NB Thoughts 2

The first time I knew that I wasn’t Bi, but actually a full blown Faggot was when I was having ‘sex’ with a girl, around my age and attractive, but gosh I was scared of her pussy, I didn’t want to touch it, see it or smell it. It was repulsing. I wanted to end the sex quickly by telling her just to give me a handjob while I closed my eyes thinking about juicy fat Cocks until I cum😂

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Nearly all of my sex encounters with Women is a fail (i.e. I failed to get hard, or stayed limped most of the time). Some of the women questioned me saying why I’m not hard or asked me why I need to stroke my cock manually rather than naturally.

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Yes I do

This is true for me, but I would just add one word to this. I need a man to be FULLY happy. I can find happiness in moments in my closeted life but I know I will never be fully happy until I come out and find the man of my dreams.

This is all I want! ❤️❤️❤️

I long for the day when I can find him and be his forever! ❤️

This speaks to my heart! I need a “him” to fall in love with ❤️❤️❤️

When you’re a woman it’s the most natural thing in the world ❤️

To anyone who has longed to hear these words, but never has…😘❤️

To love him and have him love me as the woman I was meant to be…*sigh* ❤️💕❤️💕❤️

Even if no one else believes you or understands, I do. And I love the woman you are ❤️