Sanctified Heat
The Rise of first Blood
Summary: When the preacherâs wife starts protesting outside The Blackline, Stack Moore mocks her from the shadows until her holy fire turns to something hotter. Plain and pious, Sister Marigold Baptiste hides a body made for sin, and Stack makes it his mission to break her righteousness down to the bone. Their hate burns into obsession, and soon sheâs sneaking out in her Sunday whites to be devoured in the dark. He fucks the holy out of her and sends her home to her husband full of his cum, knowing she canât bear children but she can carry the weight of his sin.
Warnings: HARDCORE SMUT (degration, dirty talk, BDSM, rough sex, deep throating, oral fixation, edging, cream pie, cheating, enemies to lovers) Angst. Southern Gothic.
Part Eight
The last lick of Sammieâs guitar echoed like a ghost in the rafters. The crowd erupted. Cheers and hoots and drunken applause filled the cabaret thick. Someone let out a sharp whistle. Another slapped the top of the upright piano hollering, âThatâs the blues, boy! Thatâs the blues!âÂ
Delta Slim hollered behind Sammie, laughing so hard he almost fell off the bench. Sammie lowered his guitar, his chest rising fast with adrenaline and sweat. And joy. Real joy. To be seen, heard, and appreciated. His fingers tingled from the strings.Â
And thenâŠhe saw her.Â
Evangeline.Â
Not far from the bar, standing between two other girls who clapped and hollered with the rest of the room. She wasnât hiding now. Her chin was up, dress pressed just right against the lines of her body, dark curls pinned back with a silver clip.Â
She waved. Shy-like.Â
It hit Sammie like a second solo.Â
He stepped off the stage and cut through the crowd toward her. Voices called at him as he passedâpraises, back slaps, someone offering him a smoke and another a glass of rye, but Sammie barely heard them.Â
âYou came,â he said, voice still a little breathless.Â
Evangeline folded her arms, pretending not to be impressed. âI did,â she said, slow and honeyed. âYou gonâ get me and my girls a drink, Preacher Boy?âÂ
Sammie grinned. ââCourse.âÂ
Evangeline smiled back, pleased, then turned and ushered her girls toward the bar like royalty leading her court.Â
They made their way through bodies pressed close, past a man in suspenders slow-dancing with a girl in nothing but beads and a feather boa, past women draped across velvet chairs with slits up their thighs and men watching from the shadows.Â
âPippy,â Sammie called once they reached the bar, âmake them what you made me earlier.âÂ
Pippyâbrown-skinned and quick-handed with a gold tooth in her grinâsaluted him with a muddler already in motion. âCominâ up, sugar.âÂ
The drinks slid across the bar, cold and fizzy with dark liquor and citrus. The girls giggled and sipped, their eyes wide at the debauchery happening all around them.Â
âLord,â one whisperered, âthat man got his whole hand up her skirt.â
The other covered her mouth and said, âThis place ainât no juke joint. Itâs a damn brothel!âÂ
Evangeline didnât say a word. She sipped her drink, eyes fixed on Sammieâs profile.Â
âYou ainât from around here,â she spoke eventually, her voice low enough for his ears only. âHow you know the Smokestack Twins?âÂ
Sammie leaned on the bar, close. âThey my cousins. Blood.âÂ
That caught her attention. Her gaze sharpened.Â
âOh,â she said, tilting her head. âYou must be bad just like them, huh?âÂ
Sammie laughed. âNah, Iâm a college boy, not a gangster.âÂ
âThatâs alright.â Her lips curled slow. âI like âem smart. Means you can talk to me while you in it.âÂ
Sammie blinked. Froze. Didnât breathe.Â
The sentence struck him dead-center.
Evangeline giggled, bold and pretty. Then, before he could recover, she reached for his wrist.Â
âPut that guitar down, Preacher Boy,â she said, tugging gently. âCome dance with me.âÂ
Sammie set the guitar behind the bar and let her pull him through the crowd. The music was faster. Dirty and grinding. Bodies were pressed like sweat and sugar. Evangeline didnât care that everyone was watching. She turned to face him, arms draped over his shoulders, hips moving in time with the bass. Sammie swallowed hard and let his hands rest at her waist. She smelled like night jasmine and pink peppermint.Â
âI been watchinâ you since you stepped on stage,â she whispered, lips just at his ear. âThought you was shy. But now?â Evangeline rolled her hips into his. âI think you just needed somebody to make you move.âÂ
The bass was thick as syrup, the snare drum snapping like a belt in the dark. A woman moaned on the record, low and drawn out. Evangelineâs hips circled in slow figure-eights, dragging Sammie into her gravity. She turned around without warning, her back pressing to his front like it had always belonged there. And then, she rolled her ass against him.Â
Sammieâs hands froze mid-air, unsure where to stand. She didnât give him time to figure it out. Evangeline dipped lower, grinding back with a smooth, steady push, the curves of her body dragging over the front of his slacks. She kept one hand lifted in the air, the other sliding down the slope of her own hip, guiding the movement like music was pouring through her fingers.Â
Sammie inhaled hard through his nose. His eye were wide, palms sweating, heat galloping. He gripped her waist before he even knew heâd done it.Â
That made her smile.Â
Evangeline leaned her head back against his shoulder. Her voice was honeyed, the words teasing the shell of his ear.Â
âMmm,â she hummed, âyou still sure you ainât bad?âÂ
Sammie swallowed. âNot like them.â
âThen you might wanna let go of my hips,â she whispered, rotating even deeper against him, âcause you holdinâ me like you tryna get me pregnant.âÂ
Sammie damn near stopped breathing.Â
Behind him, the crowd blurred into heat and howling. Somewhere to the left, a woman cackled as she poured moonshine down her chest for a man to lick. Over by the piano, Delta Slim was laid back with his mouth open, watching them with a lazy grin and one lifted brow like well damn.Â
Evangeline kept winding. Kept moving slow, dragging her ass over Sammieâs growing hard-on like she meant to mold him right there on the floor.Â
Sammie leaned in, lips barely brushing the curve of her neck. âYou tryna get me in trouble?â
She smiled without looking back. âYou already in it, Preacher Boy.âÂ
Then, she backed it up again but harder this time. Sammie groaned under his breath, low and shaken.Â
âDamn.âÂ
Evangeline laughed, swaying her hips. âYou cussinâ now?âÂ
âIâm thinkinâ âbout worse.âÂ
âThat so?â She turned her head enough to meet his eyes. âLike what?âÂ
 Sammie answered with his hands gripping her tighter. The look in his eyes told him everything. Evangelineâsweet little thing in a Sunday-best silhouette and soul made of troubleâjust kept on grinding.Â
The blues got nasty.Â
A womanâs voice crawled through the speakers, half growl, half sigh.Â
đ¶ He left me achinâ, legs still wideâŠput his name where I used to cryâŠooh, I ainât never touched the floor since then⊠đ¶Â
The crowd whooped. A man slapped the table and hollered. Someone popped a garter off a thigh and twirled it like a lasso. But Sammie Moore wasnât paying attention to none of that. His world had narrowed to Evangeline. To the rhythm of her body. To the scent of her skin like shea butter and girlhood wrapped into one big naught bow. To the way she ground slow and deep, like every roll of her hips was a scripture only he was allowed to read.Â
Sammie was hard now. There wasnât no denying it.Â
And Evangeline felt it.Â
Pressed flush against her backside. And she didnât shy from it or stiffen or pull away. She simply pushed back into it. Danced deeper. Dipped lower. Her ass dragged slow over the length of him like she was tracing her name into his lap. Her fingers reached behind to brush his thigh, soft and slick, like she wanted to feel how hard she was making him. Sammie clenched his jaw, sweat beaded at his temple.Â
âYou feelinâ okay back there, college boy?â She teased, voice coy.
âYou gonâ kill me,â Sammie breathed.
Evangeline tilted her head just enough to look up at him, lips parted, lashes heavy, âthen die real slow.âÂ
Her girl friends at the bar were too caught up to notice. One was perched on a manâs lap, laughing with her mouth open and a whiskey shot in her hand. The other was tucked into a booth corner, letting a smooth-talking Kat reed her peach slices from the peach cobbler Aunt Pearl and Minnie cooked up. Nobody was paying Evangeline any mind.Â
And that was just how she liked it.Â
Sammieâs hands started to roam a little. His palms slid from her waist to her hips, then back again. His fingers flexed against the curve of her lower belly like he wanted to hold the heat she was working into him.Â
đ¶ Told him baby slow down, let it burnâŠnow I beg just to take my turn⊠đ¶Â
âYou ever been dry-humprd in front a crowd before?âÂ
Sammie choked a laugh. âNo maâam.âÂ
âWellâŠâ she rolled again, this time extra slow, her ass fitting into his lap like a final puzzle piece. âYou beinâ real polite about it.âÂ
Sammie growled. Actually growled.Â
His hands gripped tighter. More bold. More needy. He pressed his mouth to her shoulder, just breathing, trying to hold himself together. Trying not to rut against her like every man in the room wasnât watching. But Evangeline? She ended him right on the fucking edge. Teeterinâ. Drenched in sweat. She liked the way his fingers twitched every time she bent deeper. The way his voice got stuck in his throat. The way he kept whispering her name.Â
âEvangelineâŠâ
She turned around. Face to face with him now. Arms loose around his neck. Sammieâs lips were parted and his eyes were dark with desire.Â
âYou alright?â She asked, syrup-sweet.
Sammie nodded once. Then again. âYeah. I justâŠâ
He trailed off, breath catching as her hips gave one last grind, barely there, slow as molasses sliding down a glass.Â
She smiled. âYou thinkinâ âbout what I said earlier?âÂ
Sammie blinked. âW-What?â
âThat you could talk me through.â Evangeline said, voice soft and teasing.Â
Sammieâs throat bobbed.Â
âI been listeninâ,â she whispered, pulling him a fraction closer by the lapels of his jacket. â her fingers brushed his. âI bet you could make me cry out without even fuckinâ me.âÂ
Sammie sucked in a breath so sharp it made his shoulders rise.Â
Evangeline just smiled like the devil knew her name.Â
Sammieâs heart was beatinâ like a snare drum. Fast. Irregular. Hot behind his ribs. Evangelineâs lips were so close to his he could count each lash hair.Â
âYou okay, Preacher Boy?â she whispered, tilting her chin up so her lips brushed his cheek.
âIâm fine,â he lied.
She hummed. âYou donât look fine.â
He didnât. His jaw was tight. His hands had started trembling just a little. And his dick? Still stiff and pressed against her hip begginâ for relief. Evangeline dragged one perfectly manicured finger down the middle of his chest, slow like a match being struck.
âLetâs go somewhere quiet,â she said, like she was asking him what time it was. Like it wasnât laced with temptation. âJust to cool off. Ainât tryna get you in trouble.â
âCool off,â he repeated.
She nodded. Innocent smile. But her eyes? They were anything but.
âYou trust me, donât you?â
Sammie hesitated. Swallowed hard. Then nodded. âYeah.â
âGood.â
She turned, grabbed his hand, and started walking past the laughing girls at the bar, past Stackâs piano man and the clapping crowd, past the booth with folks too deep in their own pleasures to notice. And Sammie followed like a lamb led not to slaughter but to something just as dangerous. They moved through the hallway behind the bar, where the walls were painted burgundy and the air smelled like cedarwood and spilled liquor. One of the girls working the floor raised a brow as they passed and smirked, turning back to her client.
When they reached the back stairs, Evangeline paused, looking at him over her shoulder. âYou sure you can behave, college boy?â
Sammie looked at her.
At those eyes.
At those lips.
At the slight shake of her shoulders as she laughed softly and took another step up.
âNo,â he said. âNot even a little.â
And that made her smile even wider.
