hi! I get asked sometimes for fic recs, and everyone knows i am a certified weirdo with an affinity for cnc, so here are some of my fav cnc fics. I can do a part 2 if anyone is interested — just send me an ask!
please heed the tags/warnings on each fic and read at your own risk. I have provided links and tagged authors whose tumblrs I could find. lemme know if I missed somebody. mwah. 🫶🏻
gnaw by @catgrassplantdad
shane asks for what he wants, ilya provides; a little bit of fearplay, as a treat; shane gets held down and loves it so much
Butter soft in the moonlight by eatmyass (2.2k)
under-negotiated but enthusiastic on both ends, shane initiates; actually pretty soft, and they’re so in love it hurts; gloves and leather.
i think i’m pretty much your boy by ruralsaint (4.8k)
another soft one, the cnc is mild; trans shane with dysphoria, and the sex is gender affirming; overstimulation and aftercare.
Sunday Blue by @rozzed (9.1k)
the intox fic to end all intox fics; drunk sex and roofies (or is it a placebo? we may never know); they trust the fuck out of one another and it’s so, so hot.
quantum mechanics series by prettyshadow (theaujasmine)
two fics, both popular for a reason; shane puts ilya in various saw traps; ilya is both mean and a good boy simultaneously; many potential warnings, heed the tags. I go back to these on a frequent basis.
these and other lucky witnesses by @creamsiclemelt (10.2k)
medfet, doctor/patient roleplay; please heed the tags as this one veers into full-on rape fantasy; slut-shaming and degradation; Ilya knows exactly what Shane wants; one of my favorite fics in this fandom. 🫶🏻
come as you are by grim_lupine (4.8k)
situationship era; under-negotiated in a canon-typical way; they are definitely not in love ahah what do you mean.
blender in a blender by @garagepaperback (8.5k)
threesome fic w/scott hunter; toxic in a fun way; internalized homophobia but make it a little bit kinky; some fucking delicious degradation.
stay soft by @phandotnet (2.3k)
roleplaying a redo of the shower scene; homophobic slurs in a horny way; ilya is mean as fuck and it’s super yummy.
drink deep by bogcreature (3k)
intox; checking in with the spotlight system; they’re so in love + ilya wants to make him feel good; shane hollander blissed out and crying on it.
between the pipes by SleepingPatterns (5k)
hollanova; two chapters but flows like a tasty one-shot; forcemasc vibes.
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thinking about guilty cassie. she's given into it too much already, her yawning, gaping, cavernous need, all directed at her pretty little med student. god, she's such a pervert. how is she supposed to help it? when victoria looks at her so, so prettily, brown eyes so big and expressive, lips pouted and begging to be kissed.
so she starts to give in. kissing victoria in the back of her truck, kneading at her hips, licking slowly into the wet heat of her mouth. it's addictive, and victoria whines so sweetly against her lips, panting and clutching at cassie for more, more, more.
cassie never goes farther than that. can't make herself. not when this is already too far, not when she's already taking too much. but victoria? victoria is fed-up. pent-up and needy, desperate for cassie's hands anywhere, everywhere. so she takes cassie's hand and slides it down her torso, cupping it over her cunt, keeping it there. whimpering breathlessly as she bucks into cassie's palm, the friction a relief against her pulsing clit.
cassie breaks. flips them over, presses victoria down against leather car seats, practically rips her scrubs off of her body. buries her face between victoria's soft, perfect thighs, encouraging them to squeeze around her head as cassie eats like she's starved. fucking her tongue inside victoria's soft hole, lapping and suckling at her throbbing clit, not letting up when victoria whines, clutches at her hair, writhing underneath her.
cassie takes victoria home, hand on her pussy the whole way there, lazily petting over the slick flesh, pressing her fingers inside the welcoming heat, toying with what's now hers. what's been hers this whole time. she doesn't stop when victoria is in her bed, doesn't stop til victoria is drooling and dumb in her sheets, cassie's thick strap kissing every sensitive place inside her fluttering walls.
