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currently reading: We Burned So Bright by TJ Klune, (kind of) Beach Read by Emily Henry
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guess who just took the recommended dose of a prescribed cough syrup
gonna be floating in some cotton cloud type feeling, like I’m a lil stuffy filled with beans, like the soft animal of my body has found a safe place to sleep through a lonely winter’s night
I’m making another bag. a friend asked me to make it for a birthday (her bestie that she’s known since high school, I know her but not super well). so I think it’s a commission. If I can be so honest tho I’m kinda nervous to ask about money lol
anyway it’s a tote with patchwork panels, here’s the front
There's just one problem with Tommy crying: Buck's absolutely getting hard listening to Tommy sniffle quietly. He shifts in his seat awkwardly. It's just… nice knowing Tommy trusts him enough to show his tears.
A movie night brings Tommy to tears and Buck to a boner. Tommy is really, really okay with it, though.
HOLY SHIT I FORGOR thank you ro @stuckinthemiddle22 for the movie pull i didn't know what to make them watch and you really came in clutch thannnnk you 🥰
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what are your fave p&p retellings/continuations? i think the only true retelling i've read was unequal affection by lara s. ormiston. i did attempt to read the linda berdoll novels because they always pop up but i wasn't really feeling it.
ohhh this question made me so happy lol
But a HUGE caveat. I have read… so much, and so much that is straight up BAD. Like I have a kindle unlimited subscription for now and there is a treasure trove on there but it’s difficult to sort out the good from the bad. Some of the ones I’ve read are tradpub, some self-pub, and I have even seen books on there that were literally first published as fics on ao3. It’s the Wild West lmao.
I have read Unequal Affections! And I read the first of Linda Berdoll’s but I feel like I wasn’t really feeling it either.
One of my favorites I can think of right off the bat is Epiphany by Jessie Lewis. This one i like because it gives Anne de Bourgh a bigger role and she’s awful but in a very fun way. The characters feel mostly like themselves, and especially Elizabeth gets to be charming and playful. Darcy having to wrangle Anne and make nice with the people of Meryton (and of course Longbourne) is funny and his exasperation and Elizabeth’s being amused by it is well done.
Lewis also wrote one called “Mistaken” which I have very mixed feelings about. On the one hand, Darcy and Elizabeth are just so charming, elevated versions of themselves, and they’re a real treat to see more of why they like each other and why a relationship might work between them. But Jane and Bingley are both, uh….. VERY different. I hated it the first time I read it, because of that, but I re-read it and liked it more the second time when I could kind of divorce it from the canon a bit.
Another one I’ve read that I enjoyed is “Madness in Meryton” which is straight up the most fanficcy trope of being Pride and Prejudice meets Groundhog Day. I don’t remember how “good” this one is, but I had a lot of fun with it—but I may be very biased because I love a time loop.
A Lady’s Reputation by Amy D’Orazio I remember being pretty decent. Lizzy and Jane and the Gardeners go stay at Pemberley after some unfortunate circumstances iirc, but this is another where Bingley extra sucks for some reason.
For a book specifically about Mary, I remember thinking “Becoming Mary” by Amy Street was pretty accurate in characterization. Like Mary pretty explicitly has to recognize ways she might be off-putting to others and she works through it (she and Kitty go stay at Pemberley). It’s not like amazing prose or anything and there’s one character that… I don’t want to say for sure when I can’t remember specifics but either queer-coded or like “wtf are you doing with this guy” as he feels very much like a gay best friend for Mary ??? But I don’t know how intentional that was. ANYWAY.
There’s one about Caroline Bingley called “Miss Bingley Requests” which I don’t remember much about, other than she wasn’t really malicious just very dumb.
Those are a few very straightforward retellings or continuations, but there’s also the genre that takes the story beats with new characters like Ayesha At Last by Uzma Jalaluddin, or Pride by Ibi Zoboi.
I also like the P&P and mystery genre like Pride and Premeditation or Death Comes to Pemberley. I don’t know that there are a ton of these? (I just picked up The Murder of Mr Wickham by Claudia Gray but I haven’t read it yet.) I read one with ghosts or ghost hunting too (Pride and Prescience might have been the title?) but I really didn’t like it.
