Loyalty Over Royalty

Hey guys going to be inactive for a few days but I'll be back, need to work on my house, getting it ready to sale. Hope to see you all by Monday, be safe everyone.

They're just those times where I can never figure out whether or not as I'm fingering my princess if I really want to use her as a meat puppet in that tight little pussy of hers or gape that ass enough to fit my fist in.

It's sad and hurts a bit when you finally realize how Toxic some Little's and subs can be. They are as bad if not worse in the ways they can hurt their daddy's and dom better than anyone else, it is painful. 🤢🤮😡🤕

The moment you realize that you've wasted so much time, the energy, the emotion. For what, I feel that people tend to forget that Dom's and Daddy's have a breaking point despite the role we are in.

It hurts when I see how you play, so why do you mess with my life? All you do is play with my mind, got me tripping on the inside, pulling tricks all the time. Even now I didn't see the evil on the inside, so bad my hearts always racing. Just one look from you had me doing things I never thought I would do. Why do you mess with this life, you hurt my mind play those tricks on the inside?

I start to switch when It get like this, I don't have control I can't get ahold, or say what I meant. I try to take it slow, but every second I'm on the edge I start to switch when shits like this. Every time I feel like I'll break, with every mood shift I feel myself fade till all I can do is pop pills for the pain. That's when I start to switch when the shit hits like this. The whole time I feel that I'll drown, the skeletons in my close start to come out.

Anybody else love it when you find somebody that can fit into your lifestyle. It could be Dom/sub or daddy and little, you start making connections and start to communicate and open up to each other just to find out that they've been lying and cheating, that everything you just went through everything you just talked about everything you just shared was a complete waste of time. You expected them to be able to be vulnerable with you so you could be with them and got absolutely nothing for except for a f*** you. Anybody else appreciate that asking for a friend?

All I can think about right now is how much I wish I had a little that I could just pick up and carry the couch, hug her into a ball on my lap and just play with her hair and hold her close as she lays her head on my chest lap.