Miss Always Invisible

One day you lose something, and you say: ‘Oh my God. I was happy. And I didn’t even know it.’

I feel like a fraud what I am is never truly enough i’m a walking disappointment it’s easier to just stay away away forever

And I’ll always wonder about what’s swirling in your mind— what’s blooming in your heart, but I’ll always be terrified of not being able to find my name written inside any of them.

I try to keep it all inside but it’s really hard trying to keep this geyser of feelings and thoughts contained

Talking about someone who makes you happy actually makes you happy.

I think we may have forgotten the rules of playing hide & seek ‘cause I’m still hiding & nobody’s searching