Last book is a retelling with Darcy and a trans man in Oliver Bennett, called “Most Ardently” by Gabe Cole Novoa but this one I have not read yet!
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(Also I’m not NOT thinking of jackalope Buck lmao so) a fic with the title “some bunny loves me”
hj, I cannot thank you enough for reigniting my love for jackalope Buck and werewolf Tommy 🥺🥺🥺🥺 this mostly pre-relationship, but I hope you like it 🐇🦌🐺
In the little bit that I've written so far, Buck (and Tommy) have an animal sanctuary. While it is advertised as, and very much functions as, a regular animal sanctuary, they do also provide shelter to some weres/shifters as well. And probably all their staff are weres/shifters.
It's hard to give them a lot of backstory without truly building the world they live in, so this is not going to very detailed, sorry. However, I have thought a little about it after you sent this ask and I think this fic would be from Tommy's POV (makes sense with the title) and it would start with Tommy finding a home at a different sanctuary.
So, not only have I not thought much about their shifter lore, I have not thought much about their personal lore either 😭😭😭 (I guess this is what happens when you have too many plot bunnies and try to chase them all). But—
Maybe Tommy was a firefighter still and Bobby was his captain for awhile. Something happens that forces Bobby to retire, maybe, or maybe he just chooses to quit and he starts a sanctuary for wild animals displaced by wildfires.
A few years later, Tommy quits the 118 and ends up joining the LAFD's Urban Search and Rescue (US&R) team. On one of his rescue missions (maybe in LA, maybe elsewhere) he gets bitten by a werewolf (I hadn't really thought about if Tommy was born a were or if he got bitten, but I think it would be fun and slightly diabolical if he has werewolves/shifters in his family and for most of his life he thinks he's escaped that destiny, only to be bitten 🫣). I'm not sure if I want him to know right away that he was bitten by a werewolf—maybe it was dark and he didn't quite see the animal well enough, could have been a rabid dog for all he knows. He gets a rabies shot and thinks that's the end of it. But then he starts not feeling well and the next thing he knows, he's shifted and can't shift back. He ends up getting attacked in the woods and hurt pretty badly by a wild animal. But then he smells a scent he recognizes a couple miles away and that's how he finds himself on the doorstep of Bobby's place (he lives on the same land as the sanctuary).
Bobby takes wolf Tommy in and takes care of him and about a week into Tommy's stay, Bobby walks out to Tommy's enclosure—which he has all to himself because the other wolves there wanted nothing to do with him—and finds human Tommy passed out naked in the den. Bobby nearly drops his coffee mug. Tommy stirs awake and says that he can explain. Bobby just raises his eyebrows and says, "I'll get you some clothes," and turns on his heel and walks back into the house and tries to remember what the world looked like five minutes before.
Tommy tells Bobby everything that he can remember and also of his family history and Bobby says that the supernatural isn't his area of expertise. "I don't know what I can do for you."
"I had nowhere else to go."
"Then you'll stay," Bobby says as he refills Tommy's coffee.
So Tommy stays and he helps out at the sanctuary in exchange for a place to stay. He still gets to keep his enclosure—and Bobby politely looks away whenever wolf Tommy splashes around in the kiddie pool—and he gets his own room in the house as well.
I don't know the timeline on this story, but let's say a few years later—Tommy is wandering through the woods in wolf form when he catches the scent of blood and the sluggish beating of a heart. He follows it and finds a rabbit in pretty bad shape (Buck's shed his antlers so Tommy probably doesn't know he's a jackalope? maybe he just thinks he's a regular jackrabbit). Tommy knows the animal won't make it if they don't get help right away and he'll never make it fast enough on foot, so he does best to try to appear non-threatening which is basically impossible when he has to clamp down on the rabbit's neck to carry them (luckily able to avoid any of their injuries).
Buck is terrified, but barely conscious and couldn't get away if he tried. So he's surprised when he wakes a few days later—alive and in much better condition—although quite naked in the middle of an unfamiliar room with two unfamiliar men (Buck had been staying in a small padded enclosure in Tommy's room so he could keep an eye on him, but luckily Tommy had brought him out to the parlor room to have more room to re-dress his wounds).
Bobby pinches the bridge of his nose. "This is not what I signed up for."
Tommy just grins.