âGood.â
She opened the doo and slipped inside.
The room she led him to wasnât much, just a tucked-away dressing suite with soft lighting, a velvet chaise, and not enough ventilation. The window was cracked, letting in the humidity of the Delta night and the scent of magnolia from the trees outside. There was a mirror on one wall and a half-empty wine glass on the vanity, left behind by someone who wasnât coming back anytime soon.
Evangeline clicked the door shut behind them.
Sammie stood still. Back straight. Breath tight. Hands in fists like he didnât trust âem. Like if he so much as blinked wrong, heâd ruin it all.
âCâmere,â she said.
He did.
She stepped close, right into his space. Slipped one hand up his chest. Took her time smoothing his collar down with her fingers, like she was just straightening him up. But it wasnât that. She looked at him the whole time and when she reached the middle of his chest, she pressed her palm flat and said, âYou nervous.â
âI ainât,â he lied again, voice low.
She tilted her head, smiling like she didnât believe a word.
âYou been watchinâ me since I walked in.â
âMaybe.â
âYou hard as a rock down there, preacher boy.â
He exhaled sharp through his nose, lips parting. Sammie didnât deny it.
Evangeline leaned up slow and kissed him. Full on the lips like heat curling from a matchbook, low and steady. Sammie didnât move at first, too stunned by the feel of her lipsâwarm, plush, with a hint of cherry gloss and something wilder underneath. But then his hands found her waist. And she moaned just a little into his mouth, and that cracked him wide open. Sammie kissed back with everything heâd been holding in since the moment he first saw her. Their mouths worked slow but deep, open-mouthed, breath mingling between them. He gripped her tighter at the waist, pulled her in flush and she melted, curling her fingers around his neck, her thigh slipping between his legs. Evangeline smiled when she felt him twitch before she broke the kiss and looked at him, her eyes half-lidded, lips wet, voice like honey over a flame.
âYou gonâ let me touch you?â
Sammie nodded, throat thick.
âWords, preacher boy.â
âYes.â
âYes what?â
âYesâŠyou can touch me.â
She kissed him again, but this time her hands roamedâcurious, unhurried, exploring his chest through his shirt, then slipping lower, fingertips brushing the waistband of his trousers.
âYou ever been touched by a girl like me?â she whispered, lips brushing the shell of his ear.
He swallowed. âNo.â
Her hand moved over the bulge pressing desperate and heavy beneath his slacks. âYou ever cum from just a hand?â
âNot like this.â
She grinned. âThen hush.â
And her hand dipped slowâno rush, no shameâjust a girl and a boy in the dark, heat blooming between them, her fingers wrapping gentle around the part of him that throbbed with every pulse. She stroked him through the fabric.
Up. Down. Slow.
His eyes fluttered shut.
Evangeline leaned into his ear. âBreathe.â
And he did. Heavy. Wanting.
All for her.
Her hand moved slow, fingers easing over the outline of him like she was memorizing the shape and weight of it. Not stroking hard. JustâŠlearning.
Sammieâs eyes fluttered open at her question.
âIf you ainât been touched like thisâŠâ Her voice was low, almost teasing. âThat must mean you a virgin?â
His breath caught.
She didnât say it loud. Didnât laugh or pull back. Just let it hang there between them, soft and smoky. Sammie hesitated. His jaw tensed like he might lie again. But then her thumb brushed just beneath the head, right through the fabric, and he exhaled hard. Honest.
âYeah.â
Evangeline blinked once, gaze searching his face. Then she smiled. Slow and pretty.
âMm. That why you act so shy with me?â
âI ainât shy witâ you girl.âÂ
âNo?â
âI justââ He paused, swallowed. âI just ainât done this before.â
She leaned in, mouth brushing his. âAinât nothinâ wrong with that.â
She kissed him again, more mouth than tongue. It was the kind of kiss that could teach a lesson without saying a word. His hands slid to her hips. Gripped like he didnât want her to float away.
âYou want me to stop?â she asked against his lips.
He shook his head. âHell no.â
âTell me what you want then.â
He opened his eyesâdark, wide, and vulnerable in a way that tugged at something low in her belly.
âI donât know. Everything, baby.â
Evangeline grinned. âThatâs alright. I do.â
She took his hand and slid it up under the hem of her dress. No panties. Warm skin. The swell of her thigh, the dip between.
His breath hitched.
âYou wanna learn?â she whispered.
His voice was a rasp. âYeah.â
She guided his fingers between her folds, helped him find that soft, wet place heâd only dreamed of.Â
âThatâs me,â she whispered. âThatâs what you do to me.â
His fingers twitched.
âYou feel how warm I am?â she asked.
He nodded, entranced.
Her hips rolled slow into his hand, showing him how she liked it, how to follow her rhythm.
âDonât rush. Just feel me.â
And so he did.
Evangeline moaned low, soft and breathy, her forehead pressing to his. They stayed like that for a long while, hands exploring, lips brushing, breath mingling. Her hips moving gentle over his fingers, and his dick straining in his pants like it could feel everything she felt.
She nuzzled his jaw, whispering, âPreacher boy got his hands baptized tonight.â
And he let out a broken little laugh. Aroused. In awe.
âSay it,â she murmured, teasing his earlobe with her teeth. âTell me this feel good.â
âIt feelâŠreal good. Better than my mamaâs black eyed peas.â he breathed.
Evangeline smiled, then kissed his throat. âGood. âCause I ainât done with you.â
Evangeline pulled away from him suddenly. She backed up a step, then turned and climbed onto the low table beside them, perching there like she knew exactly what she was doing. The hem of her dress slid higher as she settled, knees parting just enough to make Sammieâs breath stutter.
âYou think they gonâ find us in here?â she asked, tone lazy, almost bored.
He swallowed. âNo.â
She smiled at that.
Her hands went to her thighs, thumbs hooking the fabric, lifting it just enough to show him what she wanted him to imagineâdark curls and wet pussy.Â
Sammie froze.
Heâd never seen a woman offer herself like that. Not with confidence. Not with curiosity instead of fear.
Her legs opened wider. âLook,â she said softly.
His chest rose and fell like heâd just run a mile. She placed both feet up into the low table, causing her knees to spread wider. There was enough light shining in that room to see what she was offering up to him. A deep plum-colored pussy with lips that resembled a wishbone and a little button. Tight coils matted with her essence.Â
âHere it is. All open for you. Look at it...itâs gettinâ wet just âcause you lookinâ. I can feel myself achinâ for you. You see how itâs twitchinâ? Thatâs âcause I want you inside me so bad I can hardly breathe. Come on, baby, touch it. See how soft it isâŠâ
âEvangelineâŠâ
She tilted her head. âYou gonâ show me just what Preacher Boy been wantinâ since he saw me?â
He nodded, honest. âFuck Yes.â
That pleased her.
She leaned back on her palms, unbothered, completely aware of the effect she was having.
âGood,â she said. âMeans you still listeninâ.â
His eyes dragged back up to her face, like he was afraid if he kept looking heâd lose himself completely. He saw the way she was offering herself to him. She looked confident and sultry and the sight of her pussyâpink, plump, and glistening with a dew that smelled like wild honey and muskâmade his blood roar in his ears.
Without a word, he sank to his knees. The movement was like a man approaching an altar. Sammie wanted her to feel every second of the anticipation, to feel the heat radiating off his body as he settled between her legs. He gripped her thighs, his fingers calloused from strumming his guitar digging into her soft skin, anchoring her in place.
Then, he leaned in and pressed his face directly into her.
Evangeline let out a soft moan, her hips jerking upward. She hadnât expected the suddenness of it. Sammie didnât start with a kiss, he started with a long, slow lap of his tongue, starting from the very bottom of her opening and dragging it all the way up to her clit.
âOh! Oh, shit!â she damn near cried, her fingers digging into his shoulders. "What you doinâ? What you...oh, Preacher Boy!âÂ
Sammie was too busy tasting her. She tasted like the earth after a summer rainâsweet, salty, and intoxicating. He groaned deep in his throat, a primal sound that vibrated against her flesh, and then he dove back in.Â
He began to eat her with a hunger that shocked her. He wasn't just licking, he was devouring that sweet pussy. He used his tongue like a muscle, swirling it in tight, heavy circles around her clit, pressing hard enough to make her vision blur. Then, he flicked his tongue rapidly, a rhythmic, drumming sensation that sent electric shocks straight to her belly.
The sounds filled the secluded space with a wet, sloppy noise of his tongue sliding over her drenched folds, the rhythmic slurp-slurp of him drinking her in, and the desperate, broken moans escaping her throat.
âYou...you ainât never...how you do that?â she sobbed, her head tossing from side to side. âIt feel too good! Stop...no, donât stop! Please, baby, donât you dare stop!â
He responded by burying his face deeper, his nose pressing into her soft mound while his tongue pushed deep inside her, mimicking the motion of a dick. He sucked her clit right into his mouth, pulling on it with a firm, steady suction that made her back arch.Â
âLord have mercy!â she moaned, her voice cracking. âY-You eatinâ me up! You eatinâ m-me right out my skin, baby! I canâtâŠI canât take it! It's too much!â
Sammie came up for air enough to look her dead in the eyes with her pussy juice all over his face.
âYou came here askinâ faâ me to tear yaâ ass up now you canât take it?âÂ
She stared down at him with a perplexed expression. Pussy pulsing in his face.
âThought you was stronger than that Evangeline. This tongue too much, darlinâ?âÂ
Evangeline released a shuttering breath âIââ
âDonât talk. Just keep your legs open and get this pussy ate.âÂ
Sammie buried his face again, pushing Evangelineâs legs up by the backs of her thighs. She gasped and with nowhere to run she could only sit there with her legs spread open like the fast tail gal she is.Â
Sammie could feel her pulsing against his lips, her pussy twitching and clamping down on his tongue in waves whenever he stuck his tongue in her. He didnâtlet up. He increased the pace, his tongue working with a disciplined, brutal precision, swirling and flicking, sucking and licking until she was nothing but a shaking mess of nerves.Â
âSammie, FUCK,â Evangeline melted against his mouth, staring down at the top of his head with blurry eyes. âW-Why you ainât t-tell me you eat pussy l-like this?âÂ
He shoved her legs back in response. So far back her knees touched her shoulders. Evangeline whimpered, watching Sammie eat her pussy like heâd been out of a meal for days. He puckered his lips and kissed her lips, sealing his lips around her clit and giving it a nice wet kiss that forced her to beg.Â
âSammie, PLEASEââ
Sammie could taste the climax building in her, the flavor of her juices changing, becoming sharper and sweeter. He let out a muffled growl against her skin and gave one final, powerful suction on her clit, holding it there until she finally broke.
Evangeline let out a long, guttural moan, her thighs attempting to lock around his head and squeeze him tight as her orgasm ripped through her. She sobbed his name, her body shuddering in violent peaks, while he stayed right there, refusing to move, licking every last drop of her sweetness from her skin until she finally slumped back, breathless and ruined. It was as if the noise of The Blackline returned. Evangeline had to blink to focus. Remember where she was.Â
Sammie lingered for a moment, his face still glistening with the sweetness of her, before he looked up at Evangeline. His eyes were dark, heavy with a hunger that hadnât been fully sated just because sheâd come. He leaned in, his mouth crashing against hers in a kiss that was greedy and desperate, tasting himself on her lips. It wasnât a gentle kiss. It was a claim, his tongue pushing deep into her mouth, swirling against hers as if he wanted to swallow her whole.
When they finally broke apart, both of them breathless, Sammie rested his forehead against hers. His voice was a low, rough rumble thick with lust.
