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i thought i'd posted about this more than once, but i guess i haven't. this is going to be so out of context, i'm sorry. AU where buck and tommy are at the 118 together. this wip is going in all sorts of directions and i guess we're doing gay chicken now?? enjoy!
Tommy was an asshole and a coward, but he had boundaries. Buckley wasn't a fighter; sparring with him was a mess of limbs and teasing, more often than not. They'd gotten along well today, Tommy had no motive, yet when he saw the opening he took it.
He side stepped at just the right time and took the kid down. Buckley exclaimed, but was too winded to enunciate. Tommy went down with him, easily flipping him from his back to his front, and put the entirety of his weight down on Buckley's body.
āDude, come oāā He went quiet, as Tommy pressed his face to the back of his head. Tommy's nose was tucked into the short hair, right behind his ear. Tommy wasn't an aggressive person, but he found himself pushing his hips forward in a way Buckley couldn't misinterpret. He held the position for a few long seconds, listening to Buckley breathe against the mat.
Tommy exhaled forcefully. Buckley shivered at the feeling. āStill wondering?ā Tommy breathed against his ear. He pushed himself up, climbed off, and headed for the showers. His fingers tingled. Buckley could report him for that, but the more pressing thought was how perfectly his ass felt in the cradle of Tommy's hips.
He didn't look back, but there was no scramble of sneakers, no sound to indicate that Buckley got up.
The rest of the shift was quiet, not in terms of calls, but Buckley. He wasn't talking to Tommy, or anyone else. He caught Tommy's eyes across the room a few times, but didn't say anything.
At the end of the shift, they handed the house over to B-shift and got ready to head home. Tommy was dragging his feet. The night had been uneventful, so he'd fallen into a deeper sleep than normal. He felt groggy and not particularly fit to drive.
He thought he was the last to leave, but when he walked to his truck, Buckley was leaning against it. When he saw him approach, Buckley crossed his arms. āWhat if I am?ā
āWhat?ā Tommy grunted.
āWondering.ā
It took a moment for Tommy to figure out what the fuck he was saying. āI shouldn't have done that.ā
āI would've wondered either way.ā His face was unusually neutral.
āI have places to be. Move.ā Buckley stood his ground. It was impressive how little effort it took for the kid to drive Tommy up the wall. Tommy took a step closer and repeated himself, āMove.ā
āMake me.ā
Tommy's duffel slipped off his shoulder, hitting the pavement with a thud. He pressed his hand to the middle of Buckley's chest, pinning him to the door. āYou get off on people being mean to you?ā
āWhat if I do?ā
Tommy could feel Buckley's heart pound against his ribcage. He was equally aware of the CCTV in the parking lot. No one checked the tapes, unless they had reason to, but it made his neck prickle.
He curled his fingers in Buckley's shirt, yanking him away from the car. As tall as he was, there was barely any bulk to him. Buckley stumbled to the side, giving Tommy the opening to grab his bag and get into the driver's seat.
Buckley huffed and puffed a bit, but didn't grab the door, to keep it from closing. He had a lot to say, but for once he kept his mouth shut.
Tommy hesitated, but ultimately pulled out of the lot and headed home.
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What would a fic with the title āthe rot and the bloomā be? š
hi hj!!
okay hear me outābucktommy florist au WITH A TWIST!!
(tw death mention, minor character death beneath the cut)
tommy loves his job as a florist. it honestly wasnāt his first choice at careers but after his medical discharge from the military he knew he needed something a little more slower paced, so when he saw the ad for extra help at the little flower shop a few blocks from his place, he figured he might as well throw his hat in.
besides he grew up helping his mom tend to the garden that day outside their home as a kid, he knows the basics of flower care and all their meanings.
