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i've been having consistent seizures + other health issues, which has resulted in my requiring a home health nurse visit me. it's not cheap, which sucks, but--ya know--necessary. i'll include pics. they're not pretty.

the black eye is from me having a seizure while on the toilet and crashing into the tile floor. and that's after it healed a bit.. the tongue pic is when i chewed through parts of it during a seizure. and the needle is my awesome home nurse giving me an iv with all my fluids, vitamins, supplements, anti-nausea and anti-inflammation jush!

my birthday is on the 23rd, so i'm going to be annoying and post my venmo. i know we're all out here fighting for our lives. however, if anyone has a spare dollar, i'll be using this money for the nurse.

if you made it this far 🌟 T H A N K Y O U 💫

🌌 V E N M O : @TYYLERSH 🌠

🪻 P A Y P A L : @UNUSUALARCANA 🪷

🫧 O N L Y F A N S : @DARKDJINN 🐾

let me know if you help--even if it's a dollar. i want to give a genuine thank you. i'm terrible at responding quickly, but i will eventually show appreciation, i promise 💙 also, just.. hiiiiiiiii everyone! i hope you are all doing wonderful and your loved ones are thriving 🥰

Great news: she loved it. Super tasty apparently. Great success. Along with the kidney-sensitive treats we found, it was a nice way to supplement her diet. Unforseen long-term consequence though: she loved it so much she began demanding it throughout the day. Like, would come up to us and meow, and meow, and meow, and not stop, until we got up, went to the kitchen, and got her some cat drink.

And by doing so on demand, we have unfortunately created a monster: no matter what we are doing at home, Dozy knows that if she sits next to you and meows, 1) you know what she wants, and 2) you know that she will not stop until you get it for her now. And when you do get it, she gets extremely excited. She will bum rush the kitchen door as you enter. She will run around your feet as you open the can. She will let out the creakiest, crunchiest, most nails-on-the-chalkboard meow you've ever heard if she thinks you're not going fast enough.

I do not begrudge her this. It is gratifying to care for a creature whose most ardent desires are so simple that it is this easy to fulfill them. But I am a little sad, because I know in my heart that I have never loved any comestible as much as she loves this cat drink. She has a pleasure of a purity and intensity that I will never know.