If Jeremy dies I'll be right behind him ✌️
So like, if Jeremy dies, we've all signed the pact right? If he dies, we go down with him.

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If Jeremy dies I'll be right behind him ✌️
So like, if Jeremy dies, we've all signed the pact right? If he dies, we go down with him.

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Things that punch me in the gut from the aftg series in no particular order -
- Jean’s fucking peach
- he was SEVEN years old
- he’s a gruff bastard but he’ll NEVER hurt his kids
- honestly Seth
- Neil Josten wanting to play so badly before he dies
- Neil in the basement thinking he will die
- Jean watching Neil get attacked by riko on tv
- Renee saving Jean
- fucking bark bark
All of this, every single bit. And the worst part is reading the EC makes it hurt more. My first read, I kinda reacted to Seth's death the same and Neil and Kevin, didnt really care. Now that Ive read the EC, and reread the books, I cried when Seth died, he genuinely was trying so hard and didnt deserve what happened to him. I think it was from a tumblr post but i honestly dont remember but someone said "seth died for a man that will never mourn him" ripped my heart out
Kevin to Jean
"You pretend you dont know me like we never met
But all of your secrets are burned in my head
And when i get lonely ill try to forget
Its a strange kind of pain love
Cause we'll never be strangers again"
"Im so caught up in the wake, in the ache of the way it ended
And my darling im afriad i will never feel the same again"
"I cant unknow you even if i want to
Even if i try to it all comes back again"
How did Wymack feel when he discovered that his own son had spent nearly his entire life in a cult? To realize that he had been powerless to shield his child from trauma. Instead, he had lived on, absorbed in his career, never once imagining that somewhere far away his son was being hurt. Was it his fault? Of course not. Did he think about it back then? Probably not. And then to stand before a broken, unhappy athlete — traumatized, hiding every wound behind a bottle — and learn that this man was his son. Worse still was the understanding that he could no longer shape who Kevin had become. He was already grown, already living by choices he had made on his own. The moment when a father might have stepped in, might have said “you can’t do this”, had long since passed. That chance was gone. The childhood he might have given him would never exist. All that remained was acceptance and the quiet, unbearable task of looking at the life that had grown without him, hoping that one day the weight of that impossible guilt might finally loosen its grip.
I am so excited and so terrified to get Kevins POV. I love Wymack and I really want more of him and Kevin being as much as father an son as they can be.
The guilt he must feel, how he must feel like he failed so horribly even though he was never given a chance to raise him.
Honestly one of the things that I really love about the new trilogy is how reading about Jeans first few months outside of The Nest and his healing journey lets me reverse engineer what Kevin’s first few months must have looked like
And how fucking funny it is that instead of being adopted by a sympathetic lesbian couple, a cardboard dog, and the world’s most beautiful himbo, Kevin got two psychotic midgets, a twink with boundary issues and a vodka Red Bull

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Happy Valentine’s Day…
This really puts into perspective just how small Jean was. That last panel, Kevin looks like hes comforting his younger brother and to him he is, but Jean is resting so peacefully like theres nowhere else he would rather be.
Ok but follow me here, the floozies on a road trip for spring break or something. Jean has never been stuck in a car this long and is both having a blast and also so annoyed. Hes sitting in the passanger seat and is constantly bumped into because Cat has taken over the radio so many times, practically sitting on the center console, her and Jeremy repeatedly swapping back an forth for the aux until eventually Bad Romance comes on (specifically the Halestorm cover because it goes so hard) the three of them are jamming and Jean is enthusiastic but also like 'wtf' until it gets to the French part and hearing Jeremy happily shout along to the lyrics in his native language "I want your love and I want your revenge, I want your love, I dont wanna be friends" and saying it almost perfectly because hes been practicing so much. I fear would have Jean whipping his head around at a neck breaking speed. His stomach would flip because not only is it in French, not only is it Jeremy, he sings it so happily, sure its off tune and out of key but its perfect in Jeans eyes.
And Jeremy wouldn't even notice him staring because hes too busy driving, his attention is as split as it can be, laughing along to the music with his friends as they drive to a peaceful destination, maybe the windows are down and hes got windblown hair, sunglasses hiding his eyes as the rest of him is in the evening sun.
I have thought about this a million times but i dont think Ive ever posted it.
Dancing Queen by Abba is Kevin Day's song.
“Hold me while you wait” by Lewis Capaldi but it’s Kevin and Andrew trying to reconcile after the choking incident.
I’m missing the same old us
Before we learned our truth too late
Resigned to fate, to fade away
So tell me can you turn around?
I need someone to tear me down
Oh tell me can you turn around?
But either way
Hold me while you wait
I wish that I was good enough
If only I could wake you up
My love, my love, my love, my love
Won’t you stay a while?
Also the mental image of Kevin screaming out “I wish that I was good enough!” breaks me emotionally so there’s that too.
Especially in this context because Andrew is upset because Kevin lied to him. So what does Kevin do but share his most vulnerable truth.
That he may be the Queen of Exy, the new number 1 at the top of his game. But he doesn’t think he’s enough, not for the team, not for the sport.
Not for Andrew.
Kevin trusts and respects Andrew so much and I know it killed him to keep such important secrets, especially watching Andreils relationship develop. Kevin warned Neil so many times, he knew it would end in disaster, he just didnt think there would be an after. Do you think part of the reason he warned Neil so many times was because he knew Andrew wouldn't recover if he lost him?
"You were always going to lose him" Kevin kept Neils secret for several reasons, one being that it wouldn't make a difference. Andrew couldnt have possibly protected him from everything that was coming. Maybe another part was thay deep down he knew Andrew cared and he deserved happiness, even if it was just temporary.
There was nothing Kevin could do but stand back and watch. He knew Andrew would get hurt, he knew he would lose his mind. Why hurt him sooner? I think its a guilt he would carry for a long time, but what else was he supposed to do? I don't think hes angry or blames Andrew in the slightest, its a punishment that fits the crime in his eyes he was probably expecting worse.
Andreil wip one million

