moved to katerinealruddin

anyway i've actually been using tumblr recently bc i keep having to delete every other app off of my phone but at some point in the last like four years of not using it my blog has been restricted in various ways so i miigghhttttttt give up this guy (even tho it's like,,,, 12 years ? old?) and start again

okay it won’t let me reply to this post (sorry 😭) but it looks like i am going to @katerinealruddin (it’s this or galinacasban i think hehe)

“you’re so funny” thanks no one wanted to play with me as a little kid so i’ve been scheming like a criminal ever since to make them love me and make it seem effortless

@mutantenfisch

I've been repeating delete thy blog wretched saboteur to myself for like 10 minutes

one of my favorite things to do in limited perspective is write sentences about the things someone doesn't do. he doesn't open his eyes. he doesn't reach out. i LOVE sentences like that. if it's describing the narrator, it's a reflection of their desires, something they're holding themselves back from. there's a tension between urge and action. it makes you ask why they wanted or felt compelled to do that, and also why they ultimately didn't. and if it's describing someone else, it tells you about the narrator's expectations. how they perceive that other person or their relationship. what they thought the other person was going to do, or thought the other person should have done, but failed to. negative action sentences are everything.

when i die the person who liked the largest amount of my personal posts will inherit all of my possessions