C'est La Vie

Lado instead sits with you, gazing out across the village with a look on his face that just says how young he is. “I won’t have you getting sick, not with the holidays coming.”

You scoff. “There are ten women in this town who could do the job I do. Probably more who can do it timely and superior.”

“But I owe none of them a promise,” Lado sighs.

“You owe me nothing, it was my husband you owed.” You use the handle of the broom to stand up. Your cane is inside, leaning against the pulpit where you left it.

“And since he left us, my debt extends to you,” he says with an optimistic smile.

“He didn’t leave, he died.” You walk into the church with Lado close behind you. “Somewhere out there his body is one with the earth again. A million miles away for all we know! His unit was all but obliterated.” You look out the window towards the stones sticking from the ground. “Same as we all will be one day.”

Lado nodded. “Our time on this earth is borrowed after all. We all must owe-”

“No preaching. I told you,” you scold him. “I’m not into it.” You take your cane and nod to him. “I’ll finish my day by cleaning the communion cups.”

“Don’t stay too late,” Lado says with a hint of concern. There is a soft whistling that follows the breeze. His eyes follow it, going out towards the graveyard and beyond it. He looks weary at this sound, but he tries to keep up that chipper appearance. “Some of the villagers have reported-” He stops, and as a man of God you can tell he’s trying to process the superstitions of the village.

“Seeing things in the woods?” You offer.

“Yes,” he murmurs, fidgeting with the brim of his hat. “They say it’s a Leshy that’s out there.” He has a strange look upon his face, but it bothers you none.

You shrug, wiping your brow as you gazed off into the distance again. “Not surprised. My husband says he saw one in the woods often.”

Lado presses his lips into a firm line. “And you believed him?”

You smile and motion your hand around the sanctuary. “And your stories in your little book are to be believed, pastor?”

He’s trying so hard not to look offended, but you can see in his pale eyes how much that sets him off. “It’s not the same. One is fairy tales and the other-” he stops himself from arguing with you, catching up to your line of thought before you can even speak it. “There’s still moss on the steps outside. And the graveyard could use a raking.”

The smile that breaks across your face is one you have graced the young pastor with many times. “I know,” you chuckle. “I know.”

You leave the church at sunset, noting the back steps of the church were growing moss as well. You clutch your shawl around you. Taking your cane you hobble down the stairs as best you can. You’ve never been able to move swiftly, so you curse the cold wind for not waiting on you to get home.

Home was a small building nestled behind the graveyard. It was supposed to be the pastor’s quarters but he still lived with his rich parents at the edge of town. You had lived there since your wedding, back when your husband was the pastor. It was more than enough for you, after all it was just you. Children never happened, and your husband thought his prayers belonged out there during the war. So now you lived alone, and it was fine.

Crossing through the graveyard was a quicker means to get to your home rather than walk around it. The wind is sharp, but it is not strong enough to make the noise it is. You stall for a moment, watching the trees and the rattle and shake. Something is inside them behind your house.

Moss creeps down upon the tombstones around you, the grass grows high, clinging around the stones and your ankles. You shift slightly where you stand, finding that your cane has become stuck in the ground. You pull it back, ripping up grass and dirt along with it. You make your way out of the graveyard, heading towards the front door, trying to go as fast as your weak legs can take you. There is something big behind your house. You see the shadow of if from the corner of your eye.

“Don’t react,” you tell yourself, “don’t acknowledge it, don’t breathe.” You quicken your steps, the only give away you let slip. The shadow encroaches, coming closer to your house, leaning out of the woods and dripping like a willow tree.

The door cannot open faster, and rushing inside you slam it shut as the air around your home grows darker.

You whisper a small charm under your breath, turning towards the fireplace when you see an eye peering through the window over your bed. It looks at you and closes.

“Get away from my home!” You yell, now that you are safe in the protection and comfort of your home. “Do not trespass here! You have no permission!” You clutch your shawl tight around you to keep your hand from shaking. “Go on! Leave!”