âTell me the truth, Eva,â he whispered, his breath hot against her skin. âDid I eat that pussy good? I mean...I was the only man to ever do it right for you, wasnât I?â
Evangeline let out a soft, airy giggle, her chest heaving as she looked up at him with eyes that were wide and glazed. âYes, Sammie...oh, yes you did.â She reached up, tracing the line of his jaw with a trembling finger. âI swear, the minute my pussy came out, you turned into a different man. I ainât know you had that kind of devilry in you.â She shifted beneath him, her legs still draped loosely over his shoulders, a playful, daring glint entering her eyes. âMaybe next time...your cousin could join in.â
Sammie froze, his expression shifting to one of pure perplexity. He pulled back just an inch, frowning. âMy what?â
âStack,â she whispered, the name sounding like a sin on her tongue. âI bet heâs the one who taught you how to eat pussy that good. He look like the type of man who knows exactly where to put his tongue.â
Sammie stiffened, the thought of sharing herâof having Stackâs eyes, lips, tongue on her wet, open foldsâsent a jolt of possessiveness through him. He ainât like the idea. Not one bit. He shifted his weight, his voice turning gruff.
âStack?â Sammie scoffed, shaking his head. âBaby, Stack got a whole house full of women. He got more pussy than he know what to do with. Why you canât just have me and be satisfied?â
Evangeline didnât shrink back. Instead, she arched her back, pressing her chest toward him, her voice growing firm, laced with a newfound rebellion.Â
ââCause Iâm tired, Sammie,â she said, her voice ringing with a sudden clarity. âIâm a sheltered church girl. I done had folks tellinâ me how to sit, how to speak, and what I should and shouldnât be doinâ with my own body. Iâm done with it.â She looked him dead in the eye, her gaze hungry and defiant. âIf I wanna get my pussy ate by two men at once, I can. If I wanna get fucked blind by two men in some smoky back room after a dice game, I can. If I wanna get down to the nastiest, filthiest blues there is...then thatâs exactly what Iâm gonna do.â
Sammie stared at her for a long beat. The distant sound of a harmonica drifting through the walls. Slowly, a smirk spread across his face, and he let out a low, knowing chuckle.
âI hear you, Eva,â he said, his eyes softening with a shared understanding. âLord knows I can relate. Beinâ the son of a preacher...I been pretendinâ I ainât got a taste for the sin.â
Sammieâs expression hardened, a flash of that raw, possessive instinct crossing his face. He pinned Evangeline more firmly against the surface beneath her, his voice dropping an octave into a warning growl.Â
âBut you ainât gettinâ your pussy ate by Stack. No,â Sammie stated firmly, the finality in his tone leaving no room for argument. âI donât care how much of a rebel you feelinâ like. That part of you is off-limits to him.âÂ
Evangeline let out a melodic, teasing giggle, her chest heaving against his. She looked up at him, her eyes dancing with mischief as she felt the heat of his body pressing into her. âMy, myâŠmy. You only known me a day and already you claiming this pussy?âÂ
Sammie didnât blink. Eyes intense and blazing with desire. He leaned down, lips brushing against hers, his voice a low, dangerous vibration.Â
âYou tellinâ me it ainât mine? âCause the way you was shakinâ while I was down thereâŠfelt like you belonged to me.âÂ
The tension snapped like the string on a guitar and they crashed together again this kiss was differentâless about hunger and more about ownership. It was deep, wet, and demanding, their tongues tangling in a fierce battle for dominance. Sammieâs hand slid down, gripping her hip with. Force that would surely leave a mark, pulling her flush against his hardness.Â
Just as Sammie began to move his hand back toward her wet pussy, the heavy wooden door swung open with a loud thud against the wall. A man and a woman stumbled in, practically falling over one another. They were locked in a desperate embrace, the manâs hands shoved deep up the womanâs dress, her head thrown back with a loud, needy moan of pure ecstasy. They were so blinded by their own lust that they didnât even notice Evangeline and Sammie in the room for the first few seconds, their breathing heavy and synchronized.Â
Sammie broke the kiss, blinking and letting out a sharp exhale. He looked at the newcomers, then back at Evangeline, who was breathless and flushed. A small, amused smile played on Sammieâs lips. He started to pull his clothes back together, helping Evangeline to stand and smooth out her dress. They both started to laughâa low, shared chuckle at the absurdity of the timing.Â
âSeem like the spirit of the blues is movinâ through folks tonight.â Sammie whispered in her ear, giving her backside a firm, possessive smack as he guided her toward the exit.Â
Evangeline giggled, leaning into him as they slipped out the door, leaving the other couple to their own private sanctuary of sin.Â
The music hit harder than before, drum and bass slick with sweat. The blues curled around bodies too caught in the night to care who watched. The Blackline had grown louder, hotter. No longer as immersing but boiling over.Â
Sammie reached for Evangelineâs hand again as they walked along the shadowed hall and back into the chaos of the main floor. Sammie was still warm from their moment tucked away. Evangeline couldnât help but grin just thinkinâ about it.Â
âCâmon,â she whispered, leaning toward him. âIntroduce me to them cousins of yours. The infamous gangsters.âÂ
Sammie laughed, rubbing the back of his neck. âYou really wanna meet them?âÂ
Evangeline raised a single brow. ââCourse I do. Maybe they can share some wild stories about Preacher Boy.âÂ
Sammie shook his head. âThis the wildest thing I done did, Eva. Less you wanna hear about how Stack teased me growinâ up. And Smoke keepinâ an eye on me like he my daddy instead of my cousin.âÂ
Sammie started to guide her across the floor, weaving past hips and heels and slick backs, past the perfume of lust and liquor. Just as they approached the far side of the room, Evangeline caught sight of something that made her steps slow. Her body went still mid-stride and her eyes narrowed.Â
There, in the corner booth veiled by beaded strings and red lamplight, sat Sister Marigold Baptiste. First Lady of the church. Preacherâs Wife. Purity Teacher. Her Mentor.Â
She didnât just sitâshe perched. Relaxed and glowing in a satin-black dress that clung to every curve like it had been poured on her. She was angled on Stack Mooreâs lap, his hand stroking the bare skin of her thigh like it belonged to him. His mouth brushed her neck slow and greedy. Marigold tipped her head to the side, sipping from the glass heâd offered, her lips painted the color of garnet wine.Â
She lookedâŠdecadent. Drunk on something far deeper than bourbon.Â
Evangeline was frozen. She stared with a shocked gazeÂ
And then, so did Marigold.Â
Their eyes locked across the room like a shot fired.Â
In an instant, Marigold froze mid-sip. Her lashes fluttered, lips parted in surprise and guilt as the glass hovered just beneath her mouth. The booth around her blurred. She was no longer in The Blackline, not in her loverâs lap or on his tongue. She was standing back in that purity classroom, bam in the rows of wide-eyed girls, speaking of obedience, respectability, restraint.Â
Evangelineâs gaze sliced through her.Â
Sammie leaned in, confused. âYou okay?âÂ
Evangeline didnât respond. Her smile had vanished. The flirt gone out of her hips. The phantom sensation of Sammieâs tongue vanished.Â
Sammie followed her gaze.Â
âOh, thatâs Marigold. Stack says sheâs a Preacherâs wife. You know her?âÂ
âExcuse me,â Evangeline said, already moving.Â
She slipped away before he could follow, cutting through the crowded room with a sharp elegance that only made the sting worse. As if an invisible camera followed her every move, she brushed past patrons with hurried movements until she disappeared down another hall that led to more rooms.Â
From the booth, Marigold slid stiffly off of Stackâs lap. Her heat raced.Â
âWhere you goinâ, Goldie?â Stack asked, voice slick with curiosity, the imprint of her body still on his leg.Â
âBathroom,â she said without looking back.Â
Her heels clicked quick on the wooden floor, fast enough to betray the panic under her ribs. The red lights pulsed overhead like they knew her name, like they saw everything. Marigold eased toward the guest hall, the narrow corridor just past the end of the bar. Her eyes scanned every corner, every face. Evangeline was nowhere in sight.Â
That was, until she felt a pull. It wasnât physical but unmistakable. A sensation of being watched. Not by strangers but by truth itself.Â
She turned a corner and there it was.Â
A hand reached out from the shadows, caught her wrist, and dragged her inside a narrow passage near the bathroom door.
Beneath the noise were the sounds of the trade. A muffled scream of pleasure echoed from a doorway they passed, followed by the wet, slapping sound of skin hitting skin. A womanâs voice, strained and needy, called out a man's name, her voice breaking into a high-pitched keen that signaled a climax. The scent of musk and sex clung to the wallpaper, a constant reminder that in this house, every shadow held a secret and every room was a playground for the flesh.
And Sister Marigold Baptiste was standing in it. Standing in the one place sheâd sworn was Satanâs playground.Â
Evangeline let go of her wrist with a shove that was more insult than force.
For several long seconds neither of them spoke.
Marigold stared at the young woman sheâd known since she was a child. She remembered scraped knees after church picnics. Braiding her hair before Christmas pageants. Holding her tiny hands during altar prayer.
Now those same hands rested on hips full of defiance.
Evangeline looked at her as though sheâd never seen her before.
âNo.â
The word came out as a laugh.
A bitter one.
âNoâŠno, I donât believe this.â
Marigold swallowed.
âEvangelineââ
âNo.â Another laugh. âYou donât get to start with my name.â
Marigold searched her face. âI know what this looks like.â
âWhat it looks like?â Evangelineâs eyebrows lifted. âIt looks exactly like what it is.â
Her eyes traveled slowly over Marigold. The satin-black dress. The glossy finger waves. The wine-dark lipstick. The diamonds catching every sliver of light.
âYou look beautiful.â The compliment wasnât kind. It was sharpened into a blade. âSo beautiful I almost didnât recognize you.â
Marigold instinctively folded an arm across herself. Because suddenly, it felt as though it exposed everything.
âEvangelineâŠâ
âYou told us.â Her voice cracked. âYou stood in front of all us girls every Wednesday and told us women who came here sold pieces of themselves.â
Marigold closed her eyes.
âYou told us this place was the Devilâs playground!!!â Another step. âYou told us if we respected ourselves, weâd never walk through these doors!!!â Another. âYou looked me in my face and said purity wasnât just what we did. It was who we were!!!â
Each sentence struck harder than the last.
Marigold felt every one.
âI believed you.â
That hurt most. Because it was true.
Marigoldâs lips trembled. âIâŠI did believe it.â
Evangeline laughed again. âOh, I know you did.â She gestured back toward the crowded room. âThen I see you sittinâ on Stackâs lap.â
Marigold flinched.
âI see him holdinâ you like you belong there.â Another step. âI see you drinkinâ from his glass.â Another. âAnd the way he was lookinâ at youâŠâ She shook her head. âHe wasnât lookinâ at the First Lady.â The words hung between them. âHe was lookinâ at his woman.â
Marigoldâs throat tightened. âI never meantââ
âYou never meant what?â
âFor this to happen.â
Evangeline barked a laugh. âHell already done broke loose in the both of us.â
Marigold stared at her.
âYou just too scared to admit yours.â
Marigold reached for her gently. âEvangelineâŠlisten to me.â
âNO!!â
âI need you to.â Marigoldâs eyes glistened with unshed tears.Â
âNo.â Her eyes watered. âYou donât get to tell me what I need anymore.â
Marigoldâs hand slowly fell back to her side. âYou shouldnât be here.â
âSays you? Really? Who the fuck are you to tell me where I ainât outta be?!â Evangeline scowled. âWait until they hear about this. Their precious First Lady committing adulterous acts and drinking the devilâs juice and sittinâ on a pimpâs lap.âÂ
Marigold shook her head. âEvangeline please donât say anything! Promise me you wonâtâIâI can explainââ
âThat you been feeding us lies to make up for your own sins? Tellinâ us about how we shouldnât fall into temptation and defile the Lord so you feel less guilty?â
Marigold looked toward the doorway. âThis place. It changes people.â
Evangeline followed her gaze before looking back. âIt changed you.â
The sentence landed like a slap.