(a part of him thinks he only really got the job cause the old woman who runs the shop, miss beatriceābetty, as she reminds tommy oh so often, needed a stronger pair of hands carrying all the supplies around the shop, but heās not one to complain)
a little while into the job, tommy finds out that one of bettyās main customers is, surprisingly enough to tommy, the local funeral home.
betty explains she supplies the main floral arrangements for them and their funeral services and at first tommy doesnāt have much of a thought about it. he gets it. dead people need their flowers too.
but it becomes something more than that. after a while of bettyās teaching him color theory and giving him a refresher on flower meaning, she starts trusting him to put some bigger arrangementsāone of them being a funeral at said funeral home. and tommy starts to get it.
the arrangement is for a man a little older than tommyās age. his name is roger from what the invoice notes says. his favorite flowers were daisies. his favorite color was blue.
tommyās is too.
he takes a lot of care in putting everything together. in giving roger a nice arrangement that he would have hopefully appreciated. it takes him longer to get this one right and after a few attempts he finally finishes everything up in time for the procession.
he shows up early as instructed (a job that once again used to be bettyās, but do to her worsening eyesight, they keys to the delivery van are firmly in tommyās palms). admittedly he does get a little lost trying to find someone who works at the funeral home cause aside from a time, he wasnāt given much detail
thankfully after what seems like a creepy amount of time to be lost at a funeral home, a man about tommyās height dressed in a suit eventually bumps into himāquite literally as they both round the corner too fast.
they share very hurried apologies and tommy double checks the arrangement heās holding isnāt damaged, which thankfully to tommyās relief, itās isnāt.
āthatās a really beautiful arrangement you have.ā
tommy glances over and the blue-eyed stranger, whoās gazes almost awkwardly flickers between tommy and the flowers. itās honestly a little cute.
āthank you,ā tommy murmurs. at first, he wonders if this guy is just here attending one of the services, until tommy spots a name tagāEvanā it reads. āoh great i was trying to find someone who could help me, so you know where roger grayās service is going to be held? i got a little lost trying to find it.ā
the manāevanābeams up at him. āyouāre the florist!ā he says like the pieces just clicked for him. tommy canāt help but give him a teasing look for it. evan shakes his head laughing to himself. āsorry, obviously you are. bobby just told me to me ābetty would be stopping by with everythingā and umā¦ā
āi could be betty,ā tommy says dryly.
āare you?ā evan asks with a smile.ā
ātake off a few inches and give it a few years, we could be twins.ā tommy sticks out his hand. āiām tommy. i help out betty at the shop.ā
evan takes his hand into a firm shake, but tommy canāt also help but notice just how warm and soft the guys hands are. itās fine. everythingās fine.
āvery nice to meet you tommy. here iāll lead you to where you need to set everything up.ā
and he does. tommyās maybe two seconds into trying to come up with small talk questions in his head before evan suddenly turns to him and asks, āwhat kind of flowers are those?ā
tommy looks over, a little surprised. not cause of the question but cause of the tone hidden in the words. itās not the first time someoneās asked him that, but thereās something about the way evan asks him. like itās not just curiosity, but genuine interest.
his lips curl into a smile as tommy gets to explain all his flower choices, what is what and why he paired them together.
and with each answer, evan smiles and asks another question. even at one point going on a little ramble about pollinators (he watched a documentary a few weeks ago and heās since has had a newfound appreciation for bees)
and oddly enough in this place that should be filled with such dread and grief, tommy canāt help but notice this small warm blooming potential settling in between the two of them
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for the fic title game: āand time just stops tickingā
Oh, you know I'm doing some weird magical bullshit with this one.Ā Now usually I stick Tommy in the torment nexus (if not meant to go in the torment nexus why torment nexus shaped?), but let's give Buck a go around this time.
There is only so much weight Los Angeles can hold (only so many catastrophes and emergencies and death) and when another one occurs, time fractures and Buck fractures along with it.
He is living in Buck Actually and Buck Begins and Buck Bothered and Bewildered and Mother's Boy and he is pulling people (and bodies) out of the rubble.Ā He's living it for the first time and then again ("I'm not supposed to be here," he tells Bonnie.Ā "He's waiting for me.").Ā He is sitting with Mitchell and Tommy is kissing him in the loft kitchen and he is trying to lift the tank off Saleh and he is writhing on the floor and begging it to stop please stop. And then it's always the same: he goes home, alone.
And then there's hands on him and he's being pulled up and out and he's back where he's supposed to be.Ā "What happened?" Chimney asks as Hen shines a light in his eyes.Ā "You went catatonic."
"I'm fine," Buck says, and he is.Ā All of that already happened.Ā He made it out.Ā He's going home, alone.
It's dawn by the time they're relieved, and then it's even later when he leaves the 118 (arguing that he doesn't need to go to the hospital he's fine), and it's nearly noon when Tommy, exhaustion dogging his heels, walks out of Harbor to see Buck leaning against his truck.
