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Being friends

he actually really checks up on you, and you’re baffled he remembered you exist? You just expected him to have done this by accident?

you just basically answer by asking him how he feels as well

and surprisingly, it doesn’t feel that awkward: he even offers you to meet you at a café so you can get to know him

you can’t decline such an offer (or well, you could but I can’t because I’m addicted to coffee so just play along with me) and that’s how you find yourself in a place you don’t know, ready to meet a stranger

you arrive right on time. But he doesn’t. You’re starting to worry because “hey he might have left me on my own because we all know such gentlemen don’t exist and this was really shady anyway”, and then you receive a message informing you he was running late at work but he didn’t forget you

you just play some games on your phone while waiting, declining the time someone comes and ask if you want to drink because there’s no way he comes and sees you casually sipping on a drink as you got tired of waiting

you’re really immersed in that game when there’s a loud clank as someone settles drink in front of you and plank himself on the chair just in front of you

you ease into a smile as you recognize the boy who saved you -aka Chanyeol

you say hi to him, thank him for the drink, and immediately start sipping on it because you suddenly feel very shy

Chanyeol breaks the silence by asking you if you enjoy what you drink with a worried tone and you both start randomly speaking about your favorite drinks and it just derivates from there

the thing that put an end to the convo was your phone ringing because your appointment had been rescheduled and you could have your interview in fifteen minutes, and it’s at the other end of the city

so you immediately start smiling wide and then it just turns down because there is NO WAY you make it on time

Then, Chanyeol asks what is wrong, and when you expose the problem, he asks you if you’d want him to drive you there? and you’re like, is he even real? 

being overly stressed during the whole ride because Chanyeol just seems to speed too much and you haven’t got the right clothes on so you won’t look professional enough… And Chanyeol just put on some music to get you to destress

Next, the collaboration between EXO Chanyeol and Punch

BAM, TALKING ABOUT STRESS?

Trying to discreetly double-check Chanyeol because now, you’re sure you have seen his face somewhere but apparently, being discreet isn’t part of your outlet

Shy Chanyeol who doesn’t really know what to say and tries to escape your attention so you don’t say anything because you’re not gonna force him 

so it surprises you when he clears his voice a bit and explains to you that yes, he is THAT Chanyeol

silence

SILENCE
 and then you just shrug with a  “ah okay, nice to know” and you focus back on being a total anxiety wreck

And then, Chanyeol decides that now that you know, he can distract you by raping. Which works pretty well.

“We’ve arrived” and you just stay frozen on the spot before slowly moving with the invitation of Chanyeol

You’re in the elevator when your phones ring New Message from Chanyeol: You’ve got that power!  which makes you laugh, followed by a “keep in touch”

it takes a whole week but you learn that you have been selected for the job!!!!! and you text your family, your best friend, AND Chanyeol

and he tells you that it’s the special occasion to go to a bar and share some drinks

but you’re really surprised when you arrive at the destination he indicated and you find yourself surrounded with A LOT MORE PEOPLE than Chanyeol

sticking to Chanyeol’s side because you’re not sure how to interact with everyone (they just seem so impressive and anyway, you can’t seem to remember all the names)

dying inside when you finally go out only to be invited to a karaoke and you know you can’t refuse so you go along with it but you just feel bad

still, you spend a very good moment (you end up singing Likey with Sehun, and it’s a real sight to see)

Starting dating

everyone in the group already accepted you because you’ve been seeing them a lot as you were close to Chanyeol and he likes to bring you around

they probably called you when they couldn’t find Chanyeol because that meant that he was hanging out with you and it was quicker than checking up on all his locations

you two had your infamous movie nights each week, which included the both of you lying down on the sofa, half-asleep, with Chanyeol playing with your hair

but you only were friends: you even invited some of the guys to tag along sometimes but soon denied all access to Chen and Sehun, they would be teasing you all night. Then, you also banished Baekhyun because he'll be whining that you were gonna be the end of ChanBaek and it would break the heart of millions (his first)

sometimes wondering if you want to be more than a friend with Chanyeol, but being afraid to lose all contact because of this

and Chanyeol is also worrying (don’t tell me he isn’t a worrywart), and he’ll probably talk about his feelings to Suho and the SM because he doesn’t want to make a faux-pas and realise that even if he musters up the course to ask you out, there’s a probably you two won’t be allowed to date

on one of your usual movie nights, you go to his place but there isn’t any light on (he gave you a key) and you’re panicking? Because you can’t find him, he hasn’t left a message behind, and he isn’t picking up his phone?

