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@nahimjustfeelingit-writes This is the most unsurprising, manipulative thing I've ever seen.

Imagine your followers doxxing the person you WANTED them to harass and laugh at under a reblog of the post YOU MADE FOR THAT SPECIFIC REASON because you “wanted to” and thought it would be funny.

And then imagine pretending you don't know what's going on when people who follow you were still being snarky under my posts about me being doxxed that day because none of them seem to read before dick riding.

But then, imagine you somehow only got wind of it almost 42 hrs later because you miraculously heard you might actually get in trouble for ignoring and inciting the situation in the first place.

And imagine, twisting shit around AGAIN in that pinned post saying “doxxing is wrong, but my hottake is I'M being doxxed because the job I always talk about to all my “moots and followers” (which I was one of until a few weeks ago) and have/had listed in every single one of my tumblr bios until recently, was mentioned.”

Like it is deadass still in the bio of her “OG” tumblr, girl be so for real.

LOL AND THEN, imagine continuing to let people talk crazy in the comments of that post as if YOU are a victim right now??? OH, OKAY.

The craziest part is, I don't want to think she endorsed the doxxing, but she can't even take accountability or say sorry for her part in causing it to happen without trying to flip the blame on ME somehow and absorb some sympathy for it like SHE was the one wronged.

Like huh? Y’all don’t have to tell me shit else about this woman.

And before I say this next bit, let me repeat myself when I say I am not here to police fanfic writers that I believe use AI. If that’s how you take me being against it’s invasive and environmentally devastating usage, then look inward because you're worried about the wrong shit.

I have spoken in-depth several times about how the possibility of clocking AI writing with 100% accuracy is currently not possible. In fact, my accusation about AI to her in my initial message was secondary and spoken as a clear assumption until she began harassing me to “post back to back evidence”. But I am also not fucking stupid. And because she's stuck on being so lackadaisical about what she did to me, and her “moots” want me to “be direct”, I feel like it's only fair to tell you that the likelihood of me being right jumped up significantly.

All it took was a friend linking a comparison website they use for their school papers to see that probably EVERY chapter of her infamous "Say My Name" story was edited from the original texts in an attempt to humanize it from many of the things I listed in my posts about AI.

And NO this is not “an author just fixing their work”. Because what was wrong with it in the first place if she “has nothing to hide”?

Like, from the jump the summaries are different. Whatever, not a big deal.

But there are now random typos in words and places where there were no typos previously. The same way AI does when you tell it to humanize and omit certain tells. It “typo-ed” to the point that it changed all the Vertical Bar || symbols in her transition titles into capital i's.

Those constant groups of three sentence fragments are either reworded or grouped together in a paragraph to make them less obvious. The rhetorical question and answer tells are sometimes reworded to a more normal sounding sentence. There’s replacing of the words “still, deliberate” and other comparison prose I cite. And really tedious misspellings that were never there before that are now constantly splattered throughout the chapters.

Do what you will that info, but know these are the depths that people will go through to trick you. A lot of those self-published tiktok authors with already AI generated book covers get outed for leaving whole prompts in their work. Even in the artist/drawing world where I’m more heavily invested, scams of people using AI to get commissions is rampant because this shit hit us first over the pandemic before it came to the writing realm.

And I'm sick of people lying on me and trying to gaslight me as if I “did too much” on the person who exposed me to all this fuckery because she didn’t like being privately confronted about plagiarism. That comparison took me five minutes tops. So if that’s a lot of work for you then idk? Skill issue, I guess?

And I am being serious when I say that has happened to me several times before and I’ve never had it come to this. If anyone who cared enough about their work came to me with a problem, my immediate reaction would NOT be to pretend I can’t read, then screenshot all the replies and go to my 10k followers and say “I wanted to bring this to my moots 🥰.” Especially not on the basis of “being accused made me want to post it” and “I wanted to give her her day”.

So you did this under the pretense of teaching me some type of lesson, then deleted most of the evidence that proved me right? Hello?

But, congratulations! Your “day” of putting me up to be persecuted turned into weeks of harassment as you turned off your inbox and ghosted during the fallout of getting another Black woman called a whole mutt and doxxed with unauthorized pictures of her face from when they were a minor.

