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The ATLOP/To Make a Legend Series: Rated T (In Progress)
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Stories of the Future's Past: Rated T (In Progress)
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Pray to the King, the Protector, the Murderer (Pray to Time): Rated T (In Progress)
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Guide Me (Through the Storm): Rated G (In Progress)
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Symbol of the Ocean's Love: Rated T (In Progress)
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I've spent years complaining about how I think it's been unreasonably difficult to purchase a Camp Half-blood t-shirt for the kids in my life who are fans of the PJO book series. Since the TV show, there have been official shirts, sure, but I think the first time I checked, they weren't actually being sold on my country? (I do not need any advice on how to acquire shirts. I have acquired the shirts, thank you.)
This rant has also extended into how I think it's kind of silly that all of these different publishers wouldn't also go the extra distance to make t-shirt and other merchandise designs for EACH individual cabin. I think fans would have gotten a real kick out of that even if individualized cabin t-shirts aren't the canonical book designs. I think it's fun. It just seems to me like this should have been an obvious merch avenue from the beginning, you know?
And recently, while talking with one of those PJO fans I bought shirts for, I extended the individualized cabin shirts rant into how I think this is also a missed opportunity beyond merchandising... I think it could have been a fun and interesting visual storytelling tool in the TV show or in the movie adaptations.
Like, logistically in-universe, going by everything else at the camp, it would be so, SO easy for a Hephaestus or Apollo or whoever kid to set up a screen-printing station or whatever. Or for the camp to acquire fabric markers in bulk or something. Decorating t-shirts is a not uncommon, classic camp activity! (Tie-dye. Someone at this camp is doing tie-dye.) I think we can also say it's reasonable that these kids might want to show off their personal style AND cabin pride however they can... and different cabins having different shirt designs is a way to do that!
For example, let's say that Annabeth's shirt says "Athena Cabin" underneath "Camp Half-blood". Maybe it has the cabin number on the back, and maybe her name "CHASE" is written above that. To get fun with it, maybe there's an owl above the front lettering and it's all framed by olive tree branches or something. Maybe the sleeves also have little olives and leaves! Elegant style. Exact design doesn't matter.
The point narratively: campers look at Annabeth and instantly know who she is and where she belongs. Good for a visual medium. GREAT contrast against Percy when he first arrives... because Percy's shirt will be blank. No cabin name. No number. No stylistic flourishes claiming him as part of a claimed group. MAYBE someone scribbled "JOHNSON" on the back of his too-big shirt in permanent marker, because that's what they were told the name was and they don't want the kid's clothes to get mixed up with all the other unclaimed campers' clothes in the laundry.
I like the orangeness of the shirts, so I think I'd keep them all orange, but if I wanted to be EXTRA obvious about this... I'd make all the cabins have different colour shirts. Athena in gray, Apollo in yellow, Ares in red, so on and so forth. Exact colours do not matter to me EXCEPT 1) Poseidon Cabin's shirt (probably a deep sea blue) stands out sooo clearly from the crowd. As soon as Percy is claimed, he visually stands out as a lonely outsider among everyone else.
2) Hermes Cabin's colour needs to be that basic orange and all the unclaimed campers also need to be given orange shirts (though only Hermes kids actually have the cabin name and number officially on there). You can then have Luke express some wry bitterness that Hermes kids don't get their "own thing" because their cabin has to take in all the "unwanted" kids too.
Again, personally, I like the orange, but I do think changing the colors per cabin would be a valid artistic choice (I don't think they're getting around to the sequel series, so I don't think it's a concern, but you could make a point that no one wears purple). In-universe, it would be easy to tell different cabins apart during capture-the-flag games this way. From a storytelling perspective, it would easily visual mark people like Clarisse and her siblings (Percy's antagonists initially) for the audience. And I do personally think being able to easily tell characters apart is more important in a show than sticking exactly to the book.
The other advantage to this is that you can do individualized character storytelling through costume as well. Maybe different campers would choose to decorate their shirts in different ways! Maybe some of them have added embroidery or patches. Maybe there's official camp decoration (cabin name, number, and camper name), then people add on to that with bleach or fabric markers. Some people are super creative and some people keep it plain.
Maybe campers who know their parent but aren't part of the official 12 Olympians decorate their shirts anyway with their own designs. Maybe campers who hate their parent have "vandalized" their shirts somehow to reflect that. Maybe older campers will pass on their shirts to younger half-siblings. Maybe campers will have both "fancy" new shirts to wear to special events, and more raggedy and colorful "casual" shirts just to wear around.