"Do you want to come home with me?" Buck asks.Ā "We can talk."
"I'd like that," Tommy said, and he holds out a hand for Buck to take, and they go home.
Tony had been very upfront about how protective his friends were. Steve had seen it firsthand, even, watching Pepper cut in on a dance where a debutante was getting too pushy, or Colonel Rhodes grabbing a guy by the back of the collar and hauling him away. Hell, he'd watched Happy cold-cock a paparazzo two days ago. He knew they had standards for people who wanted to be in Tony's life, and he was pretty certain he'd met those standards.
So he was mortified when Tony turned from his menu and said, "Can I have onion rings tonight?"
Steve had no idea why he'd ask that of him. He'd never controlled Tony's eating habits, ever, even when he'd been a little concerned about them. Besides, Tony had a healthy appetite when it came to dinner, so eating some fried onions shouldn't have even rated a passing concern. Steve looked from Tony to Pepper, whose brows were furrowing together, then to Happy, who was starting to scowl. He closed his eyes, not even bothering to look at Colonel Rhodes, because he expected he'd find a barrel of a gun instead.
"Why are you asking Steve if you can have onion rings?" Colonel Rhodes asked flatly, which was pretty kind of him, considering Steve also wanted to know why Tony wanted to make him look bad in front of his friends.
Tony sounded bewildered. "I was trying to be nice? Sometimes the smell makes him sick."
Steve whipped his head around to stare at him, mortified. "You noticed?"
Tony swiveled to meet his gaze, still looking very confused. "Steve, you gagged when I ordered a bloomin' onion when we got stranded in Wyoming during our last mission. You did a good job swallowing it down, but you definitely, audibly gagged."
"Probably because it was Outback Steakhouse," Happy allowed.
Steve wished he'd been shot. He was somehow more embarrassed about the onion thing than being considered controlling. The bloomin' onion hadn't even been that bad; he'd just been shocked by the smell of horseradish in the sauce. He thought he'd been so slick. But if Tony had noticed, that meant everyone else on the team had noticed, too, and had just been nice enough not to say anything. It suddenly explained why Natasha had stopped chopping fresh onions when it was her turn to cook and instead got frozen.
"Well," Colonel Rhodes said after a beat. "Get the onion rings. But also stop being nice to Steve in high stress situations, I don't think he'll be able to cope."
Steve was just glad that Tony's friends apparently approved of him, even if he now had to deal with the mortification of his team thinking he was sensitive to the smell of onions.
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well! let me share a story: i claimed a prompt at hj's prompt fest over on ao3 expecting to write something short and filthy featuring reverse age gap. howeverrrrr. i ended up thinking THOUGHTS and now i'm writing something LONG and filthy (and kinda sad) that i'm not sure find the fest vibe but which IS scratching my brain just right.
things you need to know: featuring married buddie in their 50s. fire captain buck, retired eddie, tommy who is 23 and just out of the army due to injury and is a) very unhappy, b) very obsessed with buck and eddie both c) very weird about his own desires
oh and this snippet is nsfw from like, the word go.
"Can I cum on your face?" Eddie asks, so polite about it. Tommy whines around his cock, and Eddie knows exactly what that means, pulls his dick out and gets his hand in Tommy's hair. He's been letting it grow out since the the second time he met Eddie, who remarked on his military posture and told him he didn't need to look like a jarhead anymore. He thinks they like it longer, and not just for the grip it affords them. When Evan realized there was a curl to Tommy's hair he'd tossed the three-in-one cheap shit Tommy had been using and introduced him to the world of a curl routine. It had made Tommy feel weird and young and cared about, but Evan coos about how cute it is, and Eddie likes to pull a curl straight and watch it spring back when they're lazing on the couch.
Right now, Eddie's not playing with his hair, just holding it, a tight grip that makes Tommy's eyes sting just right as he desperately keeps them open right until the last second. He can see Eddie's wedding ring shining as he strokes his cock, wet from Tommy's mouth, and if he really concentrates, he can convince himself he can feel Evan's too, where his hands are on Tommy's hips. Tommy takes Eddie's low, rough groan as his cue to close his eyes and feels Eddie's cum land on his face in several long, hot spurts. He wants to lick at what landed on his mouth but he knows they like the sight of him all messy, so he just blinks open his eyes and watches Eddie smile at him.