Marigold couldnât deny it.
She couldnât.
Not after everything. Not after Stack. Not after discovering desire inside herself. Not after choosing to return.
Evangelineâs eyes softened for only a heartbeat. Then they hardened again.
âYou know what hurts?â
Marigold looked up.
âI wasnât shocked you were here.â She paused. âI was shocked you lookedâŠhappy.â
Marigoldâs breath caught.
âI ainât never seen you smile like that.â A long silence followed. Evangelineâs voice was barely above a whisper. âNow I know.â
Marigold felt tears prick her eyes. âEvangelineâŠâ
âNo.â She shook her head once. âI donât know whether to hate youâŠâ Her voice broke. ââŠor feel sorry for you.â Evangeline leaned in closer, her breath warm against Marigold's cheek. âSo tell me, Sister...when Stack burying his dick deep inside you...which part of the scripture you reciting then? Or do you just save the prayers for the mornings after?â
Marigold flinched, her composure finally fracturing. Her hand flew up to push Evangeline away, but it wasnât a strong push, it was a desperate, trembling gesture. âStop it! You donât understand the pressures I face. The things I have to do to keep that place runninâ, to keep the girls safeââ
âDONâT LIE TO ME!!â Evangeline shouted, the sudden volume echoing in the small space. âDonât you dare wrap your lust in a cloak of sacrifice. You ainât doing this for the girls. You doinâ it because you love the taste of the sin you tell everyone else to fear. You a fraud, Marigold. A beautiful, polished, lying fraud. And I hope Naomi stay far away from you. She told me about what happened.âÂ
Marigold shut her eyes. âEva, let me explainââ
âYOU LET HIM PUT HIS HANDS ON HER! You let him hurt your niece! How could you?!ââ
âI DIDNâT KNOW! Okay?â Marigold cried. âI didnât know Obadiah struck her! I didnât know âtill it was too lateââ
âOh please, shut the fuck up. Save your tears, Sister. You and that husband of yours wanna preach about whoâs worthy of making it to heaven? Look at ya! First your sister, then Naomiââ
âShe told you about Esther?âÂ
âHow the church got her institutionalized? How she lost custody of Naomi? âCourse she did. Iâm more family to her than you ever was.âÂ
As if a switch flicked in Marigoldâs brain, her eyes turned cold. Resentful.Â
âYou donât get to stand there and talk about my family. You donât know the first thing about family, Eva.â
âJust like you donât get to stand in a classroom and tell me what I should do witâ my body when you in here every night getting torn a new hole by Stack Moore? Really? Least my family fight for me. Canât say the same for you. Daddy ainât love you, momma had no backbone. Niece hate you. Sister too strung out on whatever meds they feedinâ her up in Pline Buff. Husband wonât touch you.âÂ
âShut upââ
âI rather be a whore who knows she a whore than a saint who just a liar in a fancy dress,â Evangeline countered, her voice dropping back to that lethal, quiet hiss.
The slap that came from Marigoldâs hand was a sharp, wet crack that cut right through the muffled roar of the band playing in the main room. Evangelineâs head snapped to the side, her cheek instantly blooming into a hot, stinging bruise. For a heartbeat, the only sound was the ringing in her ears and the heavy, ragged breath coming from Marigold.
Marigoldâs hand was trembling, her fingers splayed as if she could still feel the impact of Evangelineâs skin. The âFirst Ladyâ looked fractured. The wine-dark lipstick that usually defined her poised, authoritative mouth was slightly smudged, and her eyesâthose wide, soulful eyes that had once looked at Evangeline with such sisterly warmthâwere now swimming in a mixture of rage and absolute devastation.
Evangeline stayed frozen, her face turned away, a slow, jagged smile spreading across her lips. She could taste a copper tang of blood where her tooth had nicked the inside of her cheek. The pain was a grounding wire, pulling her deeper into the spite that had been festering in her gut for years.
Slowly, Evangeline turned her head back. She didnât recoil. Instead, she leaned in, her voice dropping to a low, venomous hiss that barely carried over the sound of a trumpet.
âThere she is,â Evangeline whispered, her eyes scanning Marigoldâs satin-black dress, the way it clung to hips that had spent too many Sundays hidden beneath layers. "Thereâs the woman the church built. The one who knows exactly how to handle something she canât control. A firm hand, right?âÂ
Marigold flinched as if sheâd been struck. She stepped back, her heels clicking sharply on the hardwood floor, her chest heaving under the black fabric. âIâEva Iâm so sorryâplease forgive me.â Marigold closes her first. âI thought IâŠI thought if I taught you to follow the pathââ
"The path to where, Marigold?! To a pew in a church where you can preach purity while your pussy drip for a man who sell girls by the hour?!â Evangeline stepped forward, invading Marigoldâs space, her presence aggressive and suffocating. âGo âhead! HIT ME AGAIN!âÂ
âStop it!â Marigold cried, the sound breaking into a sob. She reached out, perhaps to push Evangeline away or perhaps to grab her, but her grip was weak, her fingers clutching at the air. âYou donât know the weight I carry. You donât know what itâs like to hold a whole community together while you falling apart inside!!âÂ
âI know what itâs like to be lied to,â Evangeline countered, her voice hardening. She reached up, slowly wiping the blood from her lip with her thumb, then looked at the red stain with a cold curiosity. âI know what itâs like to watch you tell us girlsâsweet, naive sistersâthat our bodies were temples, while you were treatinâ yours like a public house. And Naomi...god, Marigold. You let that girl run because she saw the rot in you. She saw the hypocrisy before any of us did. She warned me to get out.â
Marigoldâs face went slack. The fire vanished, replaced by a hollow, haunting grief. She looked small, the glossy finger waves and the expensive dress feeling like a costume that no longer fit. She opened her mouth to speak, to defend herself or perhaps to beg, but no sound came out.
Evangeline saw the break. She felt the victory, but it tasted like ash. She leaned closer, her breath warm against Marigoldâs ear, her tone shifting from rage to a cruel, intimate tenderness.
âYou can slap me until my face is blue, Marigold. But every time you close your eyes, and every time you feel Stack hands on you, you gonâ see me. You gonâ remember that I know exactly who you are.â
Evangeline pulled back, giving Marigold one last, assessing look from the polished toes of her shoes to the trembling line of her jaw. Without another word, Evangeline turned her back on the First Lady and walked toward the noise of the party, leaving Marigold standing alone, shaking in her black satin, the silence of the corridor heavier than any scream.
For the first time in years, Marigold Baptiste realized something she had never allowed herself to imagine. The girls had been watching her every bit as closely as sheâd been watching them. The First Lady had fallen from the pedestal sheâd spent half her life standing on.
Marigold allowed her tears to fall freely. She placed both palms against the porcelain basin to steady herself. Finally staring at her reflection, she barely recognized the woman staring back. Her finger waves were still immaculate, each glossy curve resting exactly where Cordelia had pinned it. Garnet lips framed a mouth that had spent the evening smiling in ways she never thought possible. Diamonds winked beneath the light every time her breathing hitched.
She looked beautiful. But she had never felt uglier.
Her chest rose sharply as she reached for the towel hanging beside the washstand and dabbed beneath her eyes before any more tears could ruin the careful work Peaches had done.
âYou werenât teachinâ purityâŠâ
She squeezed her eyes shut.
âYou were teachinâ us how to become you.â
The words refused to leave.
She leaned forward, lowering her forehead until it nearly touched the mirror.
What had she become?
The question frightened her because she no longer knew whether it came from GodâŠor from Obadiah.
A careful knock sounded against the door. Marigold straightened immediately, swallowing every ounce of grief she could force back down.
âIâm alright,â she called, though no one had asked.
The latch turned.
Stack eased inside, closing the door behind him quietly. He took one look at her, and that was all it took. His easy grin had disappeared. He stood within the doorway, not moving to rush or crowd her. The bourbon heâd been drinking was long forgotten. He tucked his hands into the pockets of his pressed trousers as he studied the woman before him.Â
Marigold busied herself smoothing wrinkles that werenât there.
âIâll be out in just a minute.â
Stack remained silent, his eyes studying her. She reached up to fix one of the clips in her hair, though she didnât need to because they were perfectly placed. Anything to keep her hands occupied. To keep from looking at him.Â
âYou ainât gotta hide from me.â His voice was soft and gentle.Â
That nearly undid her.Â
She finally looked over.
âIâm not hiding.â
âNo?â A small smile touched one corner of his mouth. âIt must be somebody else standinâ in front of me then.â
Despite herself, the faintest breath of a laugh escaped her. It disappeared almost as quickly as it came.
âIâm fine.â
Stack held her gaze.
He knew. She could see it. He knew she wasnât.
He crossed the room until only a step separated them.
âYou cryinâ?â
âNo.â
âYou mad?â
âNo.â
âYou scared?â
Her answer caught. ââŠNo.â
He nodded once. âAlright.â
That surprised her. He didnât argue or press or tease. It was justâŠalright.Â
Marigold blinked. âArenât you going to ask me what happened?â
âI already did.â
âI didnât tell you.â
âYou didnât.â
Stack looked at her the way he always did, not searching for perfection, not measuring her against a standard she could never reach.
Only seeing her.
âI ainât gonâ make you talk before you ready, baby.âÂ
Her shoulders sagged. Marigold expected interrogation. Correction. To defend herself. InsteadâŠsheâs been given room. That almost felt foreign to her.Â
âI failed somebody tonight.â
The confession slipped free before she could stop it.
Stackâs expression softened. âYou think so.â
âI know so.â
He let those words rest where they landed. He didnât chastise her. Tell her she was wrong. Tell her she was right. He stepped closer and reached up, gently straightening one diamond earring that had shifted during the evening, his fingertips barely brushed her skin.
âYou still wearinâ the whole world on your shoulders.â
She looked down. âI donât know how to stop.â
âI know.â His thumb lingered beneath her chin just long enough to lift her eyes back to his. âBut you donât gotta carry it by yourself.â
The tears threatened again. She blinked them back with stubborn determination.
âIf I tell youâŠâ
âYou donât have to.â
âWhat if it changes the way you look at me?â
A quiet chuckle escaped him. âGoldie.â He smiled then. Small. Certain. âI been lookinâ at you the same way since the first time you and them church biddies stood outside my doâ tellinâ me to repent.â
She smiled faint. Her lips quivered. She wanted to believe him. More than thatâŠshe wanted to believe herself worthy of it. Instead, she reached up and rested her hand over his just for a second. Long enough to steady herself.
âI need another minute.â
âYou got ten.â He tipped an imaginary hat. âIâll keep âem from botherinâ you.â He turned toward the door. Before opening it, he glanced back once more. âYou come back when you ready.â
Then, he was gone, the latch clicking softly behind his retreating frame.Â
Marigold released the breath sheâd been holding and closed her eyes once again.Â
She never noticed the other pair of eyes watching from farther down the corridor. Hidden where the hallway bent into darkness,Â
Mirabel remained perfectly still. Eavesdropping.Â
She had seen Evangeline shove the First Lady against the wall.
Seen the slap.
Heard raised voices sharpened by hurt until they became impossible to untangle.
Now, she had watched Stack Moore walk into that bathroom after her. Watched him leave with tenderness written plainly across his face.
She stood there, hands folded neatly before her, committing every look, every silence, every secret to memory.
Some truths were far more usefulâŠwhen nobody knew you were the one carrying them.