This would also give us the opportunity to see Percy's shirts evolve in various ways over the years. Maybe his first Poseidon Cabin shirt is kept pretty plain. Maybe the next year's shirts are decorated for or by Tyson somehow, and so on. Maybe by the last year (of the story), we see that Percy actually still has his orange unclaimed camper shirts sitting in his drawers in the Poseidon Cabin, way too small for him by the time he's 16, because throwing them out felt awkward and wrong.
waitβ¦β¦thinking about little twelve year old annabeth blushing and βhyperventilatingβ around luke... we know she lost the dgaf war ages ago but like. thatβs so funny. and i know thatβs her in her little puppy love crush phase or whatever but now iβm just imagining annabeth reacting the same way around percy and heβs so baffled by it. heβs used to βcool girlβ annabeth who gets shit done and is rather blunt with him and has her moments of vulnerability around him but sheβs always somewhat composed through it all. and now suddenly she canβt meet his eye and her cheeks are so red and heβs absolutely lost abt it LMAO
he passes by annabeth without a second thought, his hand just barely grazing her back, and suddenly sheβs got butterfingers and drops the box of beads for arts and crafts all over the place. he stops and doubles back to help her clean up but she steps back onto the beads and her foot slips out from under her and she almost eats shit. he catches her and she reacts so viscerally she ends up elbowing him in the nose and dragging both of them down to eat shit. oh sheβs utterly humiliated BAHHAHAHA she catches herself giggling at one of his jokes one time and is horrified by it. sheβs losing her aura so bad sheβs gotta lock in
she learns that if she keeps her eyes off of him then she can keep most of her composure. so when percy hits her with that βdonβt i get a kiss for luck? itβs kind of traditionβ¦β she keeps her eyes FIRMLY on the army of monsters to respond nonchalantly. but trust the second she was alone with michael again, she dropped her dagger and had to take a quick lap before locking in again
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What is so compelling about Percy and Annabeth's conflict over Luke is that they're both right and they're both wrong.
Percy thinks Luke has committed atrocities that make him worthy of death. And he's not wrong. Annabeth thinks Luke has been manipulated by Kronos and still has good in him, and she's not wrong.
I think it is easier to oversimplify Percy's perspective than it is Annabeth's - Luke betrays Percy and tries to kill him repeatedly and so Percy hates his guts out of spite. He therefore can't see why Annabeth keeps defending him. But Percy's rage and hatred towards Luke are justified and logical and continually reinforced by the narrative.
What Luke does to Percy in the Lightning Thief is deeply personal and it allows Percy to experience firsthand just how manipulative and astoundingly cruel he can be. This is a perspective which I don't think Annabeth could ever share, because his relationship with her was authentic, while Luke's relationship with Percy was a sham. When Percy gets to camp, he is confused and desperate for straight answers, he has just lost his mother, Chiron and Grover and Annabeth are essentially hopeless at explaining what's really going on in his life and truly, while they're not trying to be cruel and it's just old hat for them, it still comes across like they have very little sympathy for Percy and how badly his whole world has just been upended. From Percy's perspective, Luke is the only one who has the presence of mind to think "hm, this 12 year old kid who just lost everything he has in the world probably needs a sleeping bag and a toothbrush. I'll go get them for him." Percy explicitly says that this is "the nicest thing anybody had done for me all day." Luke is the only one who sincerely answers Percy's questions and doesn't make him feel stupid for asking them - again, I know Chiron & co. are not doing that on purpose, but for the entire beginning of TLT, Percy asks a perfectly logical question and gets a weird look and a half answer that assumes he's supposed to know more than he can reasonably be expected to know (considering he was actively being lied to for his entire life!) Luke is also the only person who Percy thinks "seemed to understand how lost I felt." And of course we know how moved he is by Luke's gift of the shoes, to the point that he even feels guilty for lying to Luke about not using them.
And the whole time, the entire reason Percy is in this situation is because of Luke. Had Luke not stolen Master Bolt and the Helm, Percy might have been able to continue in the mortal world for a few more years. Or at least his introduction to the mythic world would have been less traumatic - both the Fury and the Minotaur (his worst attacks to date) are sent from Hades, looking for the Helm. Zeus blasts Percy and Sally off the road on their way to camp out of spite for the Master Bolt - otherwise, they would have all three made it to safety and Percy never would have needed to fight the Minotaur (and again, the Minotaur would have never been chasing him in the first place). Sally is kidnapped by Hades as a bargaining chip. All this, because Percy was framed for Luke's crime.