Light returned to your window, but the shadow still loomed. You knelt before your fireplace as moss came down the back of the chimney. You hurriedly light a fire, and breathe with relief when the flames stoke high.

All you can do then is rest, sitting there on the floor before the fire even as it grows too hot. You breathe in slowly to calm yourself, to find your center. The more stressed you were, the harder it was to walk.

Your husband used to read to you when you got like this. His voice had a way of relieving the agonies your illness had left behind. You weren’t one for his preaching, but even he could make the good book sound appealing.

“I’ll lose these legs one day,” you told him.

“You need faith, my love. Faith you’ll have legs, regardless of their use. Faith you’ll be taken care of.” He would say with that knowing smile of his.

“Why you married a girl with little faith, and all you are is faith, I’ll never know.”

He kissed you and the world would fade away. “Faith isn’t to be measured. Simply had. Do you believe I’ll stay with you through sickness and in health?”

“I do.”

“Then there’s your faith.”

There was a knock on the door and you stopped remembering along with breathing. You glanced towards the door, eyes wide open, heart thrumming wildly. The knocking continues, slow and gentle in rhythm. You swallow and find your throat is dry.

“Who goes there?” You ask. “I have called for no company.”

There is a knock again.

“You either speak up or you can knock all night for all I care!” You take your cane in hand, using it to prop yourself up. Your legs don’t want to work at first and you stumble.

Something outside speaks, but they say nothing you can understand. They speak with a deep, guttural voice that makes every hair on your body stand on end. You then see something from under your door. It is a dark liquid that is steaming, and it has the faint scent of blood.

Whatever is out there speaks again. “Help…puh-please.” The words don’t sound natural upon its tongue.

You crack open the door, peering outside into the cold night air. It is dark and hard to see, but you can just barely make out a large shape just before your door. The light from inside your home washes over it. The creature is bent over on the ground, almost falling over. Large horns protrude from the top of the head, covered in thick, draping moss with coiled, woody vines. You step into a puddle, finding it is warm and thick like blood.

“Help…puh-puh-” the creature gurgles as if something wet is in its throat. A soft whistling floats in the breeze, wrapping around you, your home, and the graveyard.

Lights flicker around the church and the woods behind it. Distant voices shout at one another, which only adds to the confusion in your mind. Without much thinking you kneel down before the creature, taking hold of what you can and dragging it, forcing it to move and come into your home. The large horns get stuck in the doorway and you twist them so the creature can fall inside. Its monstrous shape fills your home and you have to keep parts of it from touching the fire.

You close the door and brace yourself against it, breathing in deeply. You turn around slowly, looking down upon the creature you just dragged into your home. Dark blood is smeared all over the floor, the massive body is long and awkwardly proportioned, covered in patches of dark green, draped in vines and a dark cloak. The horns are jagged and saw-like, branching out like tree limbs with sharp fingers.

The creature wheezes horribly, struggling to breathe while it bleeds. The shouting from the woods draws closer, no doubt it was hunters thinking they had landed something big. You step over the limbs of the creature, tripping and falling as your legs give way under you. You lay there beside it, moaning in pain as you had hit your head.

“Help,” the creature chokes out again.

Moaning and holding your head, you glare at him. “How?”

The creature twists, showing you his back. There you see arrows jutting out from the side of the creature's body. Dark blood spills from the wounds, dripping to the ground like thick molasses.

“Men will shoot fucking anything,” you grumbled under your breath as you sat up. You push back the cloak and vines, reaching pale, fleshy skin that was puckering up around the arrows. They stick out from what looks like a shoulder and the side of a neck, but the shape of this thing was hard to determine. You notice the blood is going up the shafts of the arrows rather than down from the wounds.

“Help,” it wheezes. “Luhff-” it chokes out an incomprehensible word.

