They kiss for one, two, three minutes, Neil knows it's way past the point he can just stop and start minding his own business. He knows it'd started before they even entered the room, before Andrew locked the door. Kevin and his new tattoo, it can make wonders to Andrew's mood.
He shifts on Andrew's lap, breaks the kiss. Neil rarely thinks before speaking and right now isn't the case.
"What?" Andrew asks, looking at him incredulously, which is fair. It's not like Neil wanted to say it out loud. But at times he finds himself a little freakier than he knew himself to be, all because of Andrew's hands and lips and big fucking thighs.
"Can you call me by his name? While you fuck me next time?" Neil repeats even if he knows it's utterly stupid.
"What the fuck, Josten?" Neil sees a spark in his eyes.
"Okay, forget it. It's nothing. Wanna eat ice-cream? I'll get you some!"
Neil starts to get up, but Andrew plants his hands on his hips, holding him down.
"What made you think I wanted to call you by his name?" Andrew's voice is so solemn but lips are too red.
"I never said you wanted it. If you don't want to, it's nothing, Andrew. It's just a thought I've been enter- Wait."
Come to think of it, Andrew's response sounded so strange. Of course Andrew wants nothing, of course he would never ask for it, but the phrasing almost sounded like a genuine question. The realisation hits Neil right between his eyes.
"You wanted to! Andrew!" he shouts at him, maybe too excited about this idea. Andrew thought Neil asked because he wanted to give Andrew something, because he somehow read enough of him to know about his embarrassing desires.
"No, shut up," he says quickly, kneading his thighs.
"I was talking about what I want, but, Andrew, you..." There's nothing more to say, actually.
He knows what he knows and Andrew knows he knows.
"Can I blow you?" he asks eventually, but not because he's tired of staring into Andrew's beautiful eyes.
"Go ahead," he mutters, and when Neil rushes to his knees he adds: "Eager down there, aren't we, Mr. Day?"
"Fuck, oh my fucking," Neil manages before taking Andrew's dick.