cassie with shaky hands afterwards. cassie who cleans victoria up gently, barely able to meet her eyes, trying to reconcile what she's done in her head. she never meant for it to be all... this. but victoria was just so willing, goddamn it, pliant and sweet and easy, opening up so perfectly around her tongue, her fingers, her strap—
and victoria is pulling her down into another kiss, softer this time. mumbling s'okay, wanted this, wanted it so bad, I swear, I promise, made me feel so good, against her mouth, and cassie feels like she might cry. victoria shouldn't be reassuring her. it should be the other way around.
she slumps, gathers victoria up in her arms, cuddles her close. calls her good, calls her sweet. my best girl. so, so pretty, took it all so well. did so good, so good... we're okay. it felt good, huh? yeahh, sweetheart. I know. <3
robby realizing way too late he’s been entirely too soft on dennis
they boy came into to the relationship with the mouth of a sailor and the older man thought it was the funniest thing at first but then dennis started cursing at him. at first, robby would just take it with a tsk and a soft tap on his ass but he could only handle dennis telling him to fuck off so many times.
dennis didn’t realize he had been walking on thin ice until one night robby had him folded into a pretzel, pounding into him at a ferocious pace as the boy was fucked within an inch of his life.
robby knew he was close as dennis clenched his ass around his cock, his moans going up a few octaves. he gave him one more deep thrust before pulling his cock all the way out, relishing in the surprised gasp it pulled from dennis.
“you fucker!”
the words rang around in robby’s ears for half a second, his body processing the words faster than his mind. his arm had raised itself a notch above their bodies before his hand came down across dennis’ cheek with a loud SMACK. robby ignored the yelp from the boy as he grabbed his cheeks to turn his head back to the proper position after the slap, pulling their faces closer together as his fingers dug into dennis’ jaw.
“maybe it’s my fault for being so nice to you, but you should know better than to curse at your daddy like that,” dennis just stared at him with wide eyes, cheek turning red from the impact. “if i ever hear you talk like that around me again, ill do you in much worse than a smack to the cheek.”
dennis still just stared up at the man, mouth falling open at the the pressure from robby’s fingers. “you understand me, pup?”
when dennis still laid frozen beneath him, robby took the liberty of using his hand to nod for him, muttering out a “yes, daddy, i’ll be good,” in a low and condescending voice.
robby finally removed his grasp from dennis’ face, a large white imprint taking the place of his hand. “good, puppy,” he told him with a soft tap to the cheek. he moved away from dennis’ body as the boy watched in confused and shocked silence, sitting down next to his body with his back against the headboard.
his red and leaking cock hit his stomach as he got comfortable, patting his thighs as he looked down at the laying boy.
“now i think it’s time to come tell your daddy you’re sorry, yeah?”
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“ "you want anything else before i get up?" shane will ask softly, stroking ilya's warm cheek, "you want me to feed you?" which could mean a multitude of things - real food, fake milk from his nipple, or in some instances his cum. “” —- do you have any examples of that last scenario?? 🫠
HI YOU SENT THIS LIKE. 2 WEEKS AGO (in response to this post) BUT I'M FINALLY GETTING TO IT BC I HAVE #THOUGHTS. i wanted to wait until i could write it out so let's go
so as i said usually ilya will just want to latch on shane's nipple again for a little while, just until he feels a little less cloudy. and shane will gaze down at him so adoringly and brush hair out of his eyes and murmur the softest little praises about how good ilya is, how perfect he is, etc.
but sometimes he doesn't want shane's nipple. sometimes he'll keep sucking on shane's cock, eyelashes fluttering, face peaceful. shane is usually not really paying attention because usually shane doesn't actually get to come when this kinda thing happens. ilya just soothes himself and then they go about the rest of their day, and shane usually either lets his boner get soft or goes and takes care of himself.
OR-
sometimes ilya will be so blissed out on it, just totally peaceful and quiet and calm, lips stretched so wide around shane's big cock and drool dripping down his chin onto shane's balls and tummy. and shane will feel himself getting close, looking away from whatever show is on tv or what he's reading in bed etc.