“Shh, be quiet. I’m trying.” You smooth your hand along the skin, trying to see the injuries. You tug on one of the arrows and it pulls freely and easily from the flesh as if you removed it from mud. You toss it aside, taking out another and another. The creature lays still upon the ground, breathing heavily but evenly. The more arrows you remove, the more it seems to calm.

You take the last arrow from the neck and smooth your hand over the skin underneath. The wound puckers, oozing the thick blood.  You can’t stand up and move away. Your legs refuse to work, so you are trapped there beside the beast. Your hands shake and you are sick to the pit of your stomach.

Someone bangs on your door and you hear voices just outside. No doubt the hunting party was looking for this monster, or whatever beast they thought they got.

“Who goes there?” You shout from where you sit.

“We’re looking for something we were hunting. We found tracks all around your place, have you seen anything?” A hunter shouts from outside.

You look down at the creature, it shifts enough that you can see an eye peering up at you, wide and terrified.

“Get fucked! I’ve been in bed,” you answer back. “I haven’t seen a thing. But I have heard you all yelling up a storm out there!”

It was quiet outside. Already the hunters were retreating. They didn’t even have the decency to respond to you, let alone apologize for their perceived rudeness. You sink back down, exhaling loudly. You rub at your face and force down the sick rising from your gut.

The creature falls still and breathes. You almost think it has fallen asleep. You bow your head, trying to focus so you can get your legs to work again. Instead, you fall asleep there near the creature.

You lay on the floor come morning. Your body aches and your head is spinning. Embers crackle weakly in the fireplace and the chill from last night is seeping through a crack in the door. Moss has grown all over your floor, patches of grass slip up between the cracks in the boards, as well as vines that crawl up the walls and drip from the ceiling.

You slowly rise, gazing towards the door as it sways gently back and forth. You crawl towards your bed using it to raise yourself up. You sit upon the mattress, taking in deep breaths.

You speak nothing about what you saw that night. The monster was just as unreal to you as it was so real that night. The arrows that had been stuck in its body had rotted overnight and turned into mushrooms that sit pleasantly on your floor. There are notches in your doorway, where the creature’s horns had gotten stuck. And yet, you told yourself it was all a dream. It was easier to make it through your day if you told yourself that.

“He would have loved it,” you think to yourself about your husband. “Godly or not.”

As evening came again, the moss on the church steps had grown up and onto the sides of the church. Vines were growing from the earth, choking out the life of the bushes under the windows. The whole town was like that. It was as if nature was trying to reclaim the wood and stone used to make each building. You gave up on the church steps, let Lado fuss about them all he wanted, the moss wasn’t leaving anytime soon.

On your way through the graveyard you heard whistling upon the breeze again. You looked up from your feet and saw eyes staring at you from beyond the trees.

“You shouldn’t have come back,” you whisper with a shake of your head. “Those hunters are still around.”

The eyes stare at you unblinkingly.

You shift your gaze around, looking to see if anyone is around. All you saw was the lights of homes glittering throughout the village. The heavy pit in your stomach that had been there all day was moving around, twitching and renewing the fears you held last night. This leshy, this thing, whatever the hell it was, it wasn’t moving, just staring. It was somehow more disconcerting than it was last night.

Crossing through the rest of the graveyard you come upon your house, noticing that vines were growing down from the roof and over your windows. You glance to the left, seeing the creature is watching you. Branches and vines hang down from the great antlers, decorated in bones that look fresh and still bleeding.

“What do you want?” You ask it pointedly. “There’s nothing left to be said between us. What happened last night doesn’t need to be spoken of again.”

The head of the leshy came twisting around the corner of the house, extending from a far too long neck. You recoil, nearly losing your footing. The mouth of the creature opens and spilling from inside is a great amount of berries, fruit, and pods. It gags and coughs, spewing out more and more until your doorstep is stained red by half chewed wild berries.

It motions to the food. “Luhff! Eeeeeht.”