Contacting is members only to know that he still is at the headquarters

so you wait it out by wandering aimlessly in his house, where you find his computer turned on with some new songs displayed

and really, who could blame you when you click on those tracks and get lost in Chanyeol’s voice before focusing on the lyrics and then you feel strangely sad because he just talks about his feelings for someone and even if you haven’t confesses, you’re quite mad that he hasn’t talked to you about that person

when Chanyeol enters his house and he hears that music playing, he knows that he’s screwed because well, you just heard what he created to ask you out so there’s no way he can pass it off as it’s just very friendly

when he opens the door, he is met with a frown  “HoW cOmE yOu HaVeN’t ToLd Me YoU hAvE fEeLiNgS fOr SoMeOnE?” and then, he stares at you before a smile paints on his lips and he chuckles

and you’re like “DiD yOu JuSt ChUcKlE aT mY fAcE PARK CHANYEOL” and that’s when he closes the gap between you two and kisses you

there’s a beat of awkwardness and you don’t even react to the kiss at first because you’re caught off guard 

so, instead of that, you take a hold of him and lock him in your arms so he knows you didn’t intend to reject him

Being a couple

First, Sehun had to redistribute all the money the boys had bet on you

on daily basis, it hadn’t really changed anyway

except the teasing: you didn’t know you could want to hit someone as much as that before being confronted to some (CHEN) EXO members

sometimes having the impression that Baekhyun came along with the Chanyeol’s package  “Hey, I decided to buy those Disney tickets but Baekhyun was being me and I know he was alone on that day soooo…” #thirdwheeling

Chanyeol teasing you with his height and you being pouty because even when you tip-toes, you can’t kiss him (so you found that new idea of kicking his gently in his knees so that he bent down and was the ideal height)

sometimes, you’ll jokingly complain to Baekhyun about the fact that Chanyeol is too much of a hassle because of his height and then, when Chanyeol finds out, you’re in for one hell of a night (I DON’T WRITE SMUT so I leave that part up for your imagination, but just remember that this person also have Zootopia’s bedsheets)

being the kind of couple to have very meaningful souvenirs together, and always having matching sets of jewelry because you prefer to be discreet about it

fighting is absolutely awful for the both of you: it happens sometimes, for petty reasons and that leaves you two infuriated with each other: Chanyeol probably leaves before doing something he could regret, and you leave the place because you want to take a breath

then, you don’t talk for a few days and it’s either you or him that goes back to the other because you just feel very saddened that you aren’t talking anymore, and the both of you will apologize

when in huge fights, you two will probably come to the other to expose his point of view calmly because sadly, all problems cannot be escaped

after 3 years of dating (and rough experiences), you finally decide to live together: this can be stressing but there is nothing that can compare to going to sleep encircled in Chanyeol’s arms

Chanyeol is very supportive of you (you also return the gesture, and you always cheer him up and give him your full appreciation) and you’re really a supportive couple 

he writes a song dedicated to you and sings it for the first time during a concert on the day of your anniversary  and you just starts weeping and all the EXO-L are trying to comfort you, and everyone just cheers for you two because everyone can see the love flowing

-Admin Whiger

BTS 

Taehyung (Capricorn)

EXO

Kai (Capricorn)

BIGBANG

T.O.P (Scorpio)

-Admin Haethers

BTS 

In Bts, I ship you with V !!😁(this smiley looks so much like him lol)

As I was reading your profile, Taehyung spawned up in my mind so I didn’t hesitate too much for your ship.

I feel like you would match really well, the both of you being dreamy, it would actually be terribly cute as you would be often lost in your thoughts, just resting in each others’ arms. This common point would immediately make you feel pretty close, and having the impression to be truly understood by the other. You two may idealize (especially Taehyung) the world, so you would be enchanted to meet someone that does the same as you. I kinda imagine Taehyung struggling with your sarcasm at first, he would probably not understand that you were not serious (he would have naively thought you were a super innocent girl) until seeing Suga adding more. By the way, I totally imagine Yoongi being your friend and introducing you to BTS ^^. But, after that he would finally understand that you are not as innocent as you look like, he would try being sassy to make you laugh. It would work, of course, but he may not discover that you just laughed because you found his efforts adorable☺️.

You being adventurous is also a great point, the two of you would always want to explore all what is around you, like : “ wow, a new hotel, let’s go on the roof !” And BTS members might be jokingly annoyed by how often they lose you. Or about how often you lose yourselves, because I can totally imagine you both being in a new place, wandering around without actually taking any sort of care about where you are going to finally end up realizing the fact that you absolutely don’t know where you are, panicking a bit (for you, because I kinda imagine Taetae just laughing at the situation while you yell against him), before calling BTS for help (if the two of you did’t forget to take your phones before your departure🙄). You may probably start dating during one of those adventures, Taehyung admitting how much he doesn’t care being lost because he is with you, and that’s all what matters.

I would totally see you both listening to music together and singing, or you trying to learn him how to cook (your attempt might fail, even if he would try his best, but it would be really fun, especially when you would taste his dish and fail to hide your disgusted face), or just resting together and cuddling. You may also have moments when you are reading or writing and him playing video games (you might start playing as well at a moment if you like those).