"There you are. Hey, beautiful. Do you mind if I show Buck a picture?"
Tommy shakes his head and groans when he feels Evan, who'd slowed down to help him present a nice, steady target for the facial start to fuck him harder, faster. Eddie snaps a picture on his phone, holds it out to Evan who groans and squeezes Tommy's hips harder. God, he hopes it leaves marks, hopes they press on them later when they make him cum.
"Fuck, you made him so pretty, babe," Evan grits out.
"He's always pretty," Eddie says, and holds the phone out to Tommy this time. He lets him look for a second, then lets him watch as Eddie deletes the picture. They're so much more fucking thoughtful than he wants them to be, sometimes.
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Sad Dag Hours under the cut.
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It starts snowing again on the drive to Janās studio. Dag sighs. That means heāll probably have to shovel again this afternoon or tomorrow. Tommy can shovel out the driveway, and will do it without complaint, but he always looks so fucking miserable the entire time, and Dag canāt stand it. No matter how long Tommyās been in Sweden, he still hasnāt quite acclimated to the weather. Tommy also fucking hates driving in the snow, and Dag watches his hands flex on the steering wheel.
āDo you want to swap?ā Dag asks.
āMaybe on the way back, if this keeps up,ā Tommy says with a frown, before sighing dramatically. āWe need to become snowbirds.ā
āHmmm, whatās that?ā Dag reaches out and tugs lightly on one of Tommyās curls.
āOld people that spend the winter in places with nice weather,ā Tommy explains.
āNot old yet. We could go back to LA and drop in on your friend thatās renting,ā Dag laughs. āLive in that little house in the back yard.ā
āCasita,ā Tommy corrects, just like he does every time.
Right now the casita is mostly filled with shit that Phorid likes to have on tour in North America, but that wasnāt worth trying to bring back: extra gear and Henrikās tiny charcoal grill and probably some merch. Itās cheaper and more convenient than a storage unit.
āOr what about Spain?ā Tommy continues, looking wistful.
āWhen I win the lottery I will take you wintering in Spain,ā Dag promises, twisting that lock of Tommyās hair around and around his finger. āAs long as you make sure my back has enough sunblock.ā
āIāll get your shoulders too,ā Tommy glances away from the road to grin at him. āAnd you gotta play to win, we should go back to Vegas.ā
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I started writing this for a response to a prompt in my turn up the heat prompt meme but then I was like āis this dynamic⦠too overdoneā because I specifically (this is buddietommy btw) like Tommy to be long-suffering and Buck and Eddie to be bratty as hell. so I stopped and didnāt finish (plus I had to get back to work after lunch). but then I decided that actually thatās what I like so who the fuck cares lmao
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Eddie kicked Buck's shin. "Move," he grumbles, scooching away until he was perched at the edge of the mattress, his body curled like a comma.
Buck kicked back. "There's not enough room," he says. He wiggles out from under the thin sheet until there's nothing left covering him. He flops out onto the bed, long limbs encroaching into Eddie's spaceāand Tommy's, too, on the other sideāas he pressed his foot into Eddie's leg. Eddie kicked at him again. "Stop," Buck whines. "'S not my fault."
"You're like a furnace, man," Eddie says. "It's too hot to be touching. Stay off of my side."
"Oh, so you get the whole sideā"
"I'm on the edge of the bed!" Eddie says, turning over his shoulder to glare at Buck. He huffs and presses himself back down into his pillow, squirming just that scant distance further away. "You wanted to be in the middle."
"Yeah because I want to cuddle," Buck says sounding pouty about it.
"It's too hot to cuddle," Eddie and Tommy say at the same time.
"Okay, okay," Buck says, defeated. He goes quiet and the fan above them turns with a fast fwip fwip, circulating the air. It's at least some small measure of relief.
But then he shifts again and Eddie, whose maybe letting the heat get to him, growls. "Buck! Can you be still? And quiet? For one minute, pleaseāI'm trying to sleep.
"Hey." Buck props himself up on his elbow and pokes Eddie's shoulder. "You're the one being loud, Eddie, I don't even do anything that time!"
Eddie wants to argueāhe's going to argue, actuallyāwhen Tommy makes a grumbling, resigned noise from Buck's other side. He grabs Buck around the waist and pulls him in, then flops him over to the other side of the mattress.