You rush inside your house, locking the door shut. The leshy stares at you through the side window, planting its strange, long fingers upon the glass. Its breath fogs the windows as it leans closer against it.

“Go now,” you command it, pointing towards the windows. “Leave and go back from where you came!”

It pulls back in surprise from your harsh tone. Slowly it moves, eyes still focusing on you even if the body is moving away. You hear it walking, going deeper and deeper into the woods. Finally, the eyes are gone.

“What did I do to deserve this?” You scoffed. You looked at your husband’s portrait upon the mantle. “What have you done?” You ask the picture with a hiss. Picking it up, there is a spot upon the mantle that is clean and undusted. You frown down at the picture, scoffing before putting it bake. “I need no one to look after me,” you told it, shaking your finger. “I am fine! With or without.”

The leshy reappears each night, offering something else each time. Nuts and fruits, mushrooms and tubers. It presence each night brought with untold side effects for the village in the morning. The underbrush was growing wild, blackberry bushes were taking over yards, the church was turning greener and greener each day to the consternation of pastor Lado.

With each visit you ignore the leshy, go into your home, and tell it harshly that it needs to leave. The leshy listens each time, but does not obey your command to never return.

One evening the leshy doesn’t even wait for you. It comes up to the windows of the church, watching you as you polish Pastor Lado’s pulpit. You have long since stopped being afraid of it, and instead, all you feel towards the leshy is a strong frustration. It is like a tom cat outside your window yowling every night.

You open a window to the church, which the leshy recoils away from, stumbling into the graveyard and nearly knocking over a tombstone.

“Why won’t you leave me be?” You ask, using a gentle tone. “Why do you make the wildlife grow around this town as if you are trying to strangle life from it? The hunters go missing one by one each day. You have more bones each day. What is it you want? Am I to be added to your bones? They aren’t very good! Especially the leg ones.” You let out a huff then slouched your shoulders. “I know you can speak, so at least speak to me on these matters.”

The leshy stares at you, strange eyes wide open and unblinking as you speak. “Buh-onssssss,” it gargles.

“I saved your life, why not spare mine and go elsewhere?” You point towards the forest.

“Luh-life. Yes.” The leshy nods. Its strange hands pat against its chest, or what could be a chest.

You narrow your eyes as the leshy does a strange little dance around the window. Patting its chest then hobbling to the left and weaving back in.

You sigh and shake your head. “What are you doing? You silly creature. Each day you get more and more ridiculous. It’s sweet in a way, but my ways are set and you’re making a mess of them.”

“Luhff,” it huffs out, spittle flying from its teeth.

Narrowing your eyes you wiped off your cheek. “Go back to the forest from where you came.”

The leshy steps back, crunching through the wall of the graveyard and toppling a few tombstones. It looks down, staring at the mess below its feet.

“Now look at what you have done!” You come out of the church, hobbling with your cane. “Get out of there! Get out!” You come up to the leshy and try to push it aside.

The leshy takes hold of your hand and plucks you up off the ground then sets you upon its back. Your cane drops from your hand and as soon as it hits the ground the leshy takes off with you into the forest. You scream, but no one takes notice of the sound. The leshy runs through the trees, dodging, swaying, crowing at the top of its lungs. That whistling rows louder and louder, echoing from the leshy’s form. You hold on as best you can and keep your head ducked down.

“I don’t think they are bad or good,” your husband once said. “They aren’t human. They don’t have that nature.”

“Says the pastor,” you scoffed at him. “How many beliefs do you have?”

Your husband just smiled at you. “More than you have.” He kissed you and looked back down at the drawing in the back of his bible. The creature there was something only someone genuinely imaginative could have drawn, or else, it truly was real. “If you see one, I think you’ll understand this world is more than what you can see. You can’t explain everything, my love. Sometimes you have beliefs, faith even.”

