Spike & Buffy

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#these were his intake photos at the initiative @spikedru they were making trading cards with them

I keep forgetting how much spike gets shoved around and humiliated after he gets the chip put in his head, and that at some point it bypasses his anger and triggers his innate desire to get shoved around and humiliated

I wrote this and then a couple of episodes comes the first time he fantasizes about buffy kissing him and it's literally just: spike says he wants her dead, spike gets beaten up and humiliated, spike fantasizes about getting beat up some more and the only difference is that then they make out

The Buffybot is like. What if I made the grossest most vile act of twisted obsessive love. And then the rest of you were all forced to love it too because that’s all that was left of me. What if the “not real” little sister cuddled up to the “not real” older one. What if the demon who made it to love was the only one who refused to (and what if it was aware of that!!!). What if she haunts the hallways of our home with the face of the one we all loved and has no comprehension on what this means.