The Gay™ Is Here

So, shit has changed, yadadada, been about a year+ since I’ve said jack shit. I won’t ever be posting after this. Sorry y’all.

Got a new boyfriend. Old boyfriend did a bunch of drugs. I did a bunch of drugs. Smoked weed and dabs, did shrooms, did LSD, did some coke at one point, did DXM, did some muscle relaxers, drank a few times, and did some misc pills. Honestly, was a pretty good time, got very bored very quick tho.

Oh, and developed a fucking nicotine addiction, lmao.

New boyfriend, Nyk, is great. Massive nerd, straight edge. I still smoke weed with his brothers girlfriend tho every once in a while. I play DND now, Nyk DM’s. Day i got with Nyk he got a new puppy, he’s an American Indian Dog, his name is Croí (pronounced Cree, not Croy like the drink, i still think that shit tastes like TV static yo). Go read more about the breed here http://www.indiandogs.com/

Getting a new job here soon, no longer going to be in the dog industry. Moving to a warehouse type job. Very excited atm about it.

I got a dog myself, her name is Mia, shes a Lab Dalmatian mix (???). Cute as fuck, pissed me off alot. But is now a pretty well rounded pup who’ve I’ve had for a year. Very well trained, Nyk is a dog trainer and has helped immensely. She is off leash trained and will heal with me without a leash and every time it makes me very happy because of how far we’ve come.

I use Reddit way more than i should, lmao. User name is same as here if you happen to use it. Insta is okay.rad, you can access me pretty well there. Snapchat has my deadname in it, but very well may still be somewhere in my theme somewhere. Couldn’t tell you where tho man.

Anyway, life’s pretty dope. I’m 18 now, birthday was in June, haven’t really felt the difference of being a proper adult yet i guess. Haven’t really thought about it i suppose. 

Anywho y’all, it’s been dope, this will be my last post permanently. It was a wonderful time while i was here, but shits changed yadadada. I will NOT be deleting this account by any means, it has alot of history and shit and i never want to lose the emense amount of logging of my life i put into it.

I hope everyone is doing well!!!

NSFW SHITTTTTTTTTT~~~

I’m not real sure when my last update was, so I’ll just kinda list shit???

Got a boyfriend.

Got a job at Kennelwood.

That job is amazing. I’m out to everyone as queer. A lot of my co workers are queer. One of them I’m still kinda convinced theyre trans, but I at this point have no evidence and am past the point of asking for pro nouns. They asked me if I was going to pride and I said yes and it seems like they are as well.

More people call me Jay than my deadish name. My name on everything at work is Jay, including the schedule. (I say ish because I’m not really stern on correcting people.)

A dog from work went to the shelter after the owners stopped paying. I went there next to everyday since he got there on the 15th of May. He’s being put down due to unforeseen aggression after it started to get better.

My car’s transmission is getting replaced rn by my dad. The exhaust system is also being replaced.

I’m going to a MUSE concert tonight.

I’m still mentally a mess, but we all knew that.

Should be graduating in December which is good.

Took the ACT, got a 28. I had 6 hours flat to pace myself because of accommodations tho, so that helped a lot.

I’ve made friends with people at work. I’ve got peoples contact information!! I’m friends with some of them on Facebook and Snapchat!! I’ve gotten a lot more comfortable with combining my personal and work life. I’ve gotten rid of the rule in my head of never doing that.

My mum has been sober since February 10th, 2017 or over 4 months now.

My 17th birthday is in 2 days. I’ve got a hotel room tonight and tomorrow and tomorrow Josh and I get it to ourselves.

My dad is here now.

It’s fucking hot out.

NSFW SEXUAL STUFF

I have a lot of sex. Like a lot of sex. 

I’ve gotten really good at blow jobs.

I’m way kinkier than what i thought.

NSFW DRUG STUFF

Did dabs. Suffered for a while cause i overdid it. Would do it again though.