And worse - Luke knows that the entire time. He summons a hellhound to attack Percy inside of Camp, to make Chiron think it's not safe for him to stay there. The hellhound attack is before Percy is claimed, meaning Luke has already committed to framing Percy before he's revealed as Poseidon's son (publicly, at least. It seems Kronos and Hades and Zeus already have figured it out. Itβs not like itβs rocket science lol). And then after ruining Percy's life and forcing his hand to go on this insanely dangerous quest, Luke gives him shoes that are designed to drag him into Tartarus. Percy is twelve! Twelve! And he is a completely blank slate in the myth world - for all Luke knows, Percy would have wanted to join Kronos! But he never gets that opportunity - Kronos just wants to use him and Luke is seemingly completely fine with this. And Percy knows that Luke had no qualms about it because he does a supervillain-style monologue about it at the end of the book. He shows Percy his sword that can specifically kill mortals. And then he lures Percy into the woods (again, Luke, age 19, using friendship to manipulate Percy, age 12) and tries to kill him. His parting words are "There is a new Golden Age coming. You won't be part of it." That is cold. Imagine if Percy actually had just died in the woods like he was supposed to - how dark is this?
It is no wonder that Percy never got over this moment - being left in the woods for dead by someone who shows absolutely zero remorse. After you put your trust in them. After they acted so kind to you that you never doubted their sincerity. This is the side of Luke that successfully recruited so many other campers - Silena being another example of someone who was taken in by his manipulation. Itβs Silenaβs plight that makes even Annabeth, his most faithful defender, question just how evil Luke has really become - so it makes complete sense that Percy, after being personally victimized by it, cannot see Luke as anything other than completely morally bankrupt.
Especially when Luke displays this level of cruelty with total lack of remorse again and again. Luke puts a bounty on the heads of demigods in Battle of the Labyrinth, and taunts Percy while he traps him in the battle arena. In SOM Luke is almost comically evil (to the point that itβs like, really too much - maybe it was written before Rick had hammered out his redemption arc): he pilots a cruise ship full of drugged mortal families, presumably kept there as prisoner. He (age 20) taunts Percy (age 13) about being βout of practiceβ while heβs beating him up in a duel to the death, then tells him that he wants Percy to watch his bear-monster eat Grover and Annabeth before he dies. He fights Thalia to the death at the end of TTC - and loses, but he was indeed the one that made it into a fight to the death. When it becomes clear that Thalia does not share Lukeβs worldview anymore and doesnβt want to destroy Olympus, he tries two different tactics at manipulating her. First, to beg her to join so Kronos doesnβt have to βuse the other wayβ that puts Lukeβs life in danger - and again Percy, who has been burned by Luke before, sees through it: βI believed that Luke was in danger. His life depended on Thaliaβs joining his cause. And I was afraid Thalia might believe it too.β But this doesnβt work on Thalia, so then Luke turns to, βdonβt make meβ¦ donβt make him destroy you.β Think of how this frames Thaliaβs choice! βJoin my cause because if you donβt then Iβll be in danger. But if you donβt then youβre the one who is making me destroy you.β I get it, all of this is nuanced because Luke really is in danger and heβs scared of his own master - he got in too deep and couldnβt find a way out. Defensible, no, but understandable and sympathetic - yes. Sad. Tragic. I feel bad for him. I think Percy does too! But it still puts Thalia in a completely unfair position. Luke is in this spot (and everyone else is also in dire straits at this exact moment) because of his own actions, so he has no business passing this off as if itβs now Thaliaβs responsibility. And this comes on the heels of one of Lukeβs absolute nastiest moments: preying on his old relationship with Annabeth and using her compassion for him against her, manipulating her into holding the sky, walking away while she screams and pleads for help and telling her to βtry not to die.β Stone cold. Percy is watching this exchange between Luke and Annabeth wanting to scream at her to βlet him die, let him die!β And itβs no wonder - he sees through the act now. Annabeth doesnβt. It very nearly kills her. Even though I do believe Luke would not have allowed Annabeth to actually die, there is absolutely nothing about his behavior that indicates he cares about seeing Annabeth in that much pain. Why would Percy ever believe that Luke actually cares about Annabeth, after witnessing that? It makes complete sense that Percy thinks Annabeth is delusional for not seeing how evil Luke really is. It makes complete sense that Percy tells Rachel Elizabeth Dare that Luke will use βmortals, demigods, monsters, whatever. And heβll kill anyone who gets in his way.β
I know Percy is vengeful, I know he is 100% down for murder of abusersβbut what Iβm getting at is that Luke fully earned Percyβs boiling hatred and he deserved it. Itβs justified, narratively. With this context, it is actually remarkable that Percy manages to overcome his inherent suspicion of Luke enough to actually hand him the knife. This is a known, and witnessed manipulation tactic that Luke has used against both Thalia and Annabeth - pretending that heβs in imminent danger. Itβs no small thing that Percy has to actually believe that Luke is not lying, this time.