As you both like fashion, I would totally see you two wearing matching outfits, you would love talking about clothes and offering some to each other when you find something you think that would suit to the other^^.

BIGBANG

In BigBang, I ship you with T.O.P!!^^

I think it would be another great match 😁.

At first, you might probably not speak that much, as you are shy when you first meet someone and him being fairly reserved with strangers too. But, after that, you would become great friends after realizing how much passions you have in common. You’ll start showing him your sarcastic nature and he would absolutely love that about you, as much as you would like his humor, because he can be reeeeally sarcastic as well. You being dreamy would also please to him-we never dream enough in this world (yep it was the philosophical point of today, thanks Haethers)- and he would make all things is possible to achieve some of your dreams (even if I imagine him more helping you a bit than do all at your place.) I think you two will need some a time to both admit you have feelings for the other and confessing.

For your adventurous side, I feel like it would be a great point for you to be together, because he probably doesn’t have the same image of adventure, so you could both discover new things you might not be used to (like visiting art galleries for example).

You would do a lot of things together, like cooking while discussing about serious topics or just casually speaking, reading together and commenting the book, listening to music… Seunghyun would love the fact that you like writing, he may not ask you to show you what you wrote, because he will be scared of disturbing you and it might be personal, but you would propose him to read it, wanting to have an opinion about it, and he would become a great fan. I can easily imagine him asking you to write some lyrics in your native language for one of his songs (as BigBang and him do that sometimes, including some phrases in French and Spanish) or asking you to sing a part of it (must be hard to pronounce for him😆) as you enjoy a lot doing so.

Seunghyun would be just like you when it comes to racist people, he really do strike me as someone open-minded so it would match well with you. Same for the sun, I think he would be kinda similar to you and you might hide yourself in museums during heatwaves (I understand you so well, I’m not a huge fan of summer neither).

You liking fashion is also a great point as he enjoys it too, I can easily imagine you two wearing outfits that match together, always having with you a subtle reminder of the other.

Voilààà !🎶 

Hope you enjoyed your ships and btw it’s super cool seeing people from different countries (and don’t worry your English is good, even if I’m far from being a reference in the domain considering English is not my first language neither😅).

They had found out. Your secret had been discovered, exposed for everyone to see, only because of a slip of the tongue. A sole moment of carelessness sent you spinning down. You never wanted to say this, not like this, not right now. It was alleged to stay between the two of you, your group members, but never be known by the fans. You were aware of it, the "contract" you had to keep between the two of you as you didn’t really have the choice: you couldn’t afford to ruin your careers. And now, you had to make another announcement, official this one; you did not have had the choice after the failure of the concerts the day just before. You had to stand up and stop making excuses, you had to take the matter into your hands as he would never do it even if his career was menaced. 

Your heart was beating too rapidly, you were on the verge of hyperventilating, your hands were trembling and your eyes were stinging. But you had to do it. To preserve your group. To protect him and his group. So you took a long breath, ignored your knotted stomach, your shaky legs, and clammy palms, and you stood up, walking slowly to the centre of the room. You repeated your few lines —your text— voice void of emotions: You couldn’t fake regret but at least, you tried not to show how much it hurts. How much leaving him was more than you could ever do. The only thing betraying your current state was the fact that you couldn’t bear to watch the camera: it was an intrusion in your life, a breach that would catch your glistening eyes as every word was a stab in your heart. You were ending the best part of your life, butchering all the splendid memories you had only to please the audience, if only your consciousness didn’t remind you every particular moment you had with him…

You had met Xiumin — by accident — a few years ago, as you were still a rookie: you were part of one of the new SM’s group and then had EXO as sunbaes. You only ever briefly met, being too concentrated on your promotion, learning the choreos, trying to find a group pace and trying to find your own place in the band. Because of all the tremendous work you had to do to promote your band, your songs, and your images, you felt yourself growing more and more tired with each passing day, to the point that you actually started to doze off in the middle of a conversation with some important information given, your leader having the kindness to spare you from embarrassment as she swiftly flicked your head to keep you awake. So when you learned that you would have to pull an all-nighter to re-write some lyrics and perfect them, you mentally sighed - this would make absolutely no good to your current state - and then decided that you should as well go and grab a coffee when you will feel the need to have a boost of energy. And that’s how you found yourself at 3 A:M in front of the coffee distributor, your eyes closing themselves off even though you were trying to resist the sleepiness. You fought back a yawn and clicked on the button to select the espresso: this coffee was short but concentrated, everything you needed in a time of extreme exhaustion! You waited a little while to finally obtain the cup out of the machine and immediately took it out, spinning on your heels to go straight back to the studio. Your brusque movement didn’t allow you to have a full-vision, and your current state wasn’t the best to be really receptive. Those factors were presumably at the origin of the chaos you provoked: it wasn’t exactly your fault; you were just unfocused, and the other person must also have been.

