I owe you so much. I wouldn't be doing this, I wouldn't be here where I am today if it weren't for you. You've given me a chance to be free and that is the greatest gift that anyone has ever given me. It means so much to me and I am so grateful for that.

There is a time and place for feelings. I’m not saying to ignore your feelings or suppress them. Just avoid the emotional reactions. Handle your emotions in private so you can react in the best way possible. If you are feeling a very very strong emotion, do not act on that emotion. Instead find an outlet for yourself, whether it’s journaling, going to gym, drawing art or doing something creative. Do something to distract yourself from the emotional reactions temporarily until you can find a resolution that makes sense.

If pennywise shape-shifted into my biggest fear it’ll probably be my parents 😕

There’s nothing more overwhelming than living with people who make me feel guilty for what I’m feeling. I’m sorry, but I can’t always react the way you expect me to…I can’t be smiling and happy all the time. I have days where I feel sad too and that’s okay… guilt tripping won’t help. If I’m sad just let me be sad.

I choose me

Don’t get upset when a person talks bad about you. They have to talk about you. Cause when they talk about themselves nobody listens.

The problem is you want it now. But it takes small steps to get there.

I deserve a life where i wake up and don’t owe anyone an explanation just for existing the way i want to.

4 days clean from Instagram

It’s fucking exhausting being me. If I could get a surgery to remove a part of my brain, I’d do it. Even if it meant losing a part of who I am…