spinny!

disclaimer for this blog: i use a lowercase typing quirk on almost all my posts

[ pt: disclaimer for this blog: i use a lowercase typing quirk on almost all my posts ]

hi, i'm spinny :] and kiburi or rico to some. nonbinary genderqueer aroace creature who is hyperfixated on warrior cats and the lion guard!

my pronouns are always shifting, right now i prefer: he/it/fox. full list of neos on pronouns.cc, feel free to ask about preferences

autistic. i suffer from maladaptive daydreaming, intrusive thoughts and likely chronic fatigue ; for these reasons, please keep in mind that i cannot respond quickly & forget easily

alterhuman / therian. shapeshifter polymorph; mostly a crocodile, canid, feline, hyena or horse. many many various kintypes

writer and sometimes an artist but mostly an obsessive headcannon, au and playlist maker

please note that i am an adult ^w^

my pronouns.cc | my blog information & boundaries (outdated...)

current hyperfixations ; warrior cats, clangen, ecos la brea, the lion guard, rio!

media i like ; warrior cats, the lion guard, madagascar, the wild robot, rio, watership down, night at the museum, guardians of the galaxy, planet of the apes reboot, space jam, ice age, kung fu panda, sonic, shakespeare and dead poets society

games i like ; rdr2*, clangen*, wolfquest*, cattails*, shelter generations*, endling*, jurassic world evolution*, planet zoo*, minecraft*, roblox*, the isle* and stray (* = i play this!)

hobbies + interests ; music, movies, cinema, animals, dinosaurs, prehistory, writing, poetry, cosplay, gaming, collecting, drawing,, and more that i can't remember :3

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other blogs of mine ;

@poetryforcoyotes — moodboards & poetry (currently inactive)

@tlg-confessions — the lion king & guard confessions blog

@foxsocksvoid — personal hoarding blog (currently inactive)

personal alterhuman etc blog — ask if you're a mutual!

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previous pinned post.

last updated this post on february 17th.

my cousin's birthday is today too!!

yes!!! :]

all the time. he's always in my subconscious, if that makes sense. life has been worse without him and i've had to accept that

funny thing, though. i stopped engaging with my pagan stuff after he passed, i think partly due to him and other factors. i always wanted to return to it, but with how shitty my life felt i was hesitant. well, recently i picked up my oracle deck i'm really bonded to and just went ok. fuck it. let's shuffle this and see what you guys have to say because i want to reconnect. i tried a method of laying out all the cards and the only one that turned itself over was rabbit. i burst into tears ;.; i used that card to pray for chester when i had to take him to the vet before, and it had become a very positive symbol. everything kind of made sense then. i'd stopped engaging in being a witch because it was hard to accept that chester wasn't with me in the living realm anymore but had transferred into the spiritual one. and he'd been waiting for me. not as important to this but i'll add to say that the other card i pulled was raven, basically saying “you're a witch and always have been! go be a witch!! the magic power is in you!!” it's a very potent card is what i've learned.

so, yeah. it has been very hard, especially since i buried the difficult feelings. i'm never going to be okay with him not being beside me anymore but i know his spirit is with me

Happy B-Day 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SPINNY!! the spinny of spinnys. the Spinniest. the spinner even. first of all I want to say thank you for being my friend and such a wonderful one, too <3 I've enjoyed every moment I spend with you and I'm so happy to have met someone like you. I know things are hard for you right now, and for that I wanna say I'm sorry— I wish I could do something to make things better for you. when I see you unhappy or suffering in any way, I just want to hug you and tell you it's gonna be okay. maybe not today, maybe not tomorrow, but someday. and I'm gonna do my best to support you until that someday comes, but trust that I will be here for you. always. even if our tlg fixations fade, even if tumblr goes down, I'll be here for you!!

I do truly hope things get better for you, but until then know that you can always talk to me. idc if you don't reply back to my texts or asks or replies or anything! I would never want to force an interaction upon you, okay? so do as you feel comfortable, because I'm your friend and friends are there in comfortable and uncomfortable times.

I pray you have the best day today, tomorrow, or at least some day in this month in honour of your birthday. I hope everything good that deserves to happen to you, because you DO deserve it, happens soon. I hope through it all I get to be your friend and I hope one day the pack gets to meet and spend time together— maybe in the future! but that's not the concern right now. right now, it's one of the most special creature's birthday, special in general, special to the tlk/tlg community on tumblr, special to people irl, special to the pack, and special to me.

happiest of happy birthdays spinny <3 I love you so so much and I want you to know I care for you and that you deserve all that care. I miss you loads, buddy!!

cookie wishes you a happy birthday as well btw :3

/all pos, gen, platonic. aLSO IM SO SORRY THIS GOT SO LONG AAA 😭😭 pls don't feel pressured to respond I did Not expect this to get that long fhdkdj /gen

GAHHHHHHH I AM HIT BY THE DOUBLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY MESSAGE BEAM I'M BEING JUMPEDD!!!! /silly

first of all how dare you call me by all three of my government names 😔 /silly

i don't even know what to say, you're always so attentive and supportive and bring me so much comfort and joy even in hard times. i look forward to that hug 🫂

thank you so much. you remind me endlessly not to push people away, to embrace them even when i have no words to say. i'm struggling enough to say them now because there are truly no words to describe how grateful i am to have you in my life.

this year doesn't feel as good as other ones for me, but here is one of the places that helps me to be okay with that. all i know is, amongst uncertainty, i am sitting here reading this wonderful message from my friend, my packmate, and feeling happy. feeling comforted. feeling loved. that's all i really need for a birthday <3

thank you so much gem!!! :DD

I can’t believe it’s been years since we first met here! Seems like only yesterday that you appeared in the comments of under my tlg posts. Comments turned to full on discussions and discussions turned into headcanons and possible fic ideas bc we play with the Outlanders like mf dolls fjhfhdhd

Spinny you’ve become a very good friend of mine and I cannot imagine what my tumblr would be like without you. So I give you a picture of a smiling Kiburi since you are one of the few people who shows him a lick of appreciation

oooo i wonder who that could be? :3 /vsilly

me neither! i'm so glad i ended up commenting under your posts!! i'm so grateful i get to play dolls with the outlanders with you FHSGSJSB