

It would've been nice to learn that Anhedonia is not--in fact--a normal aspect of the human condition, or growing older. That was clearly false advertising. Can I get a refund?