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ah. a nuanced story that allows for imperfect victims and portrays the confusing and contradictory nature of being human – particularly in a context that explores abuse, harassment and trauma. i wonder what people on the internet make of it... oh. oh no. oh no no no no no

someone on twitter pointed out that there's only 3 fics for them tagged codependency and it gave me the strength to start the ao3 draft. i'm doin it. i'm gonna be number four babeyyyyyyy 🥰🥰

jolts awake have we ever thought about hakuri's canonical disregard of his own life. when soya comes to capture him he literally tries to kill himself. when everyone tells him he's frying his brain overusing sorcery he keeps going anyway. it's like...this boy has zero regard for his happiness or safety and i think a large part of it stems from his guilt, particularly from being a member of the sazanami family. he obviously feels responsible for ice girl's death and by extension the rest of the rakuzaichi, which is definitely compounded on by being called useless the entirety of his life. and when he meets the first person who doesn't think that? sorry bud, she's going to kill herself in front of you, proving that he wasn't good enough to keep her alive. not only that, but his entire outlook on life has been shaped by his "usefulness" to his father, which is how you get scenes like tenri exploding himself to protect a fake door. add onto that his survivor's guilt from uruha and kudo and you start to see that poor guy is really going through it. hakuri just passively assumes that his life has no value if he isn't saving other people and isn't that just. wow. so much potential for angst here guys we really need to capitalize.

hold on let me try to invent a version of myself who can get us out of this mess [holds really still for a minute and a half and then turns to you with a flat affect] we probably should have killed ourselves an hour ago

One time I came home from uni very upset and my younger siblings asked what's wrong. I said that mutated flies in our lab escaped because someone broke their jar. I didn't even realise how scary it sounded to them until I saw their faces lmao. I was upset because we were short on said flies (they don't reproduce very well) and my siblings thought that some crazy radioactive fly monsters escaped and we are all fucked now. Love being a mad scientist in their eyes lowkey

you have a headache because you have powers

some of you have never had your notp be the most popular ship in the fandom and it shows

unethical nonmonogamy where god is the third

This is the plot of Harrow the Ninth

[recommending something i sincerely love] ok so the thing about it is it kinda sucks

“You never reply to messages” I am just one person okay I am understaffed