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Buck's still breathless as Tommy rocks back on his heels, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand. "Holy shit, okay. Maybe there's something to gays giving good blowjobs. But, sorry dude, I don't think I could give up pussy for that." Buck says, shakily pulling off the condom, tying it, and throwing it in the garbage can. He does a little fist pump when it lands in before he tucks his dick back in his shorts.
Tommy clears his throat, but his voice is still fucked out when he offers, "You could fuck me. Ass is ass, or whatever." He shrugs jerkily, hand clenching down on the sizable bulge in his jeans.
Buck wants to moan, nod, pop some Cialis and fuck Tommy until he's a moaning, shuddering mess and then some. Guys like Tommy make Buck like his job; what he wants is straightforward, and he's good-looking. Buck would love to get paid to spend more time with Tommy and see what's under that straining denim.
That's not what Tommy wants, though, or at least that's not what he's paying for.
Buck wrinkles his nose and shakes his head. "Nah, man. Getting sucked off is one thing, fucking a dude? That's like, actually gay."
Tommy huffs, shutting his eyes, and Buck's stomach sinks. Was that too far? "Yeah, I get it. Uh, let me get ā" He stands up and immediately starts wobbling.
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"I didn't miss anything exciting, did I?" Tommy asks.
Eddie grins. "No, things were perfectly uneventful. Although someone was in a bit of a mood."
Evan makes a scoffing noise. "I was not."
"Who said I meant you?" Eddie asks innocently. "It could have been another noble who was determined not to crack a smile until we received word you were on your way home."
Evan glares at Eddie even as his face turns red. Tommy barely disguises his laugh as a cough.
"Will you be joining us tonight at the tavern?" Eddie asks. "You must have some stories from your travels."
In his peripheral vision, Tommy can see Evan shifting his weight impatiently. "Tomorrow, certainly," he says. "Tonight I would like to spend in my own bed."
"Fair enough." Eddie shoots Evan a wry smile. "Buck, I hope you let Tommy get some rest before demanding his attention."
Evan rolls his eyes. "I'm not that unreasonable. We ā we just have something important to discuss, is all."
"After you, my lord," Tommy says, inclining his head slightly.
With a curt nod at Eddie, Evan sets off purposefully again towards the keep.
"Have fun," Eddie says to Tommy with a wink.
Tommy hesitates, caught off-guard by the remark. But then Evan calls for him over his shoulder and Tommy's feet carry him off after his lord.
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Evan grabbed his hand and held it to his abdomen. Tommy couldn't feel anything other than Evan's stomach. Maybe Evan could feel something ā or thought he could feel something.
āYou said you've done this before.ā
āI have, but it's you.ā He panted for a moment. āIt's you.ā
Tommy had no idea what was happening, and he couldn't see Evan's face. Carefully, he moved back, pulling out.
āNo! No, no, where're you going?ā
Tommy tapped his thigh, āTurn over.ā Evan turned over with such force, the bed shook with it. Tommy took himself in hand and pushed back inside Evan's body. It was instant. Evan relaxed again.
Now that he had the freedom to do so, he wrapped his long legs around Tommy's waist. Tommy leaned over him, pressing their lower bodies to each other. Braced on his arm, Tommy said, āTalk to me.ā
Evan's eyes went a little glassy. āYou're in me.ā
Tommy wiggled his hips to demonstrate. āYeah.ā
Evan wrapped his arms around Tommy's shoulders, pulling him the rest of the way down. He kissed him with open eyes. āYou're inside of me,ā he said with wonder.
It didn't clear anything up. Tommy had no idea what was happening in Evan's head. It seemed to have very little to do with what they were actually, physically doing.
āCan you go deeper?ā
The answer was no, Tommy only had so much dick to work with, but he gave it a try. He grabbed Evan's thighs, pushing them up and back. It wouldn't do anything in terms of depth, but it felt different.
