I post pretty rarely and will most likely never do an introduction post? I post art (mostly of ocs, but I will be posting fanart soon) Admin uses any pronouns, but they use fem words the most (aka calling myself Mrs, a queen, beautiful YK FEM LEANING WORDS TO DESCRIBE ME BUT IDGAF WHAT PRONOUNS YOU USE FOR ME)
THE ART FROM THE TAG GAME IS SO PRETTY WHY HAVEN’T YOU SHOWN IT BEFORE >:[
Awwww TYTYTY!!! That's Rosabelle de Fleurmont! She's my oldest, most developed and favourite twst oc! She was made when I was like 13 so her backstory is a bit cringy but I'll keep it anyway because I think it has a sort of charm? Idk bro 😔
Here's some more Rosa content! (Unrelated but I counted a couple days ago and I have 47 twst ocs at the moment)
17 people live in her house, including her mother Dahlia de Fleurmont who is here (old art btw so don't flame me)
Ok the reason why I don't show my art is a little venty? Idk but it's under the cut
Ok so the big question: why haven't I shown it before? (For those that don't know the image mootie is the non rendered version of the first image I showed
Ok so the reason is a little pathetic but in summary I've grown to hate showing things I'm emotionally attached to.
Throughout my life I've been bullied and criticised for my traits or attributes. Whether it was things I couldn't change like my race, gender identity, sexuality, beliefs, adhd or my teeth (I got retainers now so less people comment on that now but i still get a few). Or it was things I had more control over like the things I enjoyed or my maximalist style.
I was a very emotional kid growing up, comments from others did and still do effect me deeply. So to survive day to day without getting too overwhelmed by the constant noise of negativity (when i mean constant i mean EVERY DAY 24/7 honestly teenage boys are the worst) I made a vow to hide those things the best I can.
I stopped telling people my pronouns, I stoped correcting them when they dead-named me, I stopped venting, sharing the things I like, I never wore decora, I wouldn't draw attention to my non-white features. I started masking my Adhd more, I hid my face in hallways, I stopped doing whatever I was doing when I felt prying eyes, I stopped singing then I stopped laughing and then I stopped talking all together.
Anyway the point is, even years later when there's significantly less comments, even showing my interests to randos online can feel insanely daunting.
I'm trying to put myself out there but everytime I do that one small step can feel like a giant leap, one I don't feel prepared to take
I will be posting my art more though. Does doing so make me a little nervous? Yeah but I also remember how excited I used to get to show my art to people! And sometimes I still do! I really wanna feel that excitement again and I feel like the only way I can achieve that is if I start sharing again!
I've also started healing in other ways like showing my locs on full display, continuing theatre, being loud and actually talking to people, correcting people when they dead-name me, etc. And all of the really bad racism was years ago so overall, life is looking better!
Happy Medusssa = more motivation to post and make things I enjoy so expect more!
(This will be one of, if not my only vent post BTW srry for the downer bro)
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Rielle? Nice! (Hopefully he’s not as grumpy on the flight as he is in this specific pic-) We can just yap about special interests together, it will be great!
Ok uh tags…. @aveybaveyx3 @gloomurai-official @misteria247
.......I am not surviving this flight lmao tagging! @hanafubukki @wyvernslovecake @fiden-criatura @aureeeliaa @vvlxenn and anyone else who wants to play!!!
OHHHHHH ABSOLUTLY YESSSSS!!!! LOVE HIM!!! YAY!!! I'LL SIT WITH HIM AND TALK ABIUT GORGOYLES!!! MY BABY DRAGON 🫶🫶❤️*｡･+(人*´∀`)+･｡* (maybe we will talk about hoe he should propose to Idia 😌🫰ﾟ+.ヽ(≧▽≦)ﾉ.+ﾟ)
I mean… there’s a chance I’m gonna survive cuz I haven’t done anything related to law or crime, nor do I have any powers and stuff. I also don’t plan on stopping him. (my glorious king Fyodor)
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I haven't been able to refind the comment but I saw someone say that taking women on hours long dates where you move from location to location is a tactic men talk about using because it gives the illusion of having been on multiple dates in a short amount of time and thus gives the illusion of intimacy while not allowing the woman time alone to think things through about how she feels.
It IMMEDIATELY made me think of Leander's chapter 1 demo. Leander when I catch you-
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how do they know all this 😨 (I’d say the only wrong one is “simple-minded”)
anyways open tags + @v-viviro @elarawandahoi @komitokoyo @angelli-sundrop @silver-medusssa @schemer-of-the-scalding-sands @nene-yashi-idol /nf (sorry if yall don’t wanna do this I just really like tag games T^T)
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I juat finished 5/8 of my exams guys…i think im lwk gonna fail chemistry(i accepted that alr) and maybe gym…(vil would lwk send me to the pomefiore basement for that) but enough of that ! I come back bearing a drabble(?)
i had a thought about the cutie patootie sebek and i just had to share it with the class!
This us a small idea that maybe ill write who knows
Imagine sebek realizing he is in love with you and hes like super shocked and flustered! I am a sebek blushing mess truther! So hes like “how could i have fallen for a human?! One from another world!!” And hes panicking bc hes like “what if i start loving her more than waka-sama?!” Hes crashing out and refuses to go near you, hes so overwhelmed and lwk Lilia sighes and tries to calm him down but it dosent work! Silver amd Lilia basically have to beg Malleus to give sebek and you his blessing and Malleus perks up happily like “child of man will be familly…..!!” (Cue exited dragon) and rushes to give Sebek his blessing! Now Sebek has a team of wingmen trying to help him win your heart!
