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Call me Johnny, Xena or Teczi. I use ze/zim, star/starself, neon/neons, xe/xyr and he/they.
Xena is also a selfshipper with a few many f/os, but the mains are Yes Man, Zim, Prof. Membrane, Tak, Lucy MacLean, Baymax, Fred, and many others. These are for pure comfort, due to past relationships going wrong in a way that is purely traumatic for Xena, so do not ask of what has happened for Xena to swap to f/os for relationships and not real human beings.
Sometimes, Xena will post using first person and third person speech. This is due to being a system. It changes from time to time. Most of this post is first person.
Xena’s DNI is basically the norm, besides pro/com/dark/anti, gorespammers/gorebros, radqueers, anti/pro-recovery (do not force it onto Xena), anti-endo/willow (they are just as valid as other diagnosed folks, but sometimes trauma cannot be the main reason of DID. Do your motherfucking research right before we start calling those folks ableist. It’s only ableist if they make rude comments towards actually disabled folk who struggle with DID themselves.), and the likes. You are not welcome here and will be blocked on sight. [do NOT use an alternative account to interact with us if we blocked your main. It makes us uncomfortable and gives us flashbacks to past events.]
I am part of a system. I do NOT use we/us much at all. Fictives and pronouns are below.
Nny - he/him or blood/bloodself <- (makes me suicidal/homicidal and aggressive)
Zim - he/zim <- (makes me speak in third person, so when he fronts, it’s mainly my name more than using first person terms)
GIR - they/he/it <- (very hyperactive)
Gaz - she/they <- (do not call me these pronouns directly unless she is fronting.)
Dib - he/they/it <- (very interested in SCP.)
I generally dislike humans equally as a whole and not by race, gender, or religion. My misanthropic self and tendencies do not discriminate. I am only this way due to the dislike and hatred from past trauma, mainly an abusive person I was in a relationship with, leasing me to feel a hatred for society.
I sincerely apologize if my blunt, avoidant, or misanthropic behavior concerns offend or disrespect you. I do not intend to appear as a negative person, nor do I view myself as anyone inherently good for anyone’s health.
I see myself as a Jiari despite not following the dressing style. I may post and reblog stuff relating to Jiari lifestyle. Be advised.
I am currently recovering from self-harm, an eating disorder [specifically C/S] and a chronic, untreated medication dependency. [Specifically Tizanidine, Trazodone Hydrochloride, and Hydroxyzine Hydrochloride.]
I am neutral against slashflashing, but I do not condone it. I will not do it to people who are uncomfortable with it, but I may post stuff relating to self-harm, or post self-harm photos. It will be tagged. Do NOT view those photos if you are uncomfortable with self-harm or slashflashing. I will not be, and never will be, responsible for your discomfort by not following my recommendations on posts.
Asks: 🚀 ~ Transmissions
General: 🛸 ~ The Invader Speaks
Vents/Rants: 🪐 ~ Out of Orbit
Reblogs: 🛰️~ Xena’s Reblogs
Do NOT expect me to remember to use these tags. I may or may not remember to.
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Xena is tired of feeling like neon can only be between being so withdrawn from emotions but yet feel like neon will be blamed and said Xena’s hormonal for being emotional for once around someone neon trusts for once without usually being that way to anyone. It’s almost as if Xena just can’t be anything for anyone unless Xena is at neon’s limit. Neon’s already dealing with the stalking feeling and shit again. Xena’s at my fucking limit already. Xena finally just processed neon’s grandpa’s death and now this shit starts again. Xena’s so fucking done and at my limit. Honestly, fuck everyone.
Xena wishes they were seen more as the invader zim of jiariblr than just another jiari to keep reporting for neon’s normal posts. Like, sorry that the one time Nny fronts that Xena post something. Sorry for the one time that Xena mentions neon’s ED that it’s reported. Sorry that this is a fucking jiari blog from a mentally fucked up and psychotic ADULT. Xena needs to calm down before neon’s CVPT acts up again and makes neon pass out. Xena is tired of this shit. Fuck off if you’re only going to be a cocksucking prick who harasses Xena to the point of a maniac episode, and then turns around to report neon for posts that are VENTS. FUCK YOU.
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that fictional woman sees the steps ur taking to try to improve urself and ur life and ur wellbeing by the way. yeah even the tiny little things. she’s very proud 🩷
Xena is so hot… neon just chugged a whole Mountain Dew to cool off and Xena can’t open neon’s window without asking Xena’s mom for help… which sucks because Xena’s mom is sleeping and Xena will feel bad for asking for her help… or asking her to get Xena the fan from downstairs… ugh… so hotttt… bleh…
Hope everyone who’s experiencing a heat wave is doing okay! Stay cool, and stay safe! It’s almost 95°F (35°C) for Xena… please remember to hydrate and stay cooled off!!
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Xena is suffering through this heat wave. what do you mean it is 89 degrees outside at almost 7:40 at night. Xena cannot handle this very hot weather. Xena has sweat through how many shirts today due to hot flashes and the heat wave. Very uncomfortable… not even cooler clothes or Xena putting neon’s hair up can help assist this discomfort that Xena has for the hot summer weather. Xena may not even survive until next week… it is too hot. Xena wishes neon’s period would end soon so neon could swim or neon will resort to a cold shower to cool off… or a cold rag on neon’s neck or head.
Xena’s mom is mad at her boyfriend again… and she’s yelling at him over the phone… it’s scaring Xena a bunch thinking that neon’s mom is going to yell at Xena now if Xena walks out of neon’s room and tries to do anything to help… Xena is really upset and dislikes yelling… Xena’s at the point of crying from neon’s own C-PTSD episode again… it already happened today when neon got home from a errand…
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