The Wound That Heals

Debating if I should ask for domestic violence leave so I can have to time find somewhere to stay

Genuinely want to kill myself so bad, at least a little self harm. ooooooooh my heart hurts omg I wish I could snap my fingers and be dead instead of having to do it myself

And it’s funny he hates his dad and says he’s nothing like him cause when I lived with my grandparents and was crying in pain on the way to hospital my grandpa and kicked me out the car and told me not to come back because he was sick of listening to my dramatics. They’re the same picture!

I told him he was just like his shit abusive father and I wouldn’t see him on his deathbed or come to his funeral either and I swear on brambles life I will not! I will leave him in a home to die if he lasts that long! I will never ever ever take care of that man, on my life!

Oscillating being having panic attacks about being homeless and being bald

And I’m paying rent so I think I have legal rights thank you very much!!! You can’t come and attack me in my room

Should email his work about him saying all blacks were violent savages last night

I’m gonna kill myself I don’t know what else to do

I hate them omg omg I’m gonna die I hate them

I’m gonna have to move back in with my abusive ex now I have nowhere else to go and I can’t take bramble there omg omg I’m gonna kill myself

I just got kicked out the house for crying in my room I hate them I hate them I hate them

Omg I asked my mum to trim my hair and she cut it all off. I feel like I’m dying this is my worst nightmare I don’t know what to do all my fucking hair I don’t now what to do this is my worst fucking nightmare omg my hair my long hair omg I can’t breath I can’t fucking deal with this my hair all my fucking hair omg I feel like I’m dying

Was watching gisou hair perfume reviews and one of them reallyyy pissed me off of a gay guy throwing a tantrum over one of the scents and screaming “who the fuck wants to smell like this” and I was like maybe stay out of women’s business…well I went and smelled them today and it turned out to be my favourite one. Lavender berry, which is shocking because I hate both those notes so it must be good