If anything, I hope you learn to be an actual positive influence in a community instead of that fake unbothered act you keep pulling.

And this should go without saying, but, if you follow me, don't go and return the harassment you’ve seen me get. I barely even have 400 followers on this blog, so I doubt anyone even listens to or acknowledges what I'm saying, but DO NOT say or do mean things to her.

This is exactly what I was talking about when I said that @nahimjustfeelingit-writes made shit public for this exact reason lol Because why the fuck would somebody with that many followers who ain't did shit wrong do what she did knowing shit like this would happen???

It's why she started deleting shit the same day in the first place because she knew any of the people under the comments of the post she made about it would do some shit like this.

They all some parasocial weirdos harassing me because they fave can't own up to borrowing my shit or have a normal conversation. So now they going around making whole new blogs and trying to find pictures of my face to put up with messages like this based on assumptions because they don't like that I talked about generative AI?!

"Mutts really be hating?" I guess that's why I got this ask the other day??

You sure can ask and I sure will answer ✨

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I'm in a yapping mood, so I wanna preface this by saying, this is all MY opinion about how I write detailed smut. And because I'm a fucking literary nerd, I'm going into a bit of that said detail.

So, tbh, the same techniques you use to write one part of a story are also used to write smut. But the most important thing I often find lacking in some smut is the technique:

"Show, Don't Tell"

I'm not afraid to drop an actual @, so once again, Hi Epiphany/nahimjustfeelingit-writes

EDIT: I want to clarify something that I did not realize was something people didn't understand because of the way she worded things to her followers but, we were mutuals. She actually followed me first not long after I posted my story because she reblogged it. Which was my point about mentioning interaction. I was on her dashboard until a couple weeks ago. And I can count on one hand the amount of times she was ever in my notifications after that, yet there are all these "coincidences".

I came to you privately and did my damnedest to be cordial and impartial about all this and you thought it would be cute of you to do this shit for whatever reason instead of just agreeing to disagree and blocking one another.

I sent you a DM yesterday afternoon that you ignored. I sent a few more messages that evening when I saw you replying to people. You ignored it. So I sent you an ask at 9:20 this morning that you could have also easily replied privately to and you chose not to.

I don't know why you felt the need to lie about that when it's in your own screenshots with timestamps. But then again, you barely read what I was saying to you before responding in the first place.

And it's probably why you reblogged this post trying to be funny after you talked to me.

I truly do not care about any of the shit you're waxing. You're saying more in public posts and asks than you were willing to say to my face one on one because you need followers echoing you in the background. Which tells me a lot about your character lol.

I chose the mature route of NOT publicly calling you out, and I'm glad I did. The bullshit you're egging on in your comments and asks just proves my point. You're trying to cover your ass by blasting this down the dashboard like some kind of social media influencer wannabe instead of someone in a fandom trying to cultivate a community.

I honestly could've done the same to you. I have other blogs with a hefty amount of followers as well, so I know how this goes. I've been on here since 2012 the same way you been here since 2018. But when I get responses like this, I no longer give a fuck about being nice or liked. I get my attention at home from friends and family like everyone else and come to tumblr for interaction from like-minded creatives.

Clearly that's not what you're about.

I was truly going to just leave things where they were in the DMs and block you, girl. But since you want to put on your clown wig and have everyone on here talking crazy, I'm taking off the filter.

And forgive me, Umber, for jumping on your post, but what are we doing 🫠

I already got wind of AI being other black fanfic spaces, but seeing it in sinners is...surpising?? But also disappointing.

Its not like Umber-Cinders came off rudely or anything. She came with screenshots and seemed to approach it pretty diplomatically. And with how far the other author content goes back and being as I am a incognito reader.

Im surpised she answered like that, instead of answering and generally talking about it. Seeing her blowing off the conversation and trying to bully Umber. Definitely has put a bad taste in my mouth for that corner of Sinners fandom.

That's cringe as hell.