Buck does his best to cover himself as he sits up. "What is going on? I thought"—he shakes his head—"did I dream that wolf?" he's not sure if he's asking them or himself.
Tommy shakes his head. "That was me."
Buck stares, remembered sensations and images of sharp teeth and a cold nose in his fur. "Huh."
They all introduce themselves and Buck and Tommy are still just looking at each other when Bobby clears his throat and looks at Tommy. "Well, are you going to get him some clothes?"
"Oh, right. Yeah, I'll just—"
He nods at Buck. "I'll give you some privacy."
Tommy's halfway to his room, grateful Buck can't see him blush at the way Bobby had said 'you' like he meant the two of them. He gets clothes for Buck, a soft and worn white Henley and a pair of sweats. Then Tommy makes Buck chicken noodle soup and later gives him a tour.
Bobby doesn't have a spare room that's ready, but there's a sofa bed in the parlor that he can sleep on. Tommy offers his bed since Buck is still injured and it'll be more comfortable, but Buck doesn't want to put him out.
Tommy's woken up in the middle of the night when Buck sneaks into his room. He sits up in bed. "Is everything okay?"
Buck smiles sheepishly. "Sorry, I can't sleep. Everything's so unfamiliar." He looks around the room. "Almost everything."
"Of course. Why don't you stay here? I can sleep on the sofa bed, it's not a big deal."
Buck gets into bed as Tommy starts to get out, but Buck stops him with a hand on his arm and asks him to stay.
The next day, Buck keeps close to Tommy and he's wearing another set of his clothes and Tommy can't stop noticing how Buck keeps turning his head so he can sniff at the collar of the shirt. Buck catches Tommy catching him and they both blush and turn away. Tommy has the day off and Buck still needs lots of rest and they spend most of the day watching movies on the couch. Buck falls asleep with his head on Tommy's shoulder.
Later, Tommy's in the kitchen boiling water for tea and googling stuff on his laptop when Bobby seems to appear out of nowhere. "Something you want to talk about, Tommy?"
Tommy yelps and slams his laptop shut, hoping that Bobby hadn't seen his search for whether jackrabbits can imprint on other animals, but Bobby's chuckle tells him otherwise.
Bobby watches him for a moment. "I know you've talked about leaving, finding your pack"—he smiles when Tommy snorts—"and I'm not going to stop you, but maybe you could stay a little longer. I think Buck could really use a friend. You're good for him."
Before Tommy can ask Bobby what he means by that, he's squeezing Tommy's shoulder and saying goodnight.
The next day, Tommy takes Buck clothes shopping.
He doesn't mention it when Buck still wears Tommy's clothes.
Buck learns to take care of the animals and he knows that when he leaves someday, this is what he wants to do. But, he wants to create a safe haven for shifters as well.
[there's a lot of gross pining and making Bobby regret all his life decisions, but Buck and Tommy don't do anything about their feelings yet]
Buck finds out that Tommy talked to Bobby about leaving years ago, but he stayed—for him. And he has a lot of feelings about that.
Buck has tentative plans to buy land about 50 miles west of Bobby's sanctuary; nothing is certain, but he'll figure it out, he always does.
Buck and Tommy haven't really talked much about either of them leaving, but on the day of—after they've said their goodbyes to everyone else—Buck asks Tommy what he's going to do now.
"Find my pack, I guess, like Bobby says."
"You don't have one, right?"
Tommy shakes his head.
"Then I'll guess you'll have to make one."
"I guess so."
"Come with me."
"Yes."
Buck laughs. "I didn't think it was going to be that easy."
"Neither did I."
Then they travel west in a jeep Buck bought used that Tommy is very wary of but Buck insisted it had to be a jeep and they buy the land and build their sanctuary and they fall in love and take care of animals and each other.
Bonus: One of my favorite things about this universe is Tommy calling Buck "Bunny" and I had a silly thought about the first time it happening being an accident. They aren't together yet and maybe Tommy had been thinking of the nickname affectionately in his head for awhile but one day he means to say "Buck" but it comes out as "Bunny" instead and Buck and Tommy both freeze and Tommy starts apologizing profusely thinking he's offended Buck, meanwhile Buck is the most turned on and most in love he's ever been and tries to sound very normal when he tells Tommy that it's okay and that he likes it.
