this is so going in my BLOG!

Like i think they should kill each other

I love anya’s monologue in the body but I especially love the scenes before and after where willow is trying to pick out an outfit and can’t decide and then decides on the blue one but can’t find it… and then when willow gets mad at anya which prompts her monologue. it’s incredible autism representation for me. willow is the high masking autistic person who needs to have set rules and follow them. and anya is the autistic person who doesn’t mask as well/much. and willow has a poor reaction to that because she has set such impossible standards for herself and she thinks that because of this every other autistic person needs to follow them. so when she sees anya not understanding social cues and asking socially inappropriate questions she freaks out because she’s not allowed to act that way, but she kind of desperately wishes she could sometimes.