Percy is not so jaded by Luke that his suspicion is irrationalβon the contrary, it is not only rational, but smart! And Percy, because he is fundamentally a compassionate person, is able to genuinely sympathize with Luke despite this when he witnesses Lukeβs upbringing. This is unprompted by Annabeth or even Hestiaβwhen Percy meets May he reflects, of his own accord, on how her green-eyed-fits could have seriously scared a nine-year-old and judges Hermes for abandoning them.
Still, Percy thinks Annabeth is naive about how evil Luke is, and in BOTL, it seems like he has grown so weary of her defenses that he deliberately antagonizes her about it:
βSomething was wrong with Luke,β Annabeth muttered, poking at the fire with her knife. βDid you notice the way he was acting?β
βHe looked pretty pleased to me,β I said. βLike heβd spent a nice day torturing heroes.β
βThatβs not true! There was something wrong with him. He lookedβ¦nervous. He told his monsters to spare me. He wanted to tell me something.β
βProbably, βHi, Annabeth! Sit here with me and watch while I tear your friends apart. Itβll be fun!ββ
βYouβre impossible,β Annabeth grumbled.
And again, they're both right and they're both wrong. Luke did want to spare Annabeth and he is nervous because he's about to be sacrificed to Kronos. And he also wanted Percy torn to pieces by monsters and absolutely did not give a crap about Rachel's life. There is no question in the narrative that Luke 100% wants Percy dead and would not lose sleep over it. It is, understandably, hurtful to Percy that Annabeth seems not to care about this, or at least not consider it significant enough to verbally acknowledge and condemn. And I think because his feelings are hurt, he doesn't want to listen to her (correct) assessment of Luke's mental state. Rachel provides a very interesting foil to Annabeth in this scene, where she is so disturbed by finally encountering firsthand the danger that is routine to Percy - she tells him that she thought he was going to die, and she sounds close to tears over it. Obviously the reader knows that Annabeth would be emotionally destroyed by Percy's death (and yes, Percy ought to know that too, and ultimately he does - he's even witnessed her grieving for him at this point) - but I don't think Percy feels that from Annabeth in this moment. It feels like Annabeth is more worried about Luke than she is outraged over what he just forced Percy to do. So he lashes out at her. This will happen again, when Percy loses Beckendorf on the Princess Andromeda and nearly dies himself, and the first thing Annabeth asks him about is whether or not Luke survived. And it will happen again, when Percy admits that he jumped in the Styx and Annabeth will begin to express concern for Percy, before her thoughts immediately divert worry back to Luke.
And yes, his resentment and jealousy about Luke prevent Percy from being able to seriously hear Annabeth:
βHe gave himself over to Kronos,β I said. βIβm sorry, Annabeth. But Luke is gone.β
βNo!β she insisted. βYou saw when Rachel hit him.β
I nodded, looking at Rachel with respect. βYou hit the Lord of the Titans in the eye with a blue plastic hairbrush.β
Rachel looked embarrassed. βIt was the only thing I had.β
βBut you saw,β Annabeth insisted. βWhen it hit him, just for a second, he was dazed. He came back to his senses.β
βSo maybe Kronos wasnβt completely settled in the body, or whatever,β I said. βIt doesnβt mean Luke was in control.β
βYou want him to be evil, is that it?β Annabeth yelled. βYou didnβt know him before, Percy. I did!β
βWhat is it with you?β I snapped. βWhy do you keep defending him?β
In this exchange, ultimately, Annabeth is completely correct, and she even is able to get to the heart of Percy's jealousy towards Luke. But the sadism Luke displays that she has ignored (or at least failed to openly condemn), has been wrong. So Percy can't hear it from her. He needs to witness it himself, through his visions of Luke's backstory in TLO. And Annabeth is naive about how evil Luke is - again, you'll see that perception be shattered when she comes to grips with how Luke used Silena. And she'll tell Percy: "You were right about Luke."
In the end, Percy, too, will tell Annabeth that she was βright about Luke.β And she was. He was being manipulated by Kronos, but there was still good left in him. But that doesnβt mean that Percy was wrong about all of the sadism that Luke displays to countless people over a period of years. And it doesn't make it somehow okay that Percy has witnessed the deaths of brave people and friends as a direct consequence of Luke's actions. I don't think Annabeth would disagree with that - I just think she doesn't TRULY come to terms with how bad some of Luke's actions truly were until nearly the end of TLO, and it's frustrating for Percy that she's so slow to process what he has been seeing all along.