"baby boy," he'll murmur softly, gently placing a hand on ilya's shoulder. "papa's gonna make a mess in your mouth if you keep going."
and ilya will register the words, but he won't say anything. and shane knows at this point that by not pulling off, he's giving shane the go ahead. it's not clear usually if ilya is either too deep into this headspace or if he's slowly coming out of it. neither of them can really figure it out whenever they talk about it (bc they always end up talking abt the things they've done while ilya was Little so they can keep a check on everything and make sure they're both good w it) but regardless ilya enjoys it and Wants it.
shane will warn him softly once more, toes curling a little bit, "i'm close, baby," saying it to whichever ilya is listening, hand coming down to tangle in his curls.
and ilya's not even moving, is the thing. he's not bobbing on shane's cock, he's not giving him a real blowjob by any means. he's just cockwarming him with his mouth, suckling soft and gentle on it. swallowing around it a little, maybe his tongue is slowly licking a little bit, back and forth. but he's not actually trying to make shane come. but god of course shane's gonna come anyway because HELLO. his cock has been being sucked on for about 20 mins at this point, he's ready to bust.
"ilyushka," shane will groan, head tumbling back against the headboard (or the couch, wherever they are) "oh, baby." and he'll start to come, cock twitching inside of ilya's mouth and releasing down his throat. ilya will hold still like a good boy, eyes still closed, throat closing and opening as he swallows.
"there it is, there you go," shane mumbles a little incoherently, overcome by the feeling of ilya's hot wet mouth on his sensitive cock. he's still coming, looks down to watch ilya take all of it, drink it, and shane thumbs another lock of hair behind ilya's ear and murmurs, "good boy, good boy, ilya."
when he's finished coming he'll be oversensitive as hell if he stays in ilya's mouth too long. making little "ah ah" sounds, almost pained. and ilya will open his eyes to look at him and then slowly pull off his cock. lips red and raw, covered in drool, he'll look hazily at shane.
"was that yummy, baby?" shane will ask softly, opening his arms, already knowing what ilya needs now.
ilya will nod excitedly and crawl up to lay himself on top of shane's large form, leg thrown over his thighs, face buried in his bare chest. he won't seek out a nipple, not when his lips feel the way they do right now. but he'll just bury himself there while shane stokes his hair, his back. if ilya's hard, shane might slowly stroke his cock for a little while until he makes him come, and they'll fall asleep together totally sated.
im thinking abt the first time ilya and fairy!shane start Experimenting w how much shane's little pussy can take....... shane is of course insistent that it's Magic and can fit much more than you'd think but ilya isn't convinced. he does Not want to hurt this small fairy (this small fairy who has only been living with him for a week at this point - yes they are already doin shit like this by this point i mean ilya literally ate shane's pussy the day they met keep up) and also the thought of just getting to play with shane's pussy for a little while sounds Very Good to him. as it would.
so they settle on ilya's bed and shane lays flat on his back, legs open, already dripping and sticky and flushed. and ilya lays out all the tiny things they talked about trying to fit inside. they vary little in size to the human eye but to shane they are all massively different. items like bracelet beads, matches, pens, the rounded cap of a marker, a double a battery, etc. just things ilya had laying around his house (ofc later on he starts buying things online specifically for this purpose but rn they're just working w what they got) that look like they'd fit inside shane.
so ilya carefully and meticulously puts things into shane's pussy for about an hour. and it's fucking incredible for shane, who gets to just lay there all twitchy and oversensitive and dribbling a constant stream of nectar while he gets played with. ilya hasn't had too much experience with shane's pussy at this point other than tasting it, so he takes his time looking at it, analyzing it. he vows mentally to buy a magnifying glass so he can inspect it further. he gently rubs the warm, wet heat with his thumb, obsessed with the way shane's tiny folds feel against his skin. he carefully scissors shane open with his index and middle, brow furrowing with arousal when he sees how shane's pussy looks all open and wide.
he takes his time with each item, hushing shane softly when he whimpers and moans. he almost feels like he's doing some kind of weird science experiment, doing tests, proving hypotheses, learning things. and in a way he is, but he just happens to be doing the experiment on a very handsome very tiny and very horny fairy.
when they get to the battery, shane is looking up at ilya with an expression that looks completely gone. he's come so many times on so many different little objects, nectar is everywhere and he's warm and tingly and obviously he's in subdrop. he no longer really recognizes himself, just wants to be used as a little experiment for ilya, made to lay there on ilya's duvet and have things inserted into him over and over again. he fucking loves it, it's probably the best he's ever felt in his life.
the battery is by far the thickest thing they've tried, and shane feels himself go a little cross-eyed as it stretches him wide, slips into him so easily and goes so deep. he lets out a quiet sob of pleasure and ilya makes a cooing sound, murmurs, "you're okay, malysh" as he continues to push it further inside. he gives shane the index finger on his free hand and shane laps at it with tears in his eyes, pulsing nectar around the battery.