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the thing about the other bennet sister that i dislike is that it's not really about mary bennet, the character from the page - it's an audience's projection onto her from a modern lens. mary is annoying. she is written that way on purpose. she is not ignored by the family - over and over again in the book, in fact, austen makes a point to mention that mary is "too busy" to join her family in activities they do together - and she certainly isn't shy. like!!!
here she is insisting on performing at a party in an effort to quite blatantly show off ("Elizabeth was in agonies" lmfao):
just to pull the most significant line: "such an opportunity of exhibiting was delightful to her" (emphasis mine)
here she is saying that most girls are boring and basic and thus uninteresting to her:
here she is reacting to lydia's elopement with a moral judgment on female virtue:
(for context, this is literally right after they find out lydia's run off and everyone's freaking out about where she is and if they've married or not)
and here's her ending, in which austen basically says that now that she's the last unmarried daughter she kind of has to socialize more, but now that her sisters aren't around to make her feel insecure she's fine with it:
(all text from the gutenberg project)
and i mean. there's nothing wrong with changing a character for your own purposes when you do spin-off/adaptations/reimaginings like this. but i think it's a fundamental misreading of the text to claim that mary is the overlooked, ignored sister, because she's not as pretty or charming as her sisters. austen is very clear that mary herself knows that she's not as conventionally beautiful, and as a result has wildly overcompensated by competing with everyone around her to constantly be the most intelligent in the room. mary is, in her own way, as rude as lydia and kitty. she's portrayed as rather obtuse, insensitive, insufferable. and she's definitely not quiet or shy, which is where the other bennet sister really loses me lol.
it's like the "i'm not like other girls" trope blown up and portrayed as empowering, but that's really still what it is, at its heart. and i, personally, just find that rather boring. like if it were me, i'd want to read a love story about this mary, who's purposefully oblivious to social graces and sort of impolitely blunt and judgmental and antisocial. she's great fun, when she shows up randomly to just say something incredibly insensitive and then disappear again - it's really so funny.
and this is one of my favorite moments, also:
mary thinking that mr. collins would be a fine husband to have because he's definitely smarter than her sisters, but he'd have to study very hard and catch up to her level so he can have a hope to be as smart as she is. like, that's hysterical. she's fucking hilarious. but also think about that for a second: austen is comparing mary to mr. collins, but she's saying mary is worse, lmfao
of course this is a very pointed satire of a very context-dependent sort of personality, which in regency novels are often referred to dismissively as "bluestockings." feminist scholars have debated mary bennet for a long time, over how to take this exaggerated portrayal of a female intellectual, and i think you're free to take your own reading of it from our modern perspective, about a young girl who's acutely aware of her beauty (or lack of it), and how she reacts to the culture she's raised in as a result. i think a feminist reimagining of mary would be amazing, but personally i don't think the way to do it is to round off her sharp edges and turn her into a poor sad neglected nerd girl. (like, if i can think of any direct parallel to mary, it's not elizabeth or charlotte, it's caroline bingley. you know, the other character who expresses her insecurity by projecting superiority constantly?) that's not at all who she is, and i don't think it's particularly empowering to sand down a female character into something more palatable in order to give her her own story. that, on principle, offends me a little.
anyway, that's why i don't like it, since a couple people have asked. no shade though i'm sure it's a very fun show and what room do i have to talk, i've been reading bodice-rippers about georgian-era batman all weekend
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phm is decently popular in japan and i mostly see this when i check twitter and see accounts posting pictures of handmade rocky plushies that are so fucking round looking it brings a tear to my eye
btw, idk if this will be seen by any of the countless people who already have seen and reblogged this post, but heres the original guide posted on how to make the chibi-rocky! the OP also has a separate guide for a more accurate rocky, though obviously less simple of a guide than the little thingy shown off
(im surprised this post gained any attention, haha, if i had known i would have just shared the guides, the more handmade pebbles in the world the better)
I finished! ✨ Should be sent off to its new home soon. Totally made by me! The bag was inspired by a pattern but I changed most things about it (did a circle for the crochet, added side panels, added the pockets to the lining, made it bigger, added the embroidery patch) so idk how much it counts anymore ha ha. I’ve made bags like this so many times I don’t really need a pattern but the idea for a bag with a crocheted bottom wasn’t mine originally.