A mix between an aggravated sigh and a hiss escaped your lips: all you ever required was a coffee to wake you up but instead of drinking it to wake you up, it spilled on you and the BURN did the job of waking you up instead. You were looking at the red mark across your skin with curious eyes, wondering if it would leave a scar and completely forgot the presence of someone else until said person took your arm carefully, his cold fingers cooling the burning you felt. "I’m absolutely sorry" he started off, "I was coming in a bit too quick and I didn’t expect you to turn around… Are you alright? Does your arm hurt?" You didn’t react instantly, a bit dazed by the sudden apparition in front of your eyes: you creased your eyes, trying to know who was actually talking to you but you couldn’t seem to discern his face.You softly shook your head "Everything isn’t okay…". You corrected yourself immediately when the word escaped your mouth "I mean, it’s quite okay, I’m fine, it just stings a little but it’s not your fault, I wasn’t looking anyway" you trailed off, feeling your face burning. The way to go to make the best first impression. Your agitation had caught the guy attention, and he raised his head: instantaneously, you calmed down. You can even say you simply froze when you took in his features: now that you ad some light, you could clearly behold his traits and found yourself straight up staring into his dark mono lid eyes that captured your attention. 

Your heart skipped a beat as you realised you were in front of Xiumin from EXO. Correction: your heart skipped more than a beat when you realised you were in front of Xiumin, and you looked away, remembering your dark-circled eyes were fully exposed, your hair not even brushed and probably an expression of total hallucination plastered across your face. And with clothes stained by coffee. Of course, it had to happen when you crossed the path of one of the tidiest and clean people in the whole building… You made quick eye contact with him and immediately looked elsewhere, feeling your cheeks flame up: he was inevitably going to judge you and think you weren’t worth the time, in which he wouldn’t be so untrue "I’m sorry to say that but you will probably have to wait here. We don’t really have any ice at our disposition, at least at this hour of the night. And if you don’t put something cold on your burn, it will probably leave marks.I would not leave if I had the choice but you can’t afford to go out now that I ruined your clothes, I’m absolutely sorry. Would you mind staying here for a few minutes? There’s a shop nearby and I they sell ice, I'm just going quickly!"He flashed you an apologetic smile before turning back to the elevator and leaving you on your own, your thoughts a bit fuzzy. What had just happened? Was it even real, or were you dreaming? Well, your arm stinging was undeniably an efficient way to remind you that you indeed were in real life. You wished you could just leave right now, and spare yourself from stressing over the fact that you had solely ridiculed your person in front of Xiumin. But he definitely stated he was going to come back and in that case, it would be more impolite to abandon him... You didn't want to appear as someone more terrible! While waiting, you sat on the floor and decided to brainstorm about new lyrics: you should make the most out of this unexpected break!

“Hi, there,” whispered a voice. You hummed, your eyes closed, and wrapped your arms around yourself even more as a way to say “leave me please.”The intruder had the audacity to laugh a little at you and you would have seen his smirk had your eyes be open.“Come on Little Miss, you have to at least move your arms so I can heal you properly.” Your eyes fluttered a bit, and you gazed up to Xiumin, all fluster forgotten as you were too sleepy to move; “Ah, Minseok-Oppa, I just want to sleeeeep,” you whined, pouting up your lips unconsciously. A prolonged silence followed your intervention. In the meaning moment, you had all the time to witness the way his eyes grew wider and wider, shock flashing on his face. You closed your eyes again, wishing to go back to sleep - which you probably did because the next thing you recalled was being more or less carried by someone to some place, not that you cared. It was lulling you to sleep with the movement and the warmth emanating from the person. You snuggled up in Xiumin's arms and rested your face in the crook of his neck, finding it a good pillow.

If you weren't feeling flustered at all, it was not Xiumin case: all he wanted at first was to buy something to eat for him and Sehun.They both had a tight schedule, and they had just come back shortly to the company building, Sehun having a bit of filming to do before finally going back to the dorms. He had wanted to give the cereal bar to Sehun before he got back to filming and that's why he had rushed in the zone and unexpectedly had an accident with you. He immediately felt bad for you — your clothes were totally ruined — and when he heard you hissing, he decided to take a look at your arm: you were an idol, and you really couldn't afford to be hurt, especially not when you were on promotion. His immediate reaction was to bring you to the infirmary but at 3:00 AM, it would be closed, leaving him no choice but to go get ice. He left you in a hurry, texting a quick message to let Sehun know there was an urgency and he wouldn't bring him something to eat right now. The maknae answered in a short span of time and threatened that if the reason wasn't good enough, his hyung will have to pay for leaving him without food. A laugh could be heard from Xiumin as he knew Sehun actually enjoyed your group and found you the cutest among all the members! He bought everything quickly, adding some kimbap for Sehun and immediately went back to the building. 