Evangeline stumbled a step, her senses reeling from the wreckage of her blow up with Marigold. As she stood there, the world she was born into. The one she was made to conform to. A world of starched collars, hushed prayers, and the suffocating expectation of purity. It all felt like a thin veil that had finally been ripped away.Â
Around her, The Blackline was a riot of brown skin and perspiration. The blues werenât just playing, they were vibrating through flesh and bone, a dirty, low-down moan of a saxophone that sounded like it was having an orgasm. Folks werenât just dancinâ. They was grindinâ, hips locked, bodies sliding against one another with hungry friction. Evangeline saw a man with a wide grin and a gold tooth pull a womanâs skirt up to her waist, his large hand disappearing under the fabric to squeeze a heavy, rounded cheek with a possessive grip that made the woman throw her head back and howl with laughter.Â
To her left, a card game was erupting. A man slammed his palm against the wooden table with a sound that cracked like a gunshot over the music, sending dice and coins scattering. The men around him werenât fighting with hate but with a raw, boisterous energy, voices deep as they shouted insults and jokes that would have made a deacon faint.Â
Then, there were the curtains. Heavy, velvet drapes that partitioned off small corners of the room. They ainât hide much. Evangeline watched the silhouettes pressed against the fabric. The violent thrusting of a manâs hips. The arch of a womanâs back. The frantic movement of hands clutching at hair and skin. Wet, slapping noises, guttural moans, and the occasional sharp cry of pleasure that cut through the music. Blatant. Obscene. Honest.
The smell of the place wrapped around her. A heady, intoxicating cocktail of expensive pomade, pungent cigar smoke, and the mouth-watering scent of Aunt Pearlâs kitchen. Plates of fried catfish and collard greens piled high with smoked turkey were being passed around, the grease glistening on fingers and lips. Folks was eating with a primal intensity, laughing with their whole bodies, doubting over in fits of genuine, unburdened mirth.Â
Evangeline felt strange, trembling sensation in her gut. Since she was a little girl, sheâd been taught to walk the ârightâ path, a version of holiness that felt more like a cage every day. Been taught to look at people like this with pity. And to see Sister Marigold give into her hidden desires left her confused and angry. Looking at the raw, sweating, fucking, laughing chaos of The Blackline, she could see no judgement here. No one was pretending to be a saint while hiding a secret in the dark. The sin was out in the open, worn like a badge of honor, and in that openness, there was a terrifying, electric kind of peace.Â
She watched a woman lean back in a chair, legs spread wide, laughing as she fed a piece of corn bread to a man who looked at her with pure, uncomplicated lust.Â
This is it, Evangeline realized, the thought echoing in the hollow space where her faith used to be. This is what it looks like to actually be alive.
It wasnât just a juke. Or a brothel. It was a sanctuary of the flesh. For the first time, the word âfreedomâ didnât feel like a Sunday school lesson. It felt like the heat of a strangerâs hand on a hip, the smell of grease and sex, and the courage to be exactly as broken and hungry as everyone else.
Sammie Moore stood near the edge of the stage with his guitar resting comfortably against his shoulder, still riding the rush of applause and his first taste of pussy that refused to leave his chest and his tongue. Every few seconds someone stopped him with a pat on the back. A handshake. A clap on his shoulder.Â
âDamn, boy! You sure can play!âÂ
âYou had Delta Slim grinninâ.âÂ
âThat guitar talk back to you.âÂ
Sammie smiled through every compliment, thanked every stranger, but his eyes kept drifting over their shoulders.Â
Searching.Â
Soft-blue dress had been easy enough to find.Â
But nowâŠnothing.
Despite that, Sammie caught himself smiling anyway. She was probably making him wait on purpose. That seemed like something Evangeline Monroe would enjoy. Sammie finally excused himself and began weaving through the crowded room. Cards slapped against green felt. Dice bounced across polished wood. Women laughed and moaned with their heads thrown back. Someone carried two platters of fried catfish through the crowd while another hurried past balancing slices of sweet potato pie.Â
Sammie circled once, then again.Â
Still nothing.
His smile began to fade.Â
Near the bar, he spotted the two young women who had arrived with her earlier. They stood shoulder to shoulder, wrapping light shawls around themselves while glancing nervously toward the front entrance.Â
Sammie approached. âEveninâ again, ladies.âÂ
The girls looked up.Â
âOh,â one of them said with relief. âHi, Sammie.âÂ
âYou seen Evangeline?â Sammie asked.Â
âThe girls exchanged a look.Â
âWe was just lookinâ for her ourselves.âÂ
âThought she came back witâ yaâll.â Sammie said
âNaw. She wandered off afterâŠsomethinâ.â
âAfter what?â Sammie questioned.Â
âShe shrugged. âDonât know. She looked pretty upset. I tried to wave her over and she just kept on walkinâ.âÂ
The second girl sighed, chewing the inside of her cheek.Â
âWe canât stay much longer.âÂ
âOur mamas think we sleepinâ over at my auntieâs house. If we donât get back âfore sunriseâŠâ she winced. âLord.âÂ
âThe whole neighborhood gonâ know we snuck out.â The other friend said.Â
Sammie glanced across the room again. âIâll find her.âÂ
âYou tell her we had to leave?âÂ
âWe sure didnât wanna butâŠwe told Eva that we canât stay too long.âÂ
âOur daddiesâŠâ one of them shook her head. âTheyâll turn us black and blue if they find out.âÂ
Sammie cringed at that last part. But ultimately, he nodded his head with understanding.
âIâll tell her. Yaâll get home safe now.âÂ
The girls thanked him before hurrying toward the entrance, pulling their shawls tighter as one of the doormen quietly unlatched the door for them. For a second, Sammie simply stood there. He looked toward the stage. Toward the card tables. Toward Delta Slim and Aunt Pearl talking close. Toward the staircase where Violet stood, Smoke beside her puffing on a cigar like he was her watch dog.Â
Still no Evangeline.Â
Then, he saw her.Â
Marigold.
She emerged from the hallway near the guest rooms, composed once more, though something about her expression seemedâŠheavier than before. Her lipstick had been touched up. Her shoulders were square. Only the faint puffiness under her eyes hinted that something heavy was on her mind. Sammie brightened immediately and walked toward her.
âMiss Marigold.âÂ
Marigold turned at the sound of her name.Â
âIâm sorry to bother you.âÂ
âYou arenât a bother at all, Sammie.âÂ
Sammie glanced over his shoulder, still hoping to catch sight of dark-brown skin and a flirty grin.Â
âI canât seem to find Evangeline.âÂ
The name struck her like a pebble dropped into still water. Barely noticeable from the outside. Impossible to ignore beneath the surface.Â
âEvangeline?â
âI done checked the dance floor. The bar. The stage. I ainât checked none of the rooms down here but they seem to be occupied. Upstairs ainât been checked. Her friend had to head home. They was lookinâ for her too.âÂ
Concern settled quietly across Marigoldâs face. âWhen was the last time you saw her?âÂ
âA little while ago. We was supposed to meet back up.â Sammie rubbed the back of his neck, a sheepish smile trying to return. âI reckon I mightâve got caught up witâ folks tryna talk to me after I played.âÂ
Marigold looked across the crowded room. The celebration carried on without interruption. She could spot Stack laughing with Cornbread at the bar over a glass of bourbon.Â
âIâll help you.âÂ
Sammieâs shoulders relaxed. âYou will?âÂ
âOf course. Evangeline is one of the youth at church. Her well beinâ is just as important to me as is to you, Sammie.â Marigold offered him a reassuring smile, though unease had already begun coiling inside her chest. âIf sheâs still here, weâll find her.âÂ
Marigold grabbed Sammie by the hand as they stepped into the current of bodies moving through The Blackline. Sammie searched with hopeful eyes. Marigold searched with growing dread. Neither of them noticed that, across the room, someone else had quietly begun watching the search unfold.Â
Someone only Liza June could see.Â
Stack peeled himself away from the bar with the last swallow of bourbon still warm in his chest. His eyes drifted toward the hallway leading toward the bathrooms.Â
Goldie shouldâve been back by now.Â
He frowned.Â
As he crossed the floor, Peaches breezed past carrying a tray stacked with condoms and fresh drinks, hips rocking to the band without missing a step.Â
âPeach.âÂ
She looked over one glistening shoulder. âMhm?âÂ
âYou see Goldie, tell her quit hidinâ from me and come on to my office.âÂ
Peaches smirked. âYou done got needy.âÂ
âI been needy.âÂ
Peaches laughed. âIâll tell her, baby. Maybe I should warn her you primmed and ready then, huh?âÂ
Stack shot her a lazy grin and kept walking.Â
As he walked, the scent of fried catfish, greens, and fresh cornbread drifted from the kitchen. As he passed the swinging door, something caught the corner of his eye. Stack stopped and backed up. He pushed the kitchen door open just enough to peek inside.Â
Delta Slim had Aunt Pearl backed against one of the prep tables, grinning from ear to ear while she cupped the old pianistâs face with both hands and kissed him like sheâd been waiting all week to do it. Delta Slim chuckled into the kiss. Aunt Pear swatted his shoulder without ever pulling away.Â
Stack pinched the bridge of his nose. âLord have mercy.âÂ
Neither of them heard him. Stack pushed the door shut with a quick thump.Â
âAinât nobody wanna see all that.â His head shook as a laugh escaped him. âTwo old folks actinâ like they sixteen.âÂ
Still smiling to himself, he adjusted his jacket and continued down the hallway toward his office, unaware that before the night was over, laughter would be the last easy thing anyone remembered.Â
Stackâs polished shoes stopped dead on the worn floorboards. There was a girl huddled in the corner. She wasnât just any stray, Stack recognized her to be the girl Sammie been checking for since he showed up in Little Rock. Her shoulders were drawn tight like she was still trying to fold herself smaller while her face told a different story. Split lip. Purple blooming under one eye. Marks that didnât come from no fall.Â
âYou alright, sugar?â His voice came out low and careful.Â
Evangeline dragged the heel of her hand across her wet cheeks, sniffling hard. âIâm fine. Just fine, Mr. Stack.âÂ
Stack stepped closer, the wall sconce from the hallway catching the damage. His jaw worked once.Â
âSomebody put hands on you?âÂ
Evangeline remained silent. She looked past him like the wall might swallow her whole.Â
âWhatâs your name?â
âEvangeline.âÂ
Stack studied her. âIf you walk out them doors lookinâ like that, word gonâ travel faster than a rumor in a choir loft.â He said. âAnd if it gets back to your people that you was hereâŠâ he let the rest hang. They both knew what that meant.
âIâm not going back home.â She spoke, but it was so low Stack had to strain his ears to catch it.Â
âWhere my cousin at?â The question came out tight. Deep in his gut he knew Sammie wouldnât raise a hand to a woman, he knew better than to do no shit like that. But the marks on her face made his fingers itch anyway.Â
âI donât know.â She whispered.
