protect not infect 😷💛 covid isn't over!

hi its puppet again second or third time today idk its so tired literally all it does is post photos of a doll and it gets banned Because these people know its already gonna be dead in a couple weeks anyway and its just an easy to kill to bully off the edge. sigh. idk .

friend is trying to convince me this is a common experience and I do not believe her, so

every once in a while i get so tired of the way wearing a mask is so othering and i end up on the brink of just not wearing the damn thing to some specific event but i was at a céilí and a woman asked me why i was masking and i told her i have immune issues and also i'm recovering from pneumonia and she was like "oh that makes sense. ugh i've been so sick recently too, with covid. it was miserable!" and i was like "oh yeah it's awful. were you sick long?" and she goes "well I tested positive 5 days ago and I was really sick for 2 days, but yesterday I started feeling much better and this is my first time out."

So many people hate their own body so much and are so casually fatphobia toward themself and the thing is, when you're not, when you've healed yourself enough that you can look at yourself and say "my body is just a body that does body things" it becomes nearly impossible to be around people who openly hate their bodies. It feels like they're flinging their muck all over you, and you gotta shake yourself out so it doesn't stick. And misery really does love company. They'll talk about how fat they are and how they can't eat this or that or wear certain clothes or cut their hair short, and they want you to lament with them. And you gotta not, okay? You gotta not. You gotta walk away from that shit.