"is not too big?" ilya asks once it's fully seated within shane, and shane just looks up at him hazily and shakes his head.
"s'not too big," he whimpers, "need more, ilya."
and ilya's THROBBING in his jeans and all he wants to do is take his cock out and place shane's pussy on top of it and see just exactly how much he can manage to fit inside there - if any - but shane's so overstimulated and he definitely needs a break, as much as he'd deny it.
"let's make you come one more time," ilya says with a gentle smile, thumbing the tip of the battery and rotating it slowly against shane's inner walls, "just one more time, okay?"
shane nods, barely able to speak, "okay." and five seconds later ilya's got him crying and moaning and shivering and shaking while ilya carefully removes the battery and carries his fucked-out little fairy to the sink.
I need to nurse on a femme as they do long gentle strokes on my cock. Need to pulse in their hand and whimper into their tits. Being told what a good boy I am, what a good butch. Making me repeat it back between suckles as they pump their hand rhythmically on my cock.
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sitting in someone’s lap with my back to their chest but they have a hand around my throat or they’re groping my tits and they’re fingering me or using a vibe on me and slapping my cunt when i get too close and and and
cassie who calls victoria ma’am as a term of endearment.
victoria who needs cassie to pick something up on the way home from work? she’s all yes, ma’am, what do you need?
she’s being all silly and bratty and cassie’s like um excuse me, miss ma’am what do you think you’re doing?? as victoria scurries away from her grabbing hands in a fit of giggles
victoria’ who is all whiney, laid out face first on the bed as cassie rams her strap into victoria’s soaking cunt, smacking the delicate hand she feels crawl down towards her clit with a no ma’am, you were beggin’ all day for me to fuck you, causing a scene at work and nearly getting us caught. you just be good and let me take care of my lady like you’ve been asking me to, yeah? don’t get yourself into anymore trouble than you’re in
"oh me personally I just see Dana as maternal towards Emma—" mmmmffgghh. yeah. no yeah. emma is deeefinitely whining out mmnhh, mommy, mommy, please— while dana bullies her strap inside emma's dripping cunt, I agree. I agree.
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hear me out Shane deep as shit in subspace and slips up and calls ilya some kinda sexy name
aahhh yeah for sure!
i think this would be fun if they were still in the situationship era when things are definitely heating up and becoming more serious [as if it was ever anything but. but you know] but before rose and before they actually WERE like consciously serious about each other.
i am picturing the scene during the my moon my man sequence where ilya's railing shane from behind on the couch. shane is getting dicked down so good, his brain is hazy, eyes glazed, mouth hanging open as he makes a little "uh uh uh" sound with each movement Ilya makes.
"so good for me, hollander. so cock drunk like a good fucking slut, yes? my greedy little bitch, wanted it so bad you got fucking dumb from this cock."
"yeah, love it." shane gasps, speaking during a particularly hard thrust.
"mm you love what, kisa? tell me."
and it slips out before he can even think. he has no idea why it even popped into his head, but it was too late. "love your fucking dick, daddy. feels so fucking good, fuck"
shane wanted to die, there's no way to talk himself out of this. he opened his mouth to start trying to backtrack, say he was sorry for saying something so weird. but before he could, ilya groaned loudly and started slamming into him erratically.
"fuck, hollander. jesus.... you need daddy, shlyukha? does my dirty baby boy need his daddy's fat cock to make him come? fuck, i will give it, dorogoy. gonna give it all the fuck to you."
I think Shane would get really really oversensitive after he cums after going on t. Like he used to be able to get off a couple times in a row but now his dick is so sensitive he can't. But Ilya doesn't care and will hold his hips down even if his thighs are clenching and he's whimpering and almost crying from how Much it is until he cums at least twice on his tongue (and again on his dick) and Shane fucking loves it
how did i miss this ask from yesterday...... this is so wonderful. too sensitive to get himself there more than once so now it is Ilya's Honor to do this and yes shane fucking loves it
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