✸pogonomyrmex occidentalis✸

oooooh i got plany of disk space

i noticed my horrible patterns! i think the process stops there

I have GOT to stop spending $30

your life is not an optimization problem

as in you'll never achieve the perfect daily routine, sleep schedule, coping mechanisms, mannerisms, fashion sense etc. even after years and years of healing and improvement and self-discovery. you will never be so good at life that you manage to utilize every waking moment. its great to be productive and all but sometimes you'll suck ass. sometimes you'll take eight hours to be done with a twenty minute job. you'll prioritize the wrong thing. you'll sleep for 12 hrs just to avoid being awake. you'll relapse. and you'll relapse again. you'll forget to turn in the assignment. you'll order too little food. life is far too large and complex for you to even experience it completely, much less try to make sense of and control it. you can't. please give up on that and be at peace with the hours you lose. they are not separate from your life.

(guy who's not getting anything done voice) I need to learn every skill and all information

my three girlfriends; past, present and future

But do they smoke weed

a book should be $5 a little drink should be $2 and museum access should be free and all hours

work is beating my ass with sticks and rocks this week

need to smoke a joint bigger than my head about it