Evan sighed, hands finding his own abdomen again. āFuck.ā He licked his lips. āWe need to do this all the time.ā
There was a whole conga line of teasing jokes in Tommy's head, but he didn't want to cheapen what Evan was experiencing. Whatever it was, it wasn't an experience Tommy had had himself. He placed his hand on top of both of Evan's, pushing down lightly. āHow's it feel?ā
Evan beamed at him. āFeels right,ā he said, and grabbed Tommy by the hips. āMove.ā
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Made-up fic title = heads or tails (alternate title: head or tail š¤Ŗ
everything's a road trip fic to me at the moment apparently. OKAY. SO.
buck and tommy, back together, everything's fine, theo's around maybe, idk, on a long school trip or visiting family i dunno man, he's wherever fic writers (or the show, let's be real) send christopher when the grown ups need some time alone.
they realise, hey, wait, we've never actually taken a vacation before, that's weird! they make the initial decision for a road trip over a destination holiday by tossing a coin. and it's fun and silly and they just...roll with it. beach or mountains? toss a coin. ruby's or norm's? toss a coin. turn left or right at the next intersection? toss a coin. who gets to top tonight? toss a coin. stop in this town for the night or keep going? toss a coin.
they're heading back into california, have a couple of days left before they're due home and buck's driving. tommy's fiddling with the coin they've been using this whole trip, an old silver dollar he's had since he was a kid.
"debating dinner?" buck asks.
"heads we swing by reno and get married tomorrow," tommy says. "tails we wait til we're back home."
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okay alright so 118-era tommy kinard is a man with his head On His Shoulders. it is planted on there. he has a firm grasp on reality, the world, and his place in it.
and then he pulls an alien out of his rosebush.
evan (the closest tommy can get with his human mouth) is tall, blue, amphibious, and extremely curious about literally everything on earth but also mostly about tommy. tommy's nowhere near the best person to explain things like 'cultural norms' or 'proxemics' or even the best person to say 'this is making me, tommy kinard, uncomfortable' so he quickly gets used to being prodded and grabbed and asked rapid-fire questions in english so fluent it gives him questions of his own.
in between evading the us military and trying to get evan back to his ship, tommy learns more about himself, about the beauty in the world around him, and he learns just what that cloaca do. fun times all around, when people with guns aren't shooting at them!
This is going to be of the ten thousand elopement fics I am definitely pinky promise going to write one day.
Buck and Tommy reconcile but keep it quiet mostly through the process of just not actively bringing it up since everyone on Buck's side are desperately trying to keep their heads above water and don't have energy or attention to spare for anything else.Ā A month into their rekindled relationship, they think fuck it they love each other life is short why be apart when they can be together, and so they take a week off, figure out the logistics of who is moving in with who, and get married.Ā Now they just have to tell everyone.
It's a 5+1 (or more like 4+1), with each section from a different pov--Maddie, Chim, Eddie, Hen--as Buck tries to tell them that he and Tommy are married now.Ā And every time it goes badly, either dismissed as a joke (Chim, Eddie) or because everyone is busy and struggling to balance their work with their family/personal life (Chim, Maddie, Hen) or just disengaged from their relationship with Buck because, well, Buck isn't like a real adult, not like them (Eddie, Maddie), until Buck is like fine I give up.
And then theĀ +1 is Buck just showing up to idk a family dinner with Tommy and is like yeah we're married I told you all this and then there's the fallout and the slowburn realization that for all the talk of them being a family, they've all been drifting apart and they don't really know each other anymore, but by then Buck and Tommy have gone home, and Tommy makes one of his dry jokes and Buck cracks up, so fucking happy, because his husband is funny.Ā It's a little sad to realize you've outgrown some of the most important people in your life but that doesn't mean those relationships weren't loving and important and formative.Ā And it's because that Buck was once loved by his family that he can go on and love Tommy, and they can keep growing together.
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Well hidden is my absolute obsession with Park the Shark. So...
Brendon Park is in LA for a medical conference. Maybe he's speaking on his research about bone grafts or something. It doesn't matter.
118 shows of for a call at the conference centre, and Buck can't help but notice how much one of thr doctors looks like Tommy. It's not him, obviously. The way he speaks and carries himself is too different. This man is... sharper.
Park catches the firefighter watching him and is... curious. He slips the man his card, room number written on the back, and goes back to his room once they're give the all clear.
He's half surprised the firefighter shows up, but it's quickly obvious that this man, Buck, is expecting him to be someone else. He's getting frustrated that he's not getting the responses from Park he expects, and it's putting a damper on things for Park.
"Who is he?" Park asks, sitting back on his heels, erection jutting out.
Buck licks his lips, looking from it to Park. "Who's who?"
"The man you're comparing me to," Park points out, like it's obvious. It is - painfully so.