Stack exhaled through his nose and opened his office door, the hinges giving a soft groan. Warm lamplight spilled across a heavy desk cluttered with loose papers and an ashtray still smoking.Â
He nodded inside. âCome on. ainât nobody need to see you like this.âÂ
Evangeline hesitated, then stepped past him. Stack cracked the door behind them, cutting most of the noise from the hall. Stack stayed by the door a moment, watching her take in the room, her eyes darting over the velvet sofa, the half-empty bottle of whiskey, the coat rack heavy with his good jackets.Â
âGo on, sit.â Stack said. âAinât gonâ bite.â
Evangeline lowered herself onto the edge of the sofa, her fingers twisting in her lap. Stack crossed to the desk, poured himself a finger of whiskey into a glass, and took a sip. His gaze drifted back to that split lip.Â
âYou donât gotta tell me what happened.â He said, after a beat. âBut if somebodyâs puttinâ hands in you, you best believe they gonâ answer for it.â
Evangelineâs wet eyes tracked him from head to toe before pulling away.Â
Stack eased himself onto the edge of the heavy desk, one polished shoe braced against the floor, the other dangling. He watched her for a moment, finger tapping the glass, the wheels in his head turning. Hoping Sammie ainât got nothing to do with her hurtinâ.Â
âWho hit you, Evangeline?â Stackâs voice stayed low, almost gentle.Â
She kept her eyes on her lap, shoulders shaking, fresh tears sliding free.Â
Stack let out a slow breath through his nose. He set his glass aside and pushed off the desk. The door to the back room creaked as he disappeared inside. When he came back, he carried a damp cloth and a small chunk of ice wrapped in it. He held it out without a word.Â
Evangeline took it with trembling fingers and pressed the cold against her swollen cheek. Stack lowered himself onto the sofa beside her, close enough that the cushion dipped under his weight.Â
âOne of them boys out front?â he asked. âSay the word and Iâll handle it. Get you home safe, no questions asked.â
Her face crumpled again. The tears came harder, silent and hot. Stack reached over and laid his palm between her shoulder blades, rubbing slow circles through the thin fabric of her dress. Stack just stayed there, unsure of what to do other than go out and ask around. Surely, if an altercation did occur, he would have known.Â
âDid some man try and come on to you?â Stack asked.Â
Evangeline sniffled, rubbing her eyes. Eyes that kept betraying her as they swept over Stackâs body. The feeling of his hand making her feel fuzzy.Â
âWasnât nothinâ like that. IâŠâ
âFunny thing âbout nothinâ. It usually leave folks lookinâ like somethinâ happened.â His voice never rises. âYou ainât gotta explain it to me.â Another pause. âJust donât sit here thinkinâ somebody got the right to leave their fingerprints on your life. Folksâll have you believinâ love always come with a hard hand. I should know.âÂ
Evangeline crumbled. She leaned her head against Stackâs shoulder, her tears soaking into the silk of his shirt.Â
âShhh, hey nowâŠitâs alright. Listen, why donât I go look for Sammie. See if we can sort this outââ
Her hand slid down between his legs, fingers closing around the softened outline of his dick through the fabric of his trousers. Stack shot to his feet so fast the sofa scraped back an inch.Â
âWhat the hell you doinâ, girl?â
She stayed where she was, eyes puffy, lips trembling. âI always wanted to know what it was like to be with one of the Smokestack Twins. You been so kind to me, Mr. Stack.â
Her fingers went to the buttons of her dress. She started working them open.
Stackâs voice came sharp. âKeep that dress on.â
âWhat? You donât wanna make me feel better?âÂ
Stack looked away. He swiped at his nose and then made his way to the door. âNot like this. I ainât who you think I am. Iâm many things but not this. Button that dress back up.âÂ
Evangleine laughed, a bitter little sound that didnât reach her eyes. âSince when does Stack Moore turn down some pussy?â
Stack was seeing red. He crossed the room in three strides and reached for the door, âIâm gettinâ Aunt Pearl to take you homeââ
Before he could open the door it swung open.Â
Sammie and Marigold stood right there in the hallway. Sammieâs eyes went straight to Evangelineâs open dress, skin showing beneath, the bruise on her face. His jaw clenched so hard the muscle jumped.
Marigold stepped inside first. âWhatâs going on in here?â
Stack looked from Sammie, to Marigold, to Evangeline.Â
âFound her outside my office banged up. Somebody hit herââ
âEvangeline, everything alright?âÂ
Sammie crossed the room to her. Evangeline stood abruptly, turning away to fix herself.Â
âEvaââ
âSTOP! Iâm fine. I ainât fuck your cousin, Sammie. If thatâs what you worried about.âÂ
Sammie frowned. âYou think thatâs what I care âbout right now? Your faceââ
âAsk Sister Marigold why my face look like this.âÂ
Stack and Sammie turned their eyes onto Marigold.Â
âI struck her.â Marigold confessed. âI ainât mean toââ
âYou meant to. Just like you meant to ruin our lives. Wait till I tell everyone that you fuckinâ a pimp in a pussy house. That image you worked so hard for gonâ burn so bright everybody in Little Rock gonâ see it.âÂ
Evangeline stormed past Sammie and bumped Marigoldâs shoulder. Sammie grabbed her wrist but Evangeline wiggled her arm out of his grip and stormed out of the office. He was on her heels like a bloodhound with a fresh scent. Stack and Marigold stood frozen for a moment before following them.Â
âEva! Come on, now. We can talk about thisââ
âStop following me, Sammie!âÂ
âListen, whatever happened, we can help. You ainât gotta go through this aloneââ
She turned as though she meant to leave, but Sammie stepped into her path. He didnât grab her this time. He simply stood there, concern plain in his eyes.Â
âTalk to me.âÂ
Her laugh came again, full of pain. âWhy?â
ââCause somethinâ happened.âÂ
âYou donât know what happened.â
âNo. But I know you hurtinâ.âÂ
The tenderness in his voice hurt worse than an accusation could have. Evangelineâs chin trembled before she caught it between her teeth. She wanted him to be foolish. She wanted him to flirt, to say something smooth, to give her an excuse to laugh at him and walk away. Instead, he looked at her like her tears mattered.Â
âYou donât even know me.â She said.
Sammie lowered his voice. âMaybe not yet.âÂ
âThere ainât gonâ be no yet.âÂ
His brows furrowed. âWhat that mean?âÂ
âIt mean you need to stop lookinâ at me like that.âÂ
âLike what?âÂ
âLike Iâm somethinâ sweet.âÂ
âYou are.âÂ
âYou donât know that.âÂ
âI know enough.âÂ
âNo, you donât.â Her voice sharpened, cutting through the music between them. âYou met me on a sidewalk licking ice cream. You saw me in a pretty dress, let me dance on you, kissed me a little, sucked my pussy, now you think you know what kind of girl I am.âÂ
âI never said that.âÂ
âYou ainât have to, Sammie.âÂ
Sammieâs expression softened further, which only made her angrier.Â
âEvangeline, I ainât tryinâ to judge you.âÂ
âEverybody says that right before they do.âÂ
âI ainât everybodyââ
âYou a preacherâs son.âÂ
âI ainât my daddyââ
âYou still got his Bible all through you!âÂ
The words struck him, though he tried not to show it.
âWhat would your daddy think if he found out you been licking pussy? You hanginâ âround The Smokestack twins? You performing blues music in a Juke full of the drunk and the frisky, huh? Iâd get out while I still can. At least you got time for savinâ.â Evangeline rubbed quickly beneath one eye. âGo enjoy your birthday. They threw this whole night for you. Got women in there that know exactly what you want and how to give it to you.âÂ
âI was lookinâ for you.âÂ
âWell, stop.âÂ
Sammie went still. Evangeline drew a breath that trembled all the way down.
âI got somebody anyway.âÂ
Sammieâs face changed. Only slightly. A tiny glimpse behind his eyes.Â
âYou got a man?âÂ
âThatâs what I said.âÂ
Sammie searched her expression, perhaps waiting for the teasing curl of her lips or a wink that would reveal the game. None came. Evangeline forced herself to hold his gaze until the lie settled between them.
âWhy you ainât say that before?âÂ
Evangeline scoffed. âI ainât owe you my whole life story.â
âI knowâŠâ
âThen quit askinâ.â
Sammie nodded slowly. âAlright.âÂ
His acceptance should have brought relief. Instead, it left her feeling hollow. Evangeline looked at him properly thenz at the college pin on his lapel. At the faint sheen of perspiration resting along his temple. At the gentle hands that had gripped her waist and pinned her legs in that dressing room. He had looked at her as though she were worth discovering. That was precisely why she had to push harder.Â
âGo find you somebody more suitable.â She said. âSome good little college girl. Some little church girl from back home. A girl who writes letter and sit quiet while you play. Somebody worth your time.â
Sammieâs brows drew together. âWhy you talkinâ like you ainât?âÂ
She looked away.
âEvangelineââ
âJust leave me alone, Sammie.âÂ
He could hear the plea beneath the anger. He could also hear his fatherâs voice from years ago, insisting that women needed correction when their emotions carried them too far. Jedediah would have followed. Cornered. Demanded answers until there was no room left for anything but obedience.Â
Sammie would not become that man.Â
Evangeline stepped around him and headed toward the front of the room.Â
Sammie turned after her. For one breath, he followed. One step carried him into the stream of dancers before he stopped himself. She had asked him to leave her alone. Whatever had transpired between her and Marigold, she didnât want him beside her while she carried it.Â
âPreacher Boy!â
A hand clapped his shoulder from behind. Someone called for another song. Delta Slom lifted both hands from the piano and shouted that the birthday boy owed the room one more number. Sammie glanced back at them, then toward Evangeline. She had already disappeared among the bodies. He stood there another second, torn between instinct and respect, before lowering his head.Â
She needed time.
He would find her later.
The office door had scarcely stopped rattling from Sammie and Evangelineâs hurried exit before things settled uneasy. Marigold stood in the middle of the room, arms wrapped tightly around herself, staring at the open doorway as though Evangeline might suddenly appear again.Â
âI struck her.â Her confession came with shame. âSo hard.â Her voice wavered. âI have never laid my hands on one of my girls.âÂ
Stack remained where he was beside his desk. He said nothing.Â
Marigold laughed once, though it carried no humor. âI looked at herâŠâ she swallowed. ââŠand all I could see was myself.â She pressed trembling fingers against her lips. âI became exactly what she accused me of.â
Stack watched her for another moment before speaking.Â
âNo.âÂ
She lifted weary eyes toward him.Â
âYou became somebody who lost hold of herself.âÂ
The distinction did little to comfort her. A fresh wave of shame crossed her face. Then, another thought entered.Â
âWhat if she tells? What if she tells everybody?â Marigold whispered. âThe congregationâŠmy husbandâŠthose girlsâŠâ she shook her head. âMy whole lifeâŠâ
Stackâs answer came without hesitation. âThen she tells.âÂ
Marigold stared at him as though heâd struck her himself.
âThatâs all you got to say?âÂ
âWhat else you want me to say?â Stack tilted his head.Â
âYou donât understandââ
âI understand just fine.âÂ
âNo. You donât. Theyâll talk.âÂ
âThey mightââ
âTheyâll rip me apart.âÂ
âThey might.âÂ
âMy girls wonât listen to another word I sayââ
âMaybe.âÂ
Each answer landed heavier than the last. Frustration finally overtook her.Â
âYou donât care.âÂ
Stackâs brow lifted.Â
âYou think this some kind of joke.â
âI think itâs the truth.â
Marigold shut her eyes. âI could lose everything.âÂ
âYou already losinâ it, Goldie.âÂ
She blinked. âWhat?âÂ
âYou hate hearinâ the truth.â
âI do notââ
âYou do.â His voice never rose. âYou hate any truth that asks somethinâ of you.âÂ
Marigold shook her head fiercely. âYou donât know what youâre talkinâ about, Stack.âÂ
âI know exactly what Iâm talkingâ âbout.â He took one measured step toward her. âYou spend time worryinâ âbout what everybody else think, you ainât ask yourself what you think in a long while.âÂ
Marigold felt the walls closing in.Â
âI need to go.âÂ
She turned for the door. Before her fingers reached the knob, Stack crossed the room. He opened the door first, glanced into the hallway, then quietly shut it again.
The lock clicked into place.
Marigold stared. âWhat are you doinâ?â
He motioned toward the chair opposite his desk.
âSit.â
âI said I need to leave.â
âI heard you.â
âMove.â
âNo.â
She searched his face, waiting for the arrogance she had come to expect from men who gave orders. It wasnât there.
Only patience.
Only resolve.
Her shoulders sagged. The fight left them. Slowly, she lowered herself into the chair. Stack remained standing for a long moment before finally asking the question that had lived behind his eyes for weeks.