He was always like that, much like a pastor himself. Faith. Belief. It never was anything to you. You had your wits, your pride, you could stand up for yourself even if your legs gave out. But he had something you needed, and even when he died you couldn’t admit it.

You raise your head from the shoulders of the leshy, seeing the sunset going down over the mountain tops. The leshy shakes, grunting and stomping through the river. The leshy places you on the other side of the bank where no one has been before. The villagers spoke of what lay beyond the point and made it known it was unsafe to go beyond the river.

“Luhff!” The leshy huffed and shivered, sending cold water all over you like a rain.

Something inside of you has given way, and tears have begun to sting your eyes. They fall from your cheeks and your nose begins to clog. You take a shaky breath, hating the leshy is seeing you this way. “What are you saying? What do you want from me?”

The leshy grins at you and nods. It sits down in the water, gazing up at you with those wide eyes. They are the same color as your husband’s were. Even the way the vines and cloak fall over the leshy’s face reminds you of him.

“Me,” you murmur.

The leshy holds its arms out to you, spreading its fingers and opening up its palms wide. You continue to stare at it, holding in your breath as the tears fall. You have to let a sob out and your knees buckle. Your weak legs give way and the leshy catches you in it’s arms, holding you fast, embracing you.

“You don’t want me,” you whisper to it. “You don’t want this.”

“Luhff,” it chuffs it again. The leshy strokes your hair and the river begins to overflow. The water rushes faster, beating against the body of the leshy and coursing up onto the dry ground.

The leshy places you back down upon the bank, and rises back to standing. It walks up beside you, heading towards the deepest, darkest part of the woods. The moon could only give so much light, and you were afraid of going any further.

“Take me home,” you insist. “Please.”

The leshy gazes at you, its eyes unblinking. It then points into the forest. “Unh. Unh!” It juts it’s finger with each breath.

You shake your head and sniffle, wiping your nose upon your sleeve. “I can’t walk in there,” you offer. But that wasn’t the reason you wouldn’t budge. “You dropped my cane.” Behind you the river was going wild. You won’t be able to cross it on your own.

The leshy scoops you up in one arm, carrying you close to its chest and then it walks into the deepest woods. You cling to it, gripping tight and shutting your eyes.

“Tiss-ah way tiss-ah way,” the leshy sings as it continues trudging forward into the thicket.

You keep your head turned and eyes shut. But then you think: “what am I so afraid of? What is it I think is out there?” You raise your head, thinking about how silly it was that you let the ideas of the village get to you. It was the forest, the same forest you knew, just over the river.

“Luhk. Luhk!” The leshy points ahead, seeming to sense your gaze return.

Somehow, the moon had gotten brighter and revealing a path through the trees. Dancing lights hover along the path, bouncing and floating along the gentle breeze. As you were staring, trying to put together the vision before you, something began crawling up your legs.

Screaming, you swat at the wooden vines growing around your shins and the back of your calves. The leshy sat you down, despite your heavy breathing. The vines held you up, made your legs feel as strong as they were when you were little, before you got sick, before you met your husband.

“Anh, anh,” the leshy held out his hands, urging you to go forward.

“This is all very strange for me!” You say with a restrained fury. “I am…not accustomed to this.”

It urges again. “Anh. Anh!”

You couldn’t admit your fear, so instead you turn back towards the lighted back. There is a hushed whisper about the trees. Voices speak to one another, just low enough your couldn’t make out individual voices or conversation. It became a droning hum that tickled your ears and down the back of your neck.

The leshy placed its hand upon your shoulder and you gasp.

“Tuh-rye.” It gargled.

You frowned, but cautiously took a step forward. There were twinges in your legs, but the vines kept you aloft and made your limbs stronger. You take more leary steps, eventually coming upon the floating lights. You excused then as strong fireflies, but the closer you came upon them, the more it looked like the faces of sleeping babies and children. You recoil, but the leshy keeps you moving forward.