When he entered the break room, he stopped on his track: you were resting on the floor. He was worried that you had passed out because of the pain. He approached you with caution, worry etched on his face, but he relaxed as he didn’t hear you whimper. He tried talking to you, hoping to obtain a reaction but you blatantly ignored him and muttered a sleepy "leave me please". But your next word to him was the worst: in your sleepy state, you had called him "Minseok-Oppa", as if you had known him for a long time and were close to him. His eyes still crinkled up as he softly smiled: he was used to this denomination by the fans but no one actually called him that in such an innocent way and that got his heart wavering just a bit. By the time, he registered everything, you had closed your eyes once again and he decided he couldn’t let such an angel rest on the floor — in a position that would certainly cause you a great deal of suffering — and he decided to transport you somewhere comfortabler where you would be able to rest normally.He placed one of his arms around your shoulders, carefully straightening you up. Once this was done, he moved his arm on your back, maintaining you, and placed his other arm on your knees hollow. He then lifted you gently, making sure you were secure in his arms — and were not going to fall, you had already been hurt enough for the night — and started to walk in Sehun’s direction, knowing his manager would probably know what to do about the situation. The few persons he came across exchanged strange look upon seeing him carrying you bridal style, even more after you had nestled in his neck, not that he complained about it.

Once he reached the studio Sehun was in, he delicately put you down on one of the sofas before smoothly walking to the manager, explaining the whole situation as he saw him raising a brow at the grandiose entrance. After a few moments and hushed answers, the manager finally nodded and dialed a number to contact your very own manager, which was -by a twist of fate- one of his friends. He immediately came to retrieve you, and you pursued your sleep, not waking up once. So when morning came around, there was no need to say that you were disoriented: your last memories were of going to the cafe room and meeting Xiumin, him leaving…And then? You bolted up: where were you anyway? Your heartbeat calmed down when you recognised your dorm and questioned yourself on how you had happened to come back here. You screwed your eyes shut, trying to stimulate your remembrance, but it did little to nothing, especially when someone assaulted you, tackling you on the bed: a huff could be heard, as you were now squished between the mattress and the ever so energetic maknae of the group, who wasn’t planning on letting you go any moment soon. She started her interrogation "why-is-there-a-photo-of-you-in-Xiumin-arms-what-happened-do-you-know-each-other-why-haven’t-you-introduced-us-are-you-in-a-relationship-?" and you simply stopped listening at this point feeling the beginning of a headache forming. You tried to move and thankfully, your "aggressor" permit you to push her down only because she knew you couldn’t answer with her on your back. You shrugged and dismissed her by saying she would have to wait a bit, as you didn’t want to repeat your story X times to every member of the group. You then got up and walked straight in the shower, cleaning yourself and relaxing against the hot stream of water, feeling your cheeks turning red when you thought about last night once again: what could have happened? You dressed up and left the shower after taking a loooong breath, mentally preparing yourself to be attacked by questions. 

You went in the living room and when you took the first step in, you could feel six pairs of eyes turning in your direction at the exact same time, all conversations ending in synchronisation. You continued your walk to the cafe machine as some of your members started to talk again, taking where they left off. Once your coffee was ready, you sat on a stool and decided to start on with the "story."You explained to your best what had happened, and asked for them to fill in all the moments you had apparently missed. Including a picture of you being carried in Xiumin arms apparently. You weren’t sure you were flattered or mortified when you witnessed this: as if you hadn’t already made a fool of yourself, you could cross "falling asleep in front of someone very attractive" from your bucket list. 

Today was a day off and you were already thinking of relaxing comfortably during the day, lazing around, but you remembered you still had to complete what you started the night before and obviously hadn’t finished. You excused yourself after breakfast and went directly to the studio where you finally finished your lyrics. You also did some recordings  -and a little bit of editing on one of the covers you had been working on for a long time. You only stopped when your stomach growled and you checked the time, realising it was well past 12. You still called your manager, hoping he hadn’t eaten and would accept your offer to treat him for dinner, as a way to apologise for the night before. To your enchantment, he accepted right away. You decided on a place and immediately started walking toward the place, sometimes interrupted by fans wanting a selca with you, or your autograph, but that wasn’t really bothering you: it actually was a relief to see that some people knew about you even though you were part of a rookie group. You tried to ignore all the harsh stares some persons send your way, relieved that no one called you out. You arrived just before your manager but didn’t have to wait too long before he came around. You immediately got up and bowed your head low, embarrassed because of what you forced him to do but he simply smiled, telling you that this was not a problem. He even scolded you a little, saying you had to take a better care of yourself and not forget to rest, adding it was better than to apologise. You bowed a second time - thinking that you wouldn’t do it again because you couldn’t afford to pay a meal for your manager a second time anyway. Everything went on without a hitch, and you paid at the end - after insisting a long time. Your manager offered to take you back to the studio with his car and you accepted. But just before you got in, he went to retrieve a bag from the trunk. You watched him as he offered it to you once you got installed in the car, and were about to ask a question but the look in your manager's eyes made you swallow your words. He simply indicated for you to open it and started to drive. You looked at the bag, trying to know what it could contain (And why?) but there was no name written, no brand…You took off the ribbon that was closing it and immediately looked, feeling excitement: getting a gift was always something people enjoyed and you were no exception. You took out a plain white shirt from it, made in a satin tissue that was making it pleasant to the touch. You were touched by the attention and were thinking of a good way to thank your manager, when you remarked a piece of paper at the bottom of the bag. "This is just a way to repay you after the accident yesterday, I hope you’ll like this shirt. Sorry again. Minseok-Oppa." Your eyes immediately froze once you read this and you had a flashback of the moment. If you weren't already mortified before, this was the last straw: you had called Xiumin by his real name (the first problem is that you weren't that close to him), and you added the dreaded word of Oppa after, you clearly were out of your mind. You were still panicking and almost missed the moment your manager called you out to say you had reached the studio.