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y’all have got to stop recommending aftg to heated rivalry enjoyers unprompted 😭 this is like recommending cocaine to someone who has eaten a pot brownie once
i had to rip some of these out of the tags, I'm fucking dying
There’s a different kind of tragedy in the fact that Kevin Day was loved and wanted by both his parents and still ended up with a terrible life. Most of the other characters in the series were doomed from the start, their parents awful or neglectful or somewhere in between. Kevin could’ve had it all but still ended up perfect Fox material.
That just broke something in me. I knew he was loved and wanted by both of them, but never really put those pieces together. Oh how happy they could have been if Kayleigh had chosen Wymack. If she had stayed, it could have been so different.
there’s an influx of copies of tfc being sold on vinted and i wonder if they’re the people who got recommended aftg after heated rivalry
I am holding out hope so bad that with how popular Heated Rivalry got that maybe one day AFTG will get a show. I would give anything to watch them come to life.
“He'd come to the Foxhole Court every inch a lie, but his friends made him into someone real.”
I’m not gonna lie it’s borderline embarrassing how long I’ve worked on this that I’ve spend 2 days tryna figure out how to caption it to make it less embarrassing but oh well. It also made me realise the banner says exy ncaa instead of ncaa exy but at this point that’s none of my business
Short of being inside Nora’s head here is a (mostly) (I think) biblically accurate and to scale model of the Foxhole Court and Nora I have a several questions.
Also rendered so many images of this I had like 50 cameras in the scene would y’all care if I just did a photo dump.
God I have so many things to say about working on this I had to restart like 8 times it was a mess but if I start I won't be able to stop Imao though if anyone's interested in a breakdown of all the sections and materials I would be more than happy to make a post yapping about it.
Viewport renders below
YES YEEES
I love this so much. It really makes it come to life.
I just binged Heat Rivalry and never have I wanted an All For The Game show so so badly. Theres an actual hope in me that maybe one day it will happen and this is exactly what I picture their home court as. This is absolutely stunning.
the concept of cat and jean having a shared tiktok account where they post about their motorcycle trips with sprinkles of some low-key thirst traps (cat edits everything, jean doesn’t really care about what goes on with the account he just does it because it makes his friend happy). safe to say that the account goes extremely viral.
I can imagine edit posts combining his exy games with him on the bike. Starts out with him being a beast on the court, throwing insane passes, scoring goals and running laps around his opponents, then the music drops and its him being sexy af on his bike. Pictures of him pulling his helmet off, arms flexed. Him readjusting his jacket in slow motion. Jeremy would see these edits and immediately have a anime nose bleed moment.

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I feel like we don't talk enough about Wymack and Andrew's relationship and that's killing me.
Because, for all we know, Wymark is the first adult male that Andrew has trusted. Not only trusted, but the amount of respect they have for each other... Idk. It's such a beautiful thing. There's something in the way that Wymack lets Andrew be, but at the same time is constantly concerned about him.
We're constantly talking about how Wymack knew about Andrew and Neil before Neil did (obviously, it's hilarious). But for him to do that he had to assume Andrew was gay. No judgment. No doubts. No explanations needed. Just looking at them and seeing them. Seeing Andrew.
Ahh, idk, I just love them. I need more of them.
One scene i think about a lot in the EC is when Wymack comes home to Andrew getting off his meds. Andrew is drunk af, still slightly high and practically dissociating trying to think and Wymack barely says anything, just makes Andrew a sandwich and listens to him. Andrews mind is reeling, trying to put the peices together and Wymack just calmly gives answers, nonchalant and completely neutral. Andrew knows Wymack so well, knows who he is and what lengths he would go to for his foxes. But Wymack knows him just as much. The moments he needs heavy hands, vs the moments he needs calm silence. He is a boulder in every sense, an anchor. He knows exactly how to ground Andrew and because they trust and respect each other, they both let it happen.
yes jean dies in every other draft, but here’s your friendly reminder that there’s a specific draft where jean decides to end his life with kevin on the phone because he wants to hear his voice in his final moments.