Swallowing, Buck looks away before he grumbles. "My ex. You look just like him."
It gives Park an idea. "Unlock your phone."
Buck does without question and hands it over. Park opens the camera app, and before he starts recording, he shows Buck. "We're going to give him something to regret, then."
***
Across town, Tommy's woken up by a text message at 3 am. His phone is on do not disturb, but he's yet to remove Evan from the list of people who can bypass it.
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#oooooof yeah#Park being the kind of ruthless that neither of them are is *muah* chef's kiss#i'm now imagining Tommy just sends a passive aggressive thumb's up back while his heart is shattering into pieces#Buck starts to melt down or get pissed at the apparent rejection and is like - fuck it we're making a whole goddamned sex tape now#Park's inherently a competitive asshole so he's like sure baby whatever you want - I'll make you forget him#He does try his very best - but when Buck ends up maudlin and full of regret after his otherwise very satisfying orgasm#he's not that surprised (or hurt - he knows better than to take it personally)#After - with morbid curiosity more than sympathetic interest tbh - he gets the whole story out of Buck for their pillowtalk#Then while Buck sleeps he sends himself all the pictures and videos because he might as well get something out of this weird night#And on a whim steals Tommy's number out of Buck's phone and decides to send him more pictures and video clips#Because he is ruthless and he's got no skin in this game so why not meddle away#tbh he's a little narcissistically pissed off his doppelganger is fucking dropping the ball so bad letting the love of his life get away#So he starts texting Tommy his critiques too - needling until Tommy finally gets pissed off enough to respond#(because you know he couldn't bear to block the guy when he kept peppering in more photos of Evan)#Tommy defensively tells him his side of things that Park brings up but it sounds weak to both of them#Especially when Park is like 'oh so you're literally just being a fucking coward???'#Maybe Park even starts criticizing Buck a little just to watch Tommy ride immediately and hard to his defense#and solidify his opinion that they deserve each other and are just being idiots about it#Because Park is a smart guy and he's easily putting together pieces of their fractured communication and being like - these MORONS#Texting Tommy like 'yeah sure you dumbass he definitely doesn't still have deep and profound feelings for you'#'He only spent TWO HOURS telling me about you'#'He only spent the night crying himself to sleep on the shoulder of a guy who looks just like you because I didn't kiss him right'#Park doesn't even have to caption the video clip of Buck coming while he cries out Tommy's name - that one speaks for itself#Park is like 'at this point if you DON'T show up here I'm about ready to try and make him fall in love with me instead out of sheer spite'#'and embarrassment for our shared face'#Anyway they've texted through the night and it's almost dawn and Tommy absolutely does show up to bang on the door and get his man#Buck is groggy and baffled but it just means he forgets to hide how heartbrokenly happy he is that Tommy's THERE and WANTS him#Buck stammers through an apology as he yanks his clothes on and Park lets Tommy glare daggers at him as he sweeps Evan away out of his life#Bonus - they send Park homemade porn as a weird thankyou forevermore much to his delight
Where instead of having Buck forget he was dating/married to Tommy he remembers it
Him and Tommy were dating in Peru where Tommy ran after breaking the engagement
Heās miles away and meet Buck and there he allow himself to live his truth
They flirt, they kiss, they start dating
It last six months
Theyāre happy, talking about Buck maybe following Tommy back to LA
Except Buck has an accident of surf and hit his head on a rock hard
When he opens his eyes he doesnāt recognize Tommy who takes it as a karmic sign after what he did to Abbie
He doesnāt tell anything to Buck, he has a key to Buckās flat and takes advantage of him being at the hospital to take all his stuff, to delete pictures after sending them to himself because he canāt accept losing them altogether
He erases his existence from Buckās life and leaves
He goes back to LA, goes back to the round of captain the LAFD gives them since Gerrard left
And seven years later when they meet in front of a helicopter Buck remembers it all
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the first thing that comes to mine is kintsugi and that got me thinking about scars being golden. I have a few very vague/shapeless ideas floating around, but for the sake of being succinct and not taking ages to answer these asks, I'm going to go with one and it's a sort of revisit to this idea I had before about soul marks.
I want to take it further and say that every scar a person has ever had, their soulmate sees stitched in gold. And Buck is particularly self-conscious about this because of all the scars he got as a kid as well in addition to the scars on his leg and the Lichtenberg scars.