You still had enough of your mind to thank him and got out, not forgetting to take your bag (which seemed to have gotten a lot heavier now that you knew about the message in it).You marched straight to the entrance and made a beeline to your studio, hoping not to cross anyone you knew and possibly not Xiumin. You slowed down a bit after arriving in the right corridor without crossing an unwanted path. Only to advance further and realise someone was in front of your door. The said person was probably here by coincidence, of course, you tried to persuade yourself while still knowing this was impossible. Even more when you came closer — taking baby steps in the direction — and you swore under your breath as you took in every detail of Xiumin. This time you were more conscious of everything and with the lights on, you could totally check him out: you realised his hair — he died it black for his Kokobop comeback — was now longer and a light shade of brown, fluffy instead of curly. It wasn’t to your dislike, in fact; it seemed more natural, and you had the want to run your hand through his hair to see if this was as soft as it seemed to be. You continued to walk in his direction, looking at your feet as you couldn’t bring yourself to face him after everything that had happened - including your moment of appreciation just a few seconds before, but he wasn’t looking your way so it was okay, right? Finally, you were in front of him, lifting your head from the ground and sucking in a breath as you realised you were way too close to Xiumin. His eyes - which were now an unexpected kind of supernatural kind of blue -, caught your attention before slowly training your gaze on his heart-shaped lips that looked so incredibly soft… YOU NEED TO STOP, SERIOUSLY, THIS WAS GOING NOWHERE! You cleared up your throat, took a step back and engaged the conversation: "Hi Xiumin, what a surprise to see you, I did not expect that! Wh-what are you here for exactly?"you caught on the full smile blossoming on Xiumin’s lips didn’t aid you at all: what was this guy doing to your heart anyway? "Hello Y/N" his honey-voice greeted you."As I can see, you already received the shirt, I just wanted to make sure it was to your liking." He paused a few seconds before scratching his neck, obviously uncomfortable, "I also wanted to know if you had anything on your arm?" You blinked once and twice, surprised — astonished even — that someone cared for you that much: you only encountered him, not even a day ago, and he was checking up on you. Even your friends weren’t that concerned about you! To answer, you lifted your arm high up, bringing the sleeve down to make him see that, in fact, you hadn't got any mark. "Well, I didn’t expect to see you again, but I need to thank you for… Everything? I’m sorry I was such a mess and acted like a child, I hope you aren’t afraid…"you half-joked, checking quickly into his eyes, waiting for a flash of an agreement. But he did nothing of the sort. "Oh, and if I can repay you with anything, just ask," you added, "I’d be glad to help." He reacted to this, facing you with a blank stare before leaning in just a bit: you didn’t move, frozen on the spot. "If you ask, I have a favour to ask then." His voice now seemed husky, much more intense than before, "Would you agree on meeting me at the restaurant down the street, the one with a green logo?" His forwardness caught you off guard and for a few seconds, you weren’t able to form words.When you opened your mouth, no sound came out and you decide on shaking a yes with your head: this was safer in order not to ridicule further. At the exact moment you did, Xiumin took a step back, flashing you a smile before slowly walking away and chanting very loudly — for you at least — "Then it’s a date!"And with that, he was gone.

