simply lucian

Is this a poem or poetry. Never did much of art in highschool

(These images are for reference and purely coincidental. Have no connection to the original writing. For reference. Read, "I became the god of a horror game" novel. That's where i got the inspiration from.

BUMING DRIED ROSE

The rose blooms lovingly in your eyes

The petals, a symbol of your desires

The vines curving wickedly. Digging into flesh and marrow.

A healing in progress (an antidote, your progress)

What bliss or pain you feel. I can't tell..

(Because) your eyes sparkle.

And your blood glistens.

Like fine aged wine dripping on marble.

Your smile soft. (Like) a silky summers breeze.

Yes indeed. What bliss you must feel.

What loving pain it is you feel. And an even lovelier smile you give. Hanging from the vines.

That spew forth such goodness

The rose and vine are one. Hand in hand

Rediscovered jvke today

Got a few more. He's a goat.

Well these are the ones i took. (Can share) I'm an introvert

Plus. Recently watched this movie I've been neglecting. Best decision ever. Sweet ost too.

Plus. Recently watched this movie I've been neglecting. Best decision ever. Sweet ost too.

Damn if only you knew the pain behind this song. What someone went through while this played in the background. What love they gained. The loss they had. You won't know. Coz it was scripted.

Night flight really hit me hard. Thought i would never get anything as hard as Your Name Engraved Herein and Love in the Big City, but this proved otherwise. Really made me sad

Perfect portrayal. Liking someone who feels nothing for you hits home and hard.

Well it got resolved and stuff. I still like him

But it's getting alot less complex. It was awkward at first. But he's trying to be friends. I should match his energy.

Wish i hadn't lost my earbuds. Would've blasted music all the way home.

And that saying thet time solves or heals stuff. I don't buy it. Took experience to learn that. It doesn't heal stuff. It gives you space to think and make decisions. And that's how it is

Don't skip the Frivolous

Okay, u can, but just not all the time. Treat yourself nice too. That's a given

That's not even a question.

Am i lonely?

Yes!!! Yes! I'm lonely dammit. Cause i couldn't muster the... ugh. Sometimes, i feel glad i never asked him, and the rest i just feel stupid. I should have just mustered the courage while sometimes I'm glad i didn't. It's like a hot cold limbo, and my heart just floats numb.

I don't particularly feel the pains anymore, just that hollow feeling. Like i lost a piece or smth.

Peehaps it's regret or even longing.

I simply... simply miss victor😞

Should have told him. Ehh. Can't say i don't want to be more. It's not the end of the world. I honestly took that heartbreak well besides the random snot filled weeping and sad song binging. I'm kind of over it. So we're friends again

Ugh, i hate this feeling. Just got my heart broken. Yup. I'm still trying to make it work. It's hard cause I'm not exactly good at perfect timings and explaining myself. But I'll try. I miss him so bad it hurts. It's like I'm spilling my guts on the ground. I'm losing him fast, and I don't even know where to begin. Just cause of a stupid misunderstanding. What am i supposed to do. I'm burning and crashing at the same time.