ohhhhh shit there is a term for it!
I agree with so much of this like after living as a christian and then being chronically ill for years Iβve seen multiple versions of this and I was talking about it with my psych the other day how this denial becomes the bedrock of your existence and you start to got to drastic measures so that the foundation isnβt shaken
but youβre building over a void! there is nothing there! youβre doing insane things just to keep that hole empty, itβs insane!
anyway Iβm pinning this so hopefully I can remember it exists to talk about with my psych donβt mind me






















