depression is really one of the most obnoxious things to deal with. really difficult to articulate that youβve been struggling to do the dishes because youβre too busy trying not to kill yourself without it coming off like a manipulative excuse. almost easier to just be like βIβm an unrepentant nasty slob and I love living like this.β than admitting you are not a functioning human being and have no idea what to do to make it better.