âWhy you still with him?â
Marigold looked down at her hands.
No answer came.
He asked another. âWhy you still tied to that church?â
She opened her mouth. Closed it again. Words that had once come so easily refused to appear.
Duty. Marriage. Calling. Obedience.
Each felt thinner than the last.
Stack watched the realization cross her face.
âYou keep tellinâ me what you scared of losinâ.â He leaned against the edge of his desk. âTell me one thing over there thatâs still holdinâ on to you.â
Marigold searched for it. For something. Anything.
Obadiah. No. Her marriage. No. The church building. No. Her title. No. Only faces came. The young women. Bible lessons. Hospital visits. Meals delivered to grieving families.
Evangeline.
The thought struck so sharply she rose from the chair.
âI canât do this.â
She hurried to the door and unlocked it before Stack could stop her. The knob turned. She stepped into the hallway. Behind her came his voice, carrying just enough amusement to make her stop for the briefest second.
âRunninâ again?â
She closed her eyes.
âThought we was past that.â
Marigold looked back over her shoulder. The glare she gave him carried exhaustion more than anger. Then, she walked away. She moved quickly through the back corridors until the music softened behind thick walls. The warmth of the kitchen met her first. Pots soaked in wash tubs. The smell of cornbread still lingered in the air. Alma Rose stood at one sink with her sleeves rolled high, drying heavy platters while Aunt Pearl wiped down one of the long preparation tables, humming softly beneath her breath. Both women looked up together. One glance was all Aunt Pearl needed.
âWhat happened?â
Marigold tried to answer but nothing came. She lowered her eyes instead.
After a long silence, she managed quietly, âAunt PearlâŠâ
The older woman set the rag aside. âMm-hmm?â
âWould youâŠâ Her voice nearly broke. ââŠwould you mind drivinâ me home?â
Concern settled across Aunt Pearlâs face, but she asked no questions.
âCourse I will.â She untied her apron and handed it to Alma Rose. âYou finish up in here for me, baby.â
Alma Rose nodded. âI got it.â
Marigold waited near the back door while Aunt Pearl gathered her things.
Just as Aunt Pearl reached for her coatâŠ
The church bell rang.
One slow toll.
Its sound rolled through the kitchen walls and settled over every pot, every plate, every tired pair of hands. Even Alma Roseâs rag stilled against the china. Marigold felt the sound settle somewhere deep inside her chest. Aunt Pearl quietly slipped her coat over her shoulders.
âCome on, baby.â
Marigold nodded.
Neither woman spoke as they stepped out into the Arkansas night.
Behind them, The Blackline laughed.
Across the street, the bell rang again.
The Rise of First Blood
Evangeline moved without purpose through The Blackline, letting the crowd swallow her. She passed couples with their foreheads pressed together, women laughing over cards, men losing money with good humor and ordering another round. The room that had seemed scandalous when she first entered now looked different through the sting of her tears.
She saw a young woman sitting beside the stage with her face buried against Peachesâ shoulder. Peaches did not tell her to straighten up. She did not tell her that tears invited weakness or that grief could be prayed away. She stroked the womanâs back and listened while she cried, her full attention offered without correction.
Near the bar, a patron reached for one of the dancers. The woman caught his wrist, shook her head, and continued past him. He lifted both palms, accepted the refusal, and turned back to his drink. No one dragged her aside. No one asked what kind of woman denied a man after accepting his attention. At a nearby table, Aunt Pearl set down a plate in front of a girl who had been too busy working to eat. She fussed over her until the girl took the first bite, then walked away satisfied. The Blackline contained vice. Evangeline could see it clearly. Liquor poured faster than water. Clothes fell open. Money passed between hands for pleasures no church woman would name aloud. Yet beneath all of it lived something she had not expected to find.
Choice.
The realization disturbed her more than the obscenity. Marigoldâs face returned to her. Garnet lips. Black satin. Her body settled on Stack Mooreâs lap while he kissed her neck and whispered filth no doubt. The look of shock on her face when sheâd locked eyes with her. The woman who had once warned Evangeline that wickedness entered through open doors had looked more alive in that booth than she ever had standing beside Obadiah.Â
Evangeline hated her for it. She envied her for it too. That truth was harder to bear.
She drifted closer to the entrance, wrapping her arms around herself. The mark on her cheek and the split in her lip had begun to ache now that the adrenaline has settled. Everything she had said to Marigold returned in jagged pieces, crueler now that the anger had faded. She remembered Marigoldâs face after the slap, the horror and regret that followed it.Â
She had wanted the First Lady to hurt.Â
And she had succeeded.Â
It had not made anything better.Â
Across the room, tucked behind a veiled alcove, Liza June sat with her cards gathered loosely in both hands. She had stopped reading them some time ago. Lana had wandered away to tend to a John, leaving her alone with the spread and the company no one else could see.Â
Louisa Fields, one of the spirits, had remained near the piano after Sammie finished playing. The Harris twins had stood together beside an empty booth, their fingers linked. Clarene Bell watched the stage with a longing that had survived her body. Larissa Boone lingered near the wall, stern and watchful. Cressida Weatherford stood closest to Marigold as she surfaced without Stack, her weathered hands held near her sides.Â
Then, Louisa turned toward the front door.Â
The Harris twins followed.
Clarene lowered her head and went after them.Â
Larissa crossed the room with the grave composure of a woman answering a summons.
Liza June straightened.Â
The spirits did not disappear. They moved through the living crowd, passing between dancers and tables without disturbing cloth or flesh. Every one of them traveled in the same direction.Â
Her cards tightened between her fingers.
âWhere yaâll goinâ?â
None turned.
One card slipped free and landed face up on the table.Â
Death.Â
Liza stared at it.Â
Ordinarily, she would have scolded anyone foolish enough to fear the card. Death did not always mean a grave. It could mean change, release, one life ending so another might begin. Tonight, the image looked different.Â
Cressida remained behind for one final heartbeat. Her eyes found Marigold across the room. The First Lady was scanning the crowd beside Sammie now. Both of them searching for someone they could no longer see. Then, Cressida looked toward Liza.
No chant came this time. No words formed inside her mind. The old woman simply closed her eyes.Â
Grief moved across her face before she turned and followed the others.Â
Lizaâs stomach tightened. She didnât rise or follow. She remained perfectly still while the dead passed through the front door.Â
Evangeline reached it moments later.Â
The doorman recognized her from when she came in and tipped his hat. âHeadinâ out, Miss?â
âJust need some air.âÂ
âFriends left some time ago.âÂ
Evangeline glanced back into the room. Her girls had gone. She figured as much. They were past their curfew. She spotted Sammie with his guitar, forcing a smile on his face. Evangeline nearly called his name. The thought rose to her lips. Then, Pride swallowed it.Â
âActually, I think Iâm a head home. Thanks anyway.âÂ
The doorman opened the door. âHave a good evening.âÂ
Music poured into the night around her, bright and lively for a few seconds before the heavy door closed and reduced it to a muffled pulse behind brick. West Ninth had thinned considerably. Storefronts sat dark behind their glasses. Strattonâs three pale circles across the pavement, leaving stretches of shadow between them. The August heat had not broken, though the night breeze cooled the tears drying on Evangelineâs face. Across the narrow lane stood Greater Calvary Holy Temple Church of Deliverance. Itâs white exterior looked gray beneath the moon. The iron fence bordered rows of lilies that appeared colorless at this hour. High above the street, the bell tower cut into the skit like a raised finger demanding silence.Â
Evangeline turned away from it.Â
She walked slowly, without any true destination. She didnât want to go back home. To face her motherâs judgment or her fatherâs hand. She only wanted distance form Marigold, from Sammieâs kindness, from the music that had reached into her chest and stirred feelings she was not prepared to name.Â
Behind her, the dead emerged through The Blacklineâs closed door.Â
Louisa came first, small and barefoot, ribcage visible above her nightgown; malnourished. The Harris twins walked behind her, still holding hands, translucent and water-soaked, dripping constantly, leaving puddles wherever they moved. They still wore the same swollen, bluish features with their hair plastered their face and clothing clinging like wet rags. Clarene had bruising around her neck and walked with a wobble. Larissa carried a medicinal scent mixed with the old communion wine sweetness. Other spirits joined them, spirits tied to the patrons, the musicians, the kitchens and the old streets beneath Little Rock. Faces from lives already lived. Shapes belonging to years not yet born.Â
Cressida came last.Â
The formed a silent procession several paces behind her, keeping pace as she crossed beyond the strongest reach of The Blacklineâs lights. Evangeline felt the change without understanding it. The fine hairs along her arms lifted. She glanced over one shoulder.Â
The street appeared empty.Â
She rubbed her palms over her sleeves and kept walking. The music weakened with each step Evangeline took until that world became no more than a distant rhythm carried through the night.Â
Evangeline paused beside the church fence.Â
A lily had fallen onto the pavement. She nudged it with the toe of her shoe, then looked toward the road leading home.Â
âMiss Monroe.âÂ
The voice came from behind her.Â
Evangleine turned.
Deacon Josiah Wells stood beneath the nearest streetlamp. She had known him most of her life. He had carried her on his shoulders during church picnics when she was small and slipped peppermint candies into her palm after services. Tonight he wore a dark suit buttoned to the throat, his hat held respectfully against his chest.
The tension left her shoulders.
âDeacon Wells.â
âYour mama and daddy been worried.â
Her gaze dropped. âThey know Iâm gone?â
âThey know enough.â
âI was fixinâ to head home.â
âI figured as much.â He gave her the same patient smile she remembered from childhood. âCome on, then. Iâll see you there safe.â
Evangeline glanced toward The Blackline. She thought of Sammie. She thought of going back inside and telling him the truth, at least enough of it to apologize. Then, she pictured her father waiting at home.
âI can walk.â
âAt this hour?â Deacon Wells chuckled softly. âYour daddy would have my hide if I let his girl cross town alone.â
The words sounded reasonable. Familiar.
She stepped toward him.
The spirits stopped.
Every one of them.
Louisaâs face tightened with fear. The Harris twins drew closer together. Clarene opened her mouth though no sound passed through it. Larissa reached for Evangeline and met only distance.
Cressida raised both hands. The hands that had delivered children, closed wounds, calmed fevers and helped women survive the touch of cruel men.
They could do nothing now.
Evangeline had nearly reached Deacon Wells when another man stepped from the deeper shadow beside the church steps. Then, a third appeared near the gate.
Her pace slowed. âWho they?â
Wellsâ smile remained, though all warmth had left it.
âChurch business.â
âAt this time of night?â
âYou been keepinâ late hours yourself.â
Something in his voice changed her breathing.
Evangeline stepped backward.
Wells reached for her arm.
She jerked away. âDonât touch me.â
The men moved at once.
One caught her from behind. A broad hand covered her mouth before she could scream. She kicked backward, heel striking bone, and heard someone curse. Her teeth closed against the palm over her lips.
âHold her.â
Evangeline twisted hard enough to tear one sleeve at the shoulder. She clawed at the arm trapping her, eyes fixed on The Blacklineâs entrance only yards away.
The music continued behind the walls. She tried to call Sammie. Only a broken sound escaped beneath the manâs hand.
Deacon Wells seized her legs as the others lifted her from the pavement. Her eyes widened. Not with confusion anymore.
With recognition.
The spirits crowded around them, reaching, grieving, powerless. Cressida stood closest, her hands pressed against Evangelineâs face without being felt.
The girl fought until a dark cloth was forced over her nose and mouth.
The church bell tolled once.
Evangelineâs body went slack.
The men carried her through the iron gate. Behind them, the fallen lily lay crushed against the pavement. And across the lane, The Blackline kept singing.
