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long intro ! previously @darlingletters 🍓

sunlit trees, sunsets, golden hour, fluffy clouds, blue skies, flower fields, animals. kind souls, "why are you doing this? just because.", smileys. poetry that hits deep, banter that is funny, laughter that starts again once it stops, unfiltered rants that end with a lighter heart.

the world is my oyster!

always rooting for the underdog. soft spot for the comedic characters (who are falling apart on the inside but still try to be happy for everyone else). thinking about fictional characters and worlds 24/7. there is a special place in my heart for whimsical things.

and i am a happy clam!

"do you hear the sound / of our engine fading? / really ran it out / four tires flaming / can't we just hose 'em down?" = i can feel us drifting but can't we hold on just a little longer?

cold goodbyes is gracie's way of processing her sudden boost to stardom with tsou and how she used to know what was her thing, but now she doesn't even know what it is anymore

"i come up for air too few times / i can't get it right / can't i?" people hating on her singing and her breathing during tsou era

"there's something on my face / it's the subtlest expression / i should change it just in case / if the questioning starts coming / in half-hearted show of faith" she can't show her true feelings on her face because then people will start judging but their questions will be disguised as concern

i just discovered that good reason × nashalisa will be the death of me

"if only i chose you and not me"

he gave up what he had wanted for the longest time for her btw

gigi mentioned something about them "kind of being siblings" and helena thorp mentioned that knox's mom came knocking on her door demanding money (so it's pretty clear that knox is orion thorp's illegitimate son)

but if calla isn't orion thorp's daughter, how does that make knox and calla siblings??

i don't think bringing emily back to life made sense 🤓

my hands are literally shaking as i type this bc wtf why WHY WHY!!!!!!!! WHY EMILY WHY!!!!!!!!!!

part three, chapter 83

- no. way. emily dickinson. oh my gosh.

- GO GET HIM BABY ROHAN

- 🥹🥹🥹

chapter 84

- then where the hell is savannah? and who even said it was her in the first place LMAOOOO

- lmao rohan got roped in for NOTHING but i guess it was needed for development 😭

chapter 85

- finally the sisters talk 🥹

- i feel like we're gonna get savrohan guys WE ARE

chapter 86–87

- "I don't see anything worth looking at." you got him good girrrllll

chapter 88

- WHAT IN THE WORLDDD THE WORLD IS SPINNING OFF ITS AXIS

chapter 89–90

- grayson davenport hawthorne. PLEASE. PLEASE REALISE. PLEASE.

- YESSSSS I KNEW IT THAT'S MY GRAY!!!

- i'm gonna be sick go tf away emily

- the climax is gonna happen soon

chapter 91–92

- i can somehow hear the explosions in my head

- oh no