𝑰𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒍𝒊𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝑰𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒙 - [Black Panther]

Erik “Killmonger” Stevens x Reader (Complete - NSFW 🔞Warning list in chapters)

You were young, dumb, and in love. You didn’t know what—or who—Erik was until it was too late to back out. Too late to undo the results of that positive pregnancy test. He might look human, but there was a monster under the brown of his skin. Refusing to allow the possibility of yourself becoming ‘like him’, you took your son and ran. 

For two years, you live in peace, tucked away in a neighborhood where no one knows your name. Things are fine until they aren’t. You start noticing the signs pretty early on. By the end of preschool, you can see the changes every time your baby smiles up at you. Then, during the summer of his sixth birthday, Erik makes his return. 

And this time, he’s not letting go.

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give them a variety of exes. give them relationships that shaped who they are but did not last. give them people they tried very hard to love but it didn't work out. give them situationships that taught them things. give them something deep that was real but could not endure. things that hurt. things that ended amicably. people with whom hot passion cooled to warm affection and became undying friendship.

​We see ideas and stories get stolen in this community constantly, and it’s weird. It is not hard to be a decent human being and show a little respect for the person who actually put in the work.

​Why giving credit is non-negotiable/Why it matters!!

It respects the author’s time -> Writing and brainstorming takes actual effort. Taking that work/idea and passing it off as your own is disrespectful to the time someone else spent.

It helps people find the original -> If someone likes the spin-off, they should be able to find the source that inspired it. Giving credit helps people find the original source. Hiding the source is just a way to gatekeep someone else's hard work.

It builds a better community -> Being honest about where your inspiration comes from makes this a more trustworthy and supportive space for everyone. A community built on theft eventually dies out because creators stop sharing.

​If you have enough time to copy an idea, you have enough time to credit the person who came up with it. It’s not a difficult concept—just have some rectitude and stop taking shortcuts at the expense of others.

Because I'm getting confused on why its like this here?

Is it the lack of understanding on how bad it is to help train AI for free on people's shit? Or not understanding how to catch it?

OR nobody gives af as long they pussy can be popped to it?

We gotta realize Ai will and does have favorite writing styles, smut words etc. It will repeat itself, it will sound lack lustered and the smut won't make any sense.

And pumping out 30k in a day and windering why its edited or just not...is yeah.

AI is in everything unfortunately and its hard not to read up on. And these spaces that are beinf cultivated by us for us.

You don't have to settle for less.

i don't want to read something you didn't sit in front of that screen and type out yourself. human curated fics always radiate emotions that cannot be mimicked by ai. ai generated work is very robotic and....cold to me. idk. it also just reads weirdly.

yeah, i've definitely come across some stuff, often times not even in the fandoms i'm in, and am like, "ya'll can't tell this is ai?" 😭 like i know the average reader, especially ones who don't actually write, could very easily miss the signs, but fellow writers....we can tell.

and, i don't know what makes me sadder—the fact that we're here or the fact that some people, like you said, don't even care. they just wanna read some shit 😭

There has been discussions about this in creative writing and in Art spaces about this. And I think people don't really care until it personally effects them I feel like sometimes.

And also the folks pumping out content with Ai want the platform but don't want to put in the work. And I agree, it IS tacky.

And yes, yes! AI Fanworks is almost omniscient and falls flat 🤣😭. It don't matter how many times its prompted.

Because I'm getting confused on why its like this here?

Is it the lack of understanding on how bad it is to help train AI for free on people's shit? Or not understanding how to catch it?

OR nobody gives af as long they pussy can be popped to it?

We gotta realize Ai will and does have favorite writing styles, smut words etc. It will repeat itself, it will sound lack lustered and the smut won't make any sense.

And pumping out 30k in a day and windering why its edited or just not...is yeah.

AI is in everything unfortunately and its hard not to read up on. And these spaces that are beinf cultivated by us for us.

You don't have to settle for less.

“this fic romanticizes bad things” then don’t read it

“this fic makes me uncomfortable and angry” then don’t read it

“this fic about my favorite fictional character goes against everything the character believes in in canon” then don’t read it

all of the problems you have with somebody else’s fanfic can be very easily solved by the act of Not Reading It

scroll past a fic if it’s something you don’t like, filter out tags about things you don’t want to see

no one forces you to read a fic that upsets you. also you can stop reading any fic at any time you want.