Tommy figures it out much sooner. Maybe he catches a glimpse of gold reflecting under the bright lights of the hangar the night of the hurricane, but he can't be too sure and he doesn't have the time or capacity to wrap his head around it. He knows for sure the day of the basketball game because Buck's showing a lot more skin. And while Tommy's got a few big scars, none of them are visible with the way he's dressed, and any of the smaller ones--on his legs are arms--are too small to see when they're playing basketball.
I think Tommy would hide it for awhile. It's not unusual for him to wear long sleeves and multiple layers. He isn't trying to deceive Buck, although the guilt eats at him because that's exactly what he's doing, it's just--he tells himself it doesn't matter anyway. What would Buck want with a soulmate like him anyhow. And he means to keep his distance, but it doesn't work out that way, though I keep I would hold off on their first kiss much later than in canon.
Maybe Buck figures it out before Tommy tells him. He didn't think much of it at first when he would catch Tommy looking at the scars on his legs because they're visible for anyone to see. He doesn't question the way Tommy's gaze lingers on his chest during a sparring session because it's not the first time he's caught Tommy's eyes lingering on him in an appreciate manner. It's the little scars that give it away. Buck can't see it anymore, but he had a scar when he was younger along the knuckles on his right hand from when he fell out of a tree when he was 9. He and Tommy are getting coffee and when Buck slides Tommy's coffee across the outdoor table, Tommy's eyes linger on Buck's hand. The first time Tommy kisses him, Tommy's lips connect with the right corner of Buck's mouth and even though it isn't noticeable now, when Buck was 11 he crashed his bike into a tree and bit a hole right through his lip.
For some reason, Buck doesn't tell Tommy right away that he knows. There's a lot of insecurities from both parties and so many things that go unsaid, but it gets to a point where they are all but admitting it to each other. When they're lying naked in bed and Tommy's tracing the path of Buck's Lichtenberg scars telling him how beautiful he is. When Buck lets his lips linger on the inside of Tommy's left thigh right over the healed scar from a fishing lure Tommy got one summer on the lake when he was 13.
The way Buck brings it up is by asking Tommy when he's going to let him see his scars, though they both know he already has. They both know he's really saying when are you going to let me in?
Maybe Tommy deflects, smiles at Buck and says you first, sweetheart.
I don't know exactly where this would go or how and when they finally stop being so scared of the enormity of being each other's soulmate, but also realizing that doesn't mean they wouldn't have chosen each other anyway, that they have been choosing each other every day pretty much since they met.
Before they can do that though, maybe they break up. Maybe it's a mutual decision, maybe they want to prove to themselves and each other it's real and not just because the universe or whatever says so. Maybe it's less mutual, one leaves but the other doesn't ask them to stay. When they inevitably run into each other months later after no contact and they hook-up...right after they've helped each other out of their shirts, they both notice a golden jagged line right over the other's heart.
Tommy traces the new line on Buck's chest. "Oh."
Buck does the same. "That's new."
They barely make it to Tommy's bedroom, pressing each other against every wall, barely letting each other breathe.
After, Buck's tracing the line on Tommy's chest again. "Does it hurt?"
Tommy kisses Buck's forehead. "Not anymore."
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ooooh okay okay letās borrow some Greek mythology and some Ladyhawke
Tommy drives the chariot that pulls the sun into the sky. Heās a demigod, maybe, and has been charged to this task by his distant, godly parent. He watches the world from afar, curious but never really apart of it. One day, he sees the most beautiful man heās ever seenāa prince named Evan. They have a brief, passionate romance, but then one day Evan is hurt (in Apollo and Hyacinthus this was a jealous wind, but idk what it would translate to here, the equivalent of the engine bombing I guess ???). Tommy is devastated, and with Evan dying in his arms he goes to the gods to ask for mercy. His father is furious that Tommy fell in love with a human, but Tommy begs, says that heāll do anything. So his father agrees to save prince Evan, but will do it in a way to punish Tommy. He saves Evan, but the injury is so severe he says all he can give him is a half-life. He can stay a human, in his rightful body, at night, but during the day he takes the form of a majestic stag. But Tommy rises and sets with the sun, so he can only see the buck, never the man.
Star-crossed lovers !!! (Either thatās the story and itās a tragedy, or thatās where the story starts and the find a way to break the ācurseā)