❀prom queen❀

what doesnt kill u makes u want to die all the time

the feminine urge to throw up every time something goes wrong 🪽

hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?

i wish i was a “love me loudly or don’t love me at all” person but i was cursed with abandonment issues so im a “love me however terribly and abusively you want just don’t leave me” person

Remember when I was going crazy 5 minutes ago [chuckle of fond remembrance] amazing how time changes people

something in me snapped and died I think

all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

You don't have to force yourself to bounce back so quickly. I read something recently that said "when you come in from a rainstorm, you don't expect yourself to be dry and warm right away", and it really resonated with me. It's okay to take time to dry off and warm up. Take the time you need to process what happened to you.

how am i supposed to believe it gets better when this is all i know

I’m actually kinda fun once you get to know me (takes 3 to 4 years).

pre-traumatic stress