You stood frozen in the same place a long moment before precipitating yourself in your studio, closing the door behind you with a loud clack: what was happening? Did he just... Asked you out? Were you looking too much at what had happened? Well, anyway, you absolutely needed to get prepared. You couldn’t obviously face him wearing those clothes!You tucked your phone out and typed a message to your closest friend "Hiiiiii, need help to find outfit ASAP" and then, you burst out of the room. Before going back in a few seconds after, as you couldn’t exactly let the computer on, turning off the lights, fumbling with your keys and finally closing the door. You ran out to your dormitories, deciding this was quickest than waiting for a taxi, and you arrived panting with all your might. You could feel the gaze of some members piercing your back, but you ignored them — definitely something you have been used too since the morning — and got in your room, followed by one precise person. "So, what did you leave this message for?" the rapper, and also close friend, Park Aera asked calmly. You tried sitting down, got up the second after and started to pace around the room, explaining the situation you had gotten the best of your ability. She had the kindness not to cut you right off when she realised you were simply panicking because of a date, simply nodding at necessary times and giving you the support you obviously craved. She only interrupted after 15 minutes, knowing you would probably blame yourself for talking too much instead of preparing yourself. With her advice, you decided on putting something a bit stylish — not exactly your everyday suit — with some casual jeans. When you looked at you in the mirror, you frowned: you seemed too… Normal?Like you hadn’t put any effort in your style at all, especially if the person didn’t know you. Your expression compelled your friend to laugh, and your glare did absolutely nothing to diminish her moment. When she calmed down, she completed in a strangled voice that you obviously required "accessories."She lent you one of her silver bracelet adorned with a distinct star (It was one of your favourites and she realised your lingering gaze whenever you put it on, this was your night so why not going all out?), you put a black velvet choker around your neck, knowing it would suit you well (Or at least, that’s what people said after you had performed with one on.) You scrambled in your mess to find a handbag that was appropriate, not too small nor too big, that would go well with what you already had on. Once you settled on a model with straps you could carry on your shoulder, you turned back to your friend with a preoccupied look on your face. She rolled her eyes at your antics before taking all the different colours of nail polish she had. She compared them to your outfit before settling on a colour that would compliment you well. She applied it with experience - that always left you surprised because she really was amazing. She had saved you multiple times already, when you had come late in the dorms and were wearing dark circles under your eyes the day after. As soon as she finished, she completed your make-up by putting a foundation, a tiny line of eyeliner to enhance the peculiar form your eyes had, some blush and light colours. All of this to make your "innocence" shine even if it's still contained a "touch of maturity".

Now, standing in the centre of the white room, the one you used for dance practice, the one your group would always use, you weren't able to feel closer and still far away from the person you formerly were. You however had all those moments, all the ushered whispers, all the promises, you could still decide to be selfish… But you couldn’t do this to him. Your face was turned down as you tried to compose yourself and not let the make-up be ruined by tears. A huff near you reminded you that you didn’t have all your life and you decided it was your cue, you should stop thinking back. You raised your head quickly, gathering your emotions. The words spilt from your mouth, cutting through the air like knives: "I firstly want to apologise to all the fans that feel offended by what you discovered. I have no excuses for what had happened. I would want you, I actually beg you" your voice was booming in the desolate place, resonating"to still demonstrate your full support to my band, they weren’t involved in anything." You paused. "And then, please continue on supporting EXO, it wasn’t their fault either," You gulped at the idea of the next words that were going to leave your mouth, closed your eyes a few moments, trying to find the motivation necessary during this brief instant. When they fluttered open, they were saturated with determination "I know I’m in no place to ask anything from you and that’s why I’m breaking up with Min-Xiumin", you caught yourself the last second. "Please, please please". Your voice was breaking by now. "Support him. I never wanted him to receive hate because of me so now that I’m out of the image, support him.” With this, you nodded slightly, meaning the video could be cut.You held your head high in the studio, asking if they needed to retake a part but everything was fine. You changed your clothes quickly, putting on a hoodie to hide your face. 

Once you got out of the room, or more like once you escaped this place, you broke down. The tears ran on your cheeks, but you didn’t even try stopping them, knowing the unusefulness of the action. You wanted to walk your dorms, but you felt extremely weary, too wounded and knew you wouldn’t be able to make it there. In lack of idea within your distance, your feet carried you over the pause room, which was full of persons. You didn’t dare look at someone — afraid they would think of it as a sign to engage a conversation with you — and sat down on a sofa. You quickly pulled your phone out and waited for the notification. Once you received, you typed a message on a conversation you had just created between your group and EXO "I’m sorry about everything, hope this can solve the issue."You pressed the button send, not even realising you were whimpering when you did and tried to stand up, your job here done. Your legs failed you, and you crashed on the floor: the impact rendered you dizzy. All the surroundings lights seemed fuzzy before, colours mixing in a blur and then disappearing, abandoning you in the dark. Your hearing was failing you too and the last thing you heard was a familiar voice calling out your name in fear.

Jaebum

 He wouldn’t have been the one to put it in the dorms but when he realised its presence, he wouldn’t throw it away, probably only make a comment about the utility of its presence. He wouldn’t really bother himself with that, that is until he found you right under the mistletoe. He would casually walk toward you and stop in his tracks when Bambam actually walked ran your way. The grin on you man face would be too prominent and accentuated for Jaebum to think this was a simple coincidence. Especially when Bambam turned you around to face his leader and wink right at him before starting to hover you. Finally, Jaebum decided that the game was enough and he would trudge your way, shoving Bambam out of the way and lashing his lips to yours possessively: your plan had worked just as you wanted!