Morning came. It slowly settled over the carriage house behind The Blackline. Thin ribbons of sunlight caught lazy flecks of dust that drifted through the warm air. The fragrance of old cedar, worn leather, hay, faint traces of manure, and machine oil. An empty wagon leaned against one wall beside stacked feed crates and coiled harnesses that hadnât seen a horse in years.Â
Beyond the open doors crowded with overgrown grass, life had already begun again. Minnie laughed and cooed in the kitchen. A pan clanged against a stove, probably Aunt Pearl frying up some bacon fat fritters. Delta Skim tested a few wandering notes on the piano before deciding against a tune to play tonight. Cornbread was snoring in one of the guest rooms, causing some of the girls to groan about missed sleep because of a grisly bear. The little white kitten, Trouble, darted across the courtyard chasing something only he could see.Â
The world had moved on accordingly.
Sammie had not.Â
He sat alone on an overturned crate with his guitar resting across his lap. It had once belonged to Smoke and Stackâs father before the brothers placed it in Sammieâs hands years later, telling him every instrument deserved another voice.Â
This morning it felt heavier than usual. His fingers wandered over the strings, searching for something familiar. A blues progression found its way beneath his fingertips before faltering halfway through. He tried again. Stopped again. But nothing sounded right. Sammieâs thoughts refused to stay on the music. Instead, they drifted back to the night before.Â
Evangeline laughing. Evangeline dancing. The sharp wit behind every smile she sent his way. ThenâŠher face after everything had unraveled. The bruise. It wasnât the mark itself, or that Marigold had struck her. It was the way she reacted. She hadnât looked surprised. She didnât seem to care that sheâd been hit in retaliation. She lookedâŠready. As though somewhere in her life sheâd already learned what it meant to brace herself before a hand came.Â
That was the part Sammie couldnât shake.Â
He drew a slow breath and rested both hands across the guitar. He allowed himself to be swallowed by silence before it was broken by footsteps crunching across the gravel outside.Â
âThey teach yâall that at college?â
Sammie looked up.
Stack leaned against the doorway with a steaming mug balanced in one hand. His hat had been traded for a neatly combed head of conked hair, his suit coat abandoned somewhere inside. Suspenders crossed a white shirt rolled neatly to his forearms. But the gold on his fingers and around his neck never left him. He was Elias Moore after all.
Stack nodded toward the guitar. âOr you tryinâ punish that poor thing?â
A corner of Sammieâs mouth lifted despite himself.
âI ainât punishinâ it.â
âMmm.â
Stack wandered inside without waiting for permission and lowered himself onto a crate beside him. He took a sip of his chicory coffee mixed with a little melted chocolate. He looked out through the open carriage doors, his eyes tracking Trouble trying to catch dragonflies. They simply breathed beside each other, Stack taking sips of his coffee and Sammie plucking the strings with his thumb. Stack had always known when silence needed company more than conversation. After a while he nudged Sammieâs shoulder.
âShe got you all tangled up already?â
Sammie gave a quiet scoff. âAinât like that.â
âIf you say so, lilâ nigga.âÂ
âIt ainât.â
Stack smiled into his coffee but let the denial pass. Another stretch of quiet settled between them. Finally, Sammie spoke.
âI keep thinkinâ about her.â
âThe girl?â
Sammie nodded. âI keep seeinâ that look on her face. The way sheâŠâ His voice lowered. âShe lookedâŠbroken.â He swallowed. âNot because of Marigold.â
Stack turned his head. âWhat you mean?â
Sammie stared down at the strings. âI donât know.â He searched for the words. âSumâ just ainât right.âÂ
Stack didnât rush to answer. He simply listened.
Sammie let out a tired breath. âI donât know. JustâŠit bothered me.â
âIt ought to.â
Sammie looked over.
Stack rested his elbows on his knees, turning the coffee mug slowly between his palms.
âWorld got a habit of puttinâ too much on folks before they old enough to carry it.â He looked toward the bright morning outside. âSometimes somebody cross your path and all they leave you with is a question.â
Sammie frowned. âWhat kinda question?â
Stackâs gaze stayed fixed ahead. âThe kind you spend years answerinâ.â
The words lingered between them.
Sammie looked back down at the guitar.
âYou ever have somebody justâŠâ He hesitated. ââŠwalk out your life before you figured âem out?â
Stack chuckled softly. âMore than once.â
There was something unreadable behind the smile that followed. Before Sammie could ask anything else, Stack clapped both hands against his knees and stood.
âThatâs enough of this.â
âWhat?â
âYou.â Stack pointed at him. âYou in your big cousinâs house actinâ like somebody done stole Christmas.â
Sammie laughed. A real laugh this time, though it still carried a trace of weariness.
âI ainât actinâ.â
âYou absolutely actinâ.â
Stack reached over and caught him in a loose headlock, rubbing the top of his head with his knuckles until Sammie pushed him away.
âMan, quit.â
âThere he is.â Stack grinned. âI knew you was still in there somewhere.â
Sammie shook his head, trying not to smile.Â
âYou supposed to be celebratinâ.â Stack slung an easy arm across his shoulders and steered him toward the open doors. âYou a college man now. A bluesman. My lilâ cousin. Ainât no room âround here for mopinâ all day.â
They stepped into the morning together. Trouble darted past their feet and damn near leaped up the steps into the kitchen.Â
Stack leaned close, lowering his voice as though conspiring to rob a bank.
âAunt Pearl got sweet potato biscuits coolinâ in that kitchen.â
Sammie raised an eyebrow. âSo?â
Stack looked over both shoulders with exaggerated caution.
âI heard tell she made peach preserves too.â
A grin finally spread across Sammieâs face.
âYou know she gonâ fuss.â
âOnly if she catch us.â
They crossed the courtyard shoulder to shoulder, laughing quietly like two boys about to steal something they both knew theyâd be forgiven for before supper.
Stack moved like a shadow, his broad shoulders hunched as he crept toward the cooling rack. He didnât make a sound, his movements were fluid and practiced while Sammie hovered just behind him, his eyes darting toward the doorway. Stackâs large hand shot out, snatching a golden-brown sweet potato biscuit still steaming from the oven. He grabbed another for Sammie, pressing it into his cousinâs palm with a wicked, knowing grin. Using his thick fingers, Stack split the biscuit in half and walked over to the peach preserves, using a tiny, sterling silver engraved spoon to scoop some onto the biscuit. Sammie held his own biscuit out and stack gave him a dollop.Â
âHush now,â Stack whispered with a low, gravelly voice. ââFore Pearl catch us and use that bread paddle to whip us.âÂ
Sammie snorted a laughter while Stack masked his by taking a bite of the buttery delight. Peach preserves danced across his tongue and made his eyes roll shut.Â
They retreated from the kitchen, sneaking through the back hallway and slipping into the main area of The Blackline. The main area held the aftermath of a crowded room with floorboards scarred by years of dancing boots and spilled liquor. On stage, Delta Slim sat at the upright piano, his dark fingers dancing over the keys in a slow, mourning melody that seemed to pull the very soul out of the keys.Â
A few paces away, Aunt Pearl stood still as a statue. Her dark skin was etched with the lines of a hard-lived life. Her gaze was fixed on Delta with an intensity that felt like a physical weight. She watched him play with a look that hovered somewhere between love and a deep, aching grief.Â
Stack leaned in close to Sammie, the biscuit halfway to his mouth. He lowered his voice, a playful glint in his whiskey-colored eyes.Â
âI tell yaâ, SammieâŠI seen âem last night,â Stack whispered, glancing back at Pearl. âCaught âem in the kitchen. Delta and Aunt Pearl was tongue-kissing like two teenagers who just found out the preacher went to sleep. Thought they was gonâ swallow each other whole.âÂ
Sammie almost choked on a piece of biscuit, his eyes widening. âAunt Pearl? Swear? She too strict for that.âÂ
âStrict in the light, maybe,â Stack chuckled, his deep dimples popping. âBut the dark do something to a person. Make âem remember things they tried to bury.â Stack paused, his expression softening as he watched the two of them. âI wonder how they even started. You donât just look at a man like that unless thereâs a whole lifetime of ghosts between you.âÂ
A heavy sigh sounded beside them. Minnie stepped into the light, her shoulders slumped and her eyes heavy with a bone-deep weariness. Her dark skin looked matte when the light hit it and she moved with a slow, dragging gait of someone who hadnât seen a bed in twenty-four hours. She didnât say where sheâd been, but the way she rubbed the small of her back and the distant, exhausted look in her eyes hinted at her night spent pacing a floor.Â
Minnie overheard them and let out a dry, raspy laugh. âYaâll talkinâ âbout ghosts now? You ainât gotta wonder, Stack. Pearl used to be the star of the show.âÂ
Stack raised an eyebrow. âThe star?âÂ
âMm-hm,â Minnie nodded leaning against a pillar. âShe told me sumâ she ainât never share before. Back in the day, Pearl had a voice that could make the devil weep. She used to sing them old ragtime songsâfast, filthy, full of life. Delta there? She said he was the heart of the band. They was thick as thieves, those two. Had a fling that set the whole Delta talking.â
Sammie looked from Minnie to the piano. âWhat happened?â
Minnieâs expression dimmed. âLife happened. Delta got caught up in some trouble and needed to on the chain gang. Gone for years. Just like that. PearlâŠshe ainât hear nothinâ for a long time. Word got back that he and his buddy Rice had been hanged by the state. Pearl took that news and buried it deep. She married a good man, had her boy, and tired to forget the sound of that piano.âÂ
Stack watched Delta hit a low, resonant chord. He saw the way Pearlâs chest hitched, a small sharp intake of breath.Â
âSeeinâ him walk back through those doors.â Minnie continued softly. âIt ainât just bring back the love. It opened up every old wound she ever managed to scab over. Itâs a heavy thing, cominâ back from the dead.âÂ
Stack just stood there, chewing the last of his biscuit, watching the silent communication between the woman and the musician. A slow, knowing smile spread across his face. It wasnât a cruel one. It was the smile of a man who understood that the most powerful desires were the ones that survived the impossible.Â
Sammieâs expression turned thoughtful, almost tentative. He looked at his cousinâthis man who seemed to glide through life with an effortless, seductive confidence, always surrounded by laughter and the scent of expensive pomade and womenâs perfume.Â
âStack,â Sammie started, a small, teasing smirk tugging at the corner of his mouth. âYou always out here playinâ the field, keepinâ every girl from here to Chicago guessinâ. You ever think you gonâ actually find love? Or you just gonâ keep collectinâ âem like stamps?âÂ
Stack let out a loud, booming laugh that bounced off the scarred floorboards, his deep dimples carving into his cheeks. He slapped his thigh, his eyes sparkling with amusement. Delta Slim and Aunt Pearl looked over like theyâd been interrupted. Minnie walked away with a shake of her head towards the kitchen to start prepping for the nightâs opening.Â
âFind love?â Stack chuckled, shaking his head. âBoy, you talkinâ like Iâm some lonely soul wanderinâ the wilderness. I got love in spades.â Stack gestured broadly with a large hand, encompassing the room. âI got you, I got Smokeâeven if that man act like a stone wall half the time. And I got my girls, them sweet twins. I got more love than I know what to do with, Sammie. Why trade a whole garden for one single rose when I can have the whole damn field?âÂ
Sammie didnât seem convinced. He let the silence stretch for a second before his voice dropped an octave, becoming a soft, pointed needle.Â
âWhat âbout Marigold?âÂ
The laughter didnât vanish but it froze. The playful light in his eyes dimmed into something guarded, something unreadable. The name hung in the air between them, heavy and thick, clashing with the mournful chords of the piano. For a heartbeat, the mask of the charming rouge slipped, revealing a glimpse of the man who knew exactly how dangerous a woman like Marigold could be. And exactly how much he craved that danger.Â
Stack cleