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in that never ending cycle of feeling like ‘i have no friends’ -> ‘i have friends, they just dont like me’ -> ‘i have friends, who like me, they just dont make time for me’ -> ‘i have no friends’

Ayyy its me

What is it called when you feel like you're not a real person, you don't "count" as much as other people do...? You're junk that people throw away? Is there a term for this?

i :) can’t :) do :) this :) anymore :) but :) i’m :) doing :) it :) anyway :))))))

my chest feels so tight when you say those things to me but you don’t care do you

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

yeah i'm into petplay run me over with your car

mood

overestimating how much you mean to someone really fucks you in the head

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.