And still years later readers are grappling with which one of these takes is the ultimate "correct" take because both of these perspectives were represented so well in the text and neither one of them are wholesale condemned. It's left open. In the end I think the text favors the interpretation that Luke redeemed himself and for that he is a hero - but in that very same resolution, he also dies as a result of his crimes.
Yuri percabeth is SO loved by me you have no idea. Sleeping on the same bag together on missions because they have to save space and they're two girls so it's not weird, right? Always touching/holding hands/hugging. Percy getting angry every time Annabeth mentions Luke because boys are gross anyways. "I never had a girl friend before, it does feel different". Kissing then not talking about it for a year???? The constant feeling of something lingering between them but never being able/too afraid to put it into words. Rachel getting into the picture and Percy saying "haha I guess I'm into girls" but she's too nervous and her hands are sweaty and Annabeth just stares at her then storms off without saying anything. Codependent girl friendships I know what you are.
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According to all known laws of aviation, there is no way a bee should be able to fly. Its wings are too small to get its fat little body off the ground. The bee, of course, flies anyway because bees don't care what humans think is impossible. Yellow, black. Yellow, black. Yellow, black. Yellow, black. Ooh, black and yellow! Let's shake it up a little. Barry! Breakfast is ready! Coming! Hang on a second. Hello? - Barry? - Adam? - Can you believe this is happening? - I can't. I'll pick you up. Looking sharp. Use the stairs. Your father paid good money for those. Sorry. I'm excited. Here's the graduate. We're very proud of you, son. A perfect report card, all B's. Very proud. Ma! I got a thing going here. - You got lint on your fuzz. - Ow! That's me! - Wave to us! We'll be in row 118,000. - Bye! Barry, I told you, stop flying in the house! - Hey, Adam. - Hey, Barry. - Is that fuzz gel? - A little. Special day, graduation. Never thought I'd make it. Three days grade school, three days high school. Those were awkward. Three days college. I'm glad I took a day and hitchhiked around the hive. You did come back different. - Hi, Barry. - Artie, growing a mustache? Looks good. - Hear about Frankie? - Yeah. - You going to the funeral? - No, I'm not going. Everybody knows, sting someone, you die. Don't waste it on a squirrel. Such a hothead. I guess he could have just gotten out of the way. I love this incorporating an amusement park into our day. That's why we don't need vacations. Boy, quite a bit of pomp... under the circumstances. - Well, Adam, today we are men. - We are! - Bee-men. - Amen! Hallelujah! Students, faculty, distinguished bees, please welcome Dean Buzzwell. Welcome, New Hive City graduating class of... ...9:15. That concludes our ceremonies. And begins your career at Honex Industries! Will we pick ourjob today? I heard it's just orientation. Heads up! Here we go. Keep your hands and antennas inside the tram at all times. - Wonder what it'll be like? - A little scary. Welcome to Honex, a division of Honesco and a part of the Hexagon Group. This is it! Wow. Wow. We know that you, as a bee, have worked your whole life to get to the point where you can work for your whole life. Honey begins when our valiant Pollen Jocks bring the nectar to the hive. Our top-secret formula is automatically color-corrected, scent-adjusted and bubble-contoured into this soothing sweet syrup with its distinctive golden glow you know as... Honey! - That girl was hot. - She's my cousin! - She is? - Yes, we're all cousins. - Right. You're right. - At Honex, we constantly strive to improve every aspect of bee existence. These bees are stress-testing a new helmet technology. - What do you think he makes? - Not enough. Here we have our latest advancement, the Krelman. - What does that do? - Catches that little strand of honey that hangs after you pour it. Saves us millions. Can anyone work on the Krelman? Of course. Most bee jobs are small ones. But bees know that every small job, if it's done well, means a lot. But choose carefully because you'll stay in the job you pick for the rest of your life. The same job the rest of your life? I didn't know that. What's the difference? You'll be happy to know that bees, as a species, haven't had one day off in 27 million years. So you'll just work us to death? We'll sure try. Wow! That blew my mind! "What's the difference?" How can you say that? One job forever? That's an insane choice to have to make. I'm relieved. Now we only have to make one decision in life. But, Adam, how could they never have told us that? Why would you question anything? We're bees. We're the most perfectly functioning society on Earth. You ever think maybe things work a little too well here? Like what? Give me one example. I don't know. But you know what I'm talking about. Please clear the gate. Royal Nectar Force on approach. Wait a second. Check it out. - Hey, those are Pollen Jocks! - Wow. I've never seen them this close. They know what it's like outside the hive. Yeah, but some don't come back. - Hey, Jocks! - Hi, Jocks! You gu
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