“I would like to know what am I supposed to be doing!” You shiver away from another light that sighs like a sleeping child. “What are you doing?”

The leshy’s hand moves from your shoulder to your arm, slipping down until it catches your palm and holds it there.

“I have not simply trusted anyone in a long time. Do you understand? It has been me and only me. And you…well, I should say, you look more trustworthy than some people, but you also look very unknown to the world.” You swallow down the lump growing in your throat.

More of the lights passed you by, their faces  growing younger and older in the same breath. You shirked back, coming closer to the leshy. “I know not what to make of you. Leshy, or whatever it is you really are.”

It smiled at you, showing off jagged strange teeth within its mouth, the same mouth that had regurgitated berries and mushrooms as some sort of gift.

“You do understand me, don’t you?” You asked. “Not personally. But just what I say. You left when I told you to every night. So you must understand something.”

The leshy nodded and its horns knocked against branches that hung above you.

“Well,” you huff. “Then you are adamant to show me something. Whatever it may be.” You crossed your arms, rubbing your arms as the night was growing colder. You shawl only did so much to ward off the chill.

The leshy stops and strugles with something around its neck. It rips at fabric, tearing off the cloak which it place around your shoulders. The material was strange and seemed to be made up of many different patches.

“Thank you,” you mutter. “That was uhm…very kind.”

The leshy bows down and used his large hands to smooth out the cloak. Debris and forestry build-up scatter from your shoulders, coating the ground. After a moment, it walksf orward again, guiding you along the path.

Voices continue to drone on in the distance, a few spoke louder, thrasher than the others, cutting through the hum that vibrated the air. “Blood,” one rasps out. “Meat,” another sang horsley. “Muhmuhmumuhmum,” a third moans incoherently.

The leshy stuck out his hand, offering it for you to take. “Lee-tull murh,” its words were becoming a touch clearer to understand.

“Blood.”

“Meat!”

Taking hold of the leshy’s hand, you keep close to its side. Your eyes darted around into the darkness. “What is that? Who is speaking?”

“Odd-turs,” the leshy whispered.

You craned your neck up to look at him. “Others? What does that mean?”

The leshy changes directions, heading towards a darkness you could not see into. It held onto your hand tightly, pulling you along faster and faster. The vines upon your leg made you run to keep up, but you were losing breath.

“Please! I can’t run like this!”

“Blood!”

“Mumumuhuhmumum!”

You scream, catching pace beside the aching in your chest. The trees part, opening up into a valley drenched in moonlight and covered in those baby-faced lights. Their sleepy sighs and moans fill the field, while stars twinkled and threw sparks upon the earth.

The leshy stills for a moment while you breathe heavily and a cold sweat drenches the back of your neck. Figures you hadn’t noticed before were out walking the field, vanishing, then reappearing where they stood before.

“What is this place?” You whisper. The more you watch, the more you notice the figures, whose very image seems to be a distortion of the moonlight.

“Death,” the leshy spoke clearer than ever before. It met your eyes as you stared at him, disbelief washing through you with a hint of terror.

“If you are death come knocking at my door, I would like to know,” you say staunchly. You stiffen your back and shoulders. “So I can tell you what I think of you properly.”

Shaking its head, the leshy points you to beyond the line of the valley where lights do not distort or hover. In fact, it looks as if a lantern is dying where he directs you.

“There. House.”

“Your house?” You sk and the leshy nods. “You wanted me to see your place as you’ve seen mine?”

It nods again. “Ha-ohm.”

You bob you head with him. “You could have told me so and not scared me half to death.”

The leshy grins and wiggles in excitement.

“You wanted to startle me!” You balk at it, dropping your arms down to your side.

The leshy clapped its hands together. “Juhck! Juhck!”

You scoff and stomp out onto the field. “Some joke!” You lead the way, but the leshy runs out ahead of you. Its swift movements elongate its body, shifting and moving like water in the air. The lights move aside, float higher, but the distortions disappear as you grew close, then faded back as you walk away.

