We're Still Human

Hey!

My grandma has genital herpes. You learn something new everyday!

It's been over a year. Wow. Time flies!

Oh, hello! It's been a while! My last update from like 2 months ago! Hello to all my lovely new followers! <3 I've had nothing new in the world of the world of herps. In fact, I have a long post coming soon about just some thoughts. But I'm not sure if I am ready to share those, but maybe one day when I'm ready I will! It's been in the back of my mind for a while now and something I kinda need to vent/rant/cry?! I dunno. Life sometimes I guess? We'll see. I love you all! Sparkle and shine on my fellow glitter peeps :)

Sent my boyfriend some photos tonight. Risky ones! 🙈 They didn't show FULL anything. I don't do that. And never had my face! Plus, it helps that I'm in a hotel, change of background. Am I paranoid? Yes. But, whatever. I just miss him. And, lord only knows he can use those photos during deployment! Hahaha. Poor guy. :) Ahh, well, that's my dirty deed of the day! I cannot believe ME of all people would do that! Haha. It was actually kind of exciting :)

As many people know, my type of birth control causes irregular bleeding -often constant. After 7 whole months of constant bleeding/spotting, I've been period free for 3 days! It's actually amazing :)))) Just one thing (hopefully) less I'll have to deal with downstairs.

Hey guys!! I have gotten a lot of new followers lately! I haven't been active much anymore, but I fully intend to be! :) Hope you're all having a wonderful night or morning! :)

I'm pretty open about having H these days. With certain people of course. Well today a friend asked how my situation was. I haven't had an OB in a while (since Feb?) and I told her it's been fantastic since this little virus of mine has been in hiding. She then proceeds to tell me how it must suck because I can never have sex again because I'll have an OB. That's now how not works. Some people are so uneducated. :p My trigger isn't sex or I would know! It's also not coffee, chocolate, or nuts! Thank goodness! Hahaha.

So many times I wanted to snap at my Boyfriends friends. They made SO many herpes jokes it wasn't even funny. I wonder if J is uncomfortable with them or not. He doesn't join in the joking which is great!! All I can do is learn to laugh at them and maybe casually fit in an educational statement or two to people who makes jokes. I guess it will be our "dirty" little secret... Side note: today someone said girls have cooties, and my thought was "well, actually I do have cooties!" So maybe I can learn to joke at myself too. :)

My boyfriend (gifter) just said that if he were to sleep with anyone else that he wouldn't tell them before hand unless he was happened to have an outbreak. Makes me fucking wonder if he knew and didn't say anything and pulled "I didn't know" as an excuse. I'm so fucking mad right now. Now I get to live with his fucking herpes for the rest of my life. Fuck. And we're going on vacation soon together... I'm so afraid of being alone and having to tell someone I have herpes. Does being afraid of telling someone ever get better or is it a fear I'll have for the rest of my life??

That casual moment when your friend tells you that our good friend now gets cold sores after kissing someone she shouldn’t have (we’re close, it wasn’t like a ratting her out type of thing) and you casually slip into conversation “hey, now you know two people with herpes just in different locations!”