This blog is a coping mechanism xx

I am feeling anxious and feeling like i will not have fun at all when i move there (i need fun to survive). I just pray that ill somehow be able to make different groups of friends as i do always and live an experience similar to prague: work hard and play hard. Pls God….. i am on my knees

يارب حطني جنب اسباني مز بالطيارة

Fuck my life i want a bf who is perfect and madly in love with me

Just missing Oier and Alessandro lol الله يبعتلي أحلى منهم ويطولوا شوي

I am so fucking annoyed by everything o my god

Lol all im worried about is how im gonna find a fwb where ill move to

Worst summer ever… i feel so bad for being next to my parents and hating it but also for leaving them, i feel bad for spending their money, i feel bad because i know i will not be frugal, i feel bad not being able to shower whenever i want, i feel bad because i could have spent this summer working and making money and traveling

Time is running the fuck out, i need to find my husband

Feeling like shit and hopeless

Its August and I‘m still missing Oier

Bruh i am regretting it so bad i should have gone to macedonia to be with them omfg

Fml i miss all the guys ive ever been with i HATE being single so much

لين ومجد ورحاب والأغلب عايشة كلهم غيرانين مني وأنا بغار من بابلو وأوير وأنطونيو

كسم حياتي يا شيخة الناس غيرانة مني وانا غيرانة من الاسبان

The 2023 trip to these places was so much more iconic because i was with my korean best friend and she is funny af lmao

What a goddamn waste of a potentially amazing trip… im so lucky yet so unlucky at the same time… hanging out with a guy i am not even 0.0000001% attracted to not even as a friend… how could i have nobody else to travel with…. Ughhh fml i wish i was in a happy committed relationship with an amazing gorgeous guy

يا بيضانييييييي صيف ما عندي شغل ولا دراسة شو رح اقعد اعمل؟ رح افكر في كل المنايك اللي عرفتهم في حياتي واتحسر عالشباب الحلوة اللي ما حبتني لما حبيتها واصلاً ولا واحد ساكن معي بنفس البلد