The leshy points into the dark alcove then disappears inside.

“Wait up, I can't keep up, even with these vines.” You step over stones, nearly tripping. The stones shift and move, making sounds like hollow wood. It was too dark to tell, but a thought creeps over you that perhaps it is bones and not stones.

The leshy picks up the lantern, turning the knob so the flame burns brighter. It shakes the light towards you, happily wiggling as it stands in the mouth of a cave.

You step with caution, looking into the mouth of the cave. It was cold and drafty, and a scent you could only describe as old hung thick about the place. The leshy walks in with its lantern revealing a collection of old swords, rusted medals, books, wagon wheels, and various pots and pans. There were jugs placed along the walls, and towards the back there was an old cot with a blanket draped over it with possibly something laying on it. Almost everything had moss and vines growing upon it. The floor was soft from all the moss, and despite the chill it was warm.

“Yes?” The leshy asks.

“Yes,” you whisper. “Uhm…this looks like a house.”

The leshy hung the lantern on the ceiling, using a hooked root. It scampers towards the cot, pointing at it.

You step in further. “I don’t want to lie down, not until I go home.”

Light distorts around the cot, looking like a man sitting up then laying back down again. Cold chills go down your spine. The leshy points. “Anh! Anh.”

The figure that sits upon the cot looks frail and lean, their body long and hair disheveled. You step towards the leshy, but it pushes you to the cot. You stumble, hitting the cot and pulling back a bit of the blanket, revealing a skeleton underneath. You recoil away, cupping your hand around your mouth.

“I wish she wasn’t so intent on being alone,” a familiar voice whispers. “We’re so different. I don’t understand her half the time.” The voice strains to speak. “It’s nice having you here. I just wish we could have made it further.”

You shake your head slowly as the distorted light continues to sit up and lay back down. “It can’t be.”

“Take me back to her, if you can,” his voice sounded gargled as if something was coming up his throat. A cough echoes all around you. “Take me home so she won’t be so alone. So she will be loved.”

The leshy places its hand upon your back. “Luhff.”

Despite shaking hands you pull back the blanke. Parts of it are rotten and fall away, some clinging to the body under it. The figure is wearing his old uniform, holding his old bible.

“Here,” the leshy whispers.

“No,” you answer back. “He’s not.”

“Unh unh. Here.” The leshy turns you, making you look up into those familiar eyes. “Tuhck while…ca-came…buh-back.”

You furrowed your brow, feeling angry at this creature. “No. My husband is gone. Dead!” You pointed to the cot. “That’s all!”

“Nhot hall. Muhr.” The leshy extended its hands. “Fae-teth.”

“He was so close,” you whisper. “All this time.” The bed before you seems so small. He was always such a tall man.

“Luhff. Here.” The leshy took the bible from the cot, taking fingers with it. You lunge as if you could keep the hand in place. The leshy opens the bible to your portrait. It falls out to the ground, and upon the back you see writing.

“My love,” you see written upon it. You take it up, seeing your husbands hand writing, shaky, but legible.

“My love, I know I won’t make it back to you just now. The flesh is weak, struck and bleeding. But my soul is strong, and my friend has agreed to help me make it home, even when I perish. You have always been so strong and resilient, I doubt I need worry much for you. But my love, you have always been alone. I know you do not care for such things, but I do in my boundless love. My friend will keep that love, will keep me. I may look strange, but I promise, I will be there. I won’t be a million miles away, much longer. I never was. Love, A.”

“Luhff,” the leshy chuffed.

“Love,” you whisper back.

The leshy put its arms around you, holding you tight.

You wake back in your room, body sore, legs aching. You doubt you could rise from bed. You lay there, staring up at the moss covering the ceiling.  You then see the bible sitting on the side table, and on the mantle your picture has been leaned against the framed one of your husband.