Jackson

 You both were out, casually strolling in a calm ton you had decided to spend your holidays at. You were enjoying the scenery, taking in all the decorations surrounding you and lighting you up with different colours. You felt like a princess who just got out of her prison and was discovering the world around her, this vision helped by the fact that no one knew Jackson here so you were free to do whatever without having to stress about the consequences. A shop with fluffy toys in its vitamin caught your attention and you immediately ran toward it, pulling an amused Jackson along.  Your eyes were trained on the tiny deer keychain and you were thinking deeply about buying it, not really giving attention to your partner at that moment. That is until he decided to reap you off of your contemplation, pulling you right at the entry of the shop, looking up all the while. By reflex, you copied his attitude and caught sight of the mistletoe hanging. You looked right at Jackson right after but he decided to take it slow, dropping his gaze little by little, asking for permission. As you didn’t move, he gently pressed his lips against yours as you closed your eyes, the magic enveloping you.

Jinyoung

 He is the kind of person who wouldn’t really care about mistletoe, mostly because he had forgotten about the customs around it. The members were aware of it, having dropped some hints about it that he hadn’t understood. That’s why they had set up a bouquet of mistletoe in their flat, making sure to place it in a frequented place (the kitchen to be precise), carefully avoiding it. They even set up a plan, placing themselves at strategic points so that you and Jinyoung didn’t have any other choice than to stand right under the arrangement. It would take you a long moment before you realised the thing up in the air (and it would be thanks to the members annoyed expressions at your lack of reaction, as well as the fact that Youngjae gave in, figuring t would take you all day long to finally notice the thing). This would lead to a short kiss -as Jinyoung didn’t really like to show you off in front of the members, privileging your private time over this. He would certainly be more affectionate with you later on as a way to apologise.

Youngjae

 When he first noticed the mistletoe hanging in their dance practice room, he knew he needed you to come here and decided to set a tactic up. He asked the other members for help (taking lessons with each one of them to inspire himself and progress. And it was as embarrassing as it seems, even more, because he was basically learning something to learn in a duo). You were more than delighted when you received an envelope which contained an invitation to the JYP’s studios, letting you come and see GOT7 next choreography. Even though you were perplexed at the presentation of the letter, you found the old-fashioned way to do it charming and didn’t make a comment. When the day came around, you went to the building and after registering your presence, you found your way to the practice room. You settled down quietly in the back, worried over the fact that no one actually was in the room. You didn’t have to wait for long before the door opened once again, to reveal all the members dressed up formally in black suits. They took their formation but to your surprise, no music was playing. Jaebum started to sing and every member started the choreo… You were left perplex with what was happening, even more, when the chorus came around and Youngjae stepped out, walking gracefully toward you and extending his hand your way as he kneeled down. You hadn’t even seen Mark coming behind you -too perplex because of what was happening- before he gently pushed you forward. Youngjae would smoothly lead you on, spinning you around and waltzing until you stood just underneath the mistletoe. Then, he sweetly kissed you, only pulling out because of Bambam’s and Yugyeom’s screams but that wouldn’t stop both of you from beaming blissfully to each other.

Bambam

 He knew about the tradition, having found about it online and deciding it was quite entertaining. He was set on buying some mistletoe but once at the flower shop, he didn’t feel so keen on it anymore. It wasn’t that he didn’t want to buy it but he simply found the idea not the practical. Because, seriously, you would probably end up getting underneath the mistletoe accidentally once and that would be the end of the joke. Or SOMEONE (hum… Mark) could take his revenge and actually decide to get closer to you to make him jealous (they knew not to step over their bounds but during such a period, their Christmas spirit could make them too insistent. And that’s why he would’ve have done if he was in the same position so better be prepared rather than have a surprise). Suddenly, a man came in the store and asked for something specific that provided Bambam with the best idea ever. The following day, you were cooking while talking with Jackson when someone came behind you, draping an arm over your frame. You turned around, only to crack up into a fit of giggles at the sight of your boyfriend’s silliness with a wristband made out of mistletoe.

Yugyeom

 You two were actually fed up with mistletoe. This was like a curse: wherever you two were going, you were doomed to come upon some mistletoe. It may have been fun the five firsts times but then, it simply started to get too much. Sadly, they were ALWAYS members around you whenever you stepped under the goddam plant, obligating you to kiss each other (they wouldn’t let you escape). It wasn’t really your fault to step under it, you just couldn’t avoid it. Hanging outside the door when you got out of the shower, on the place you sat at when you were hanging with them… Worse: even when you got out to shop, you were SURE to find some mistletoe your way and that couldn’t possibly be the members! Seriously, this was more than getting on both of your nerves. During this winter, you had decided to go skiing for a few days (the whole group together) and you were now walking in the forest when Youngjae fell and as he was walking right behind you, he crashed right on you. You let out a looooong sigh when you realised this had caused you to end up right under the mistletoe. Yugyeom would roll his eyes at the sight and then exchange a cheeky grin with you as he came closer, helping you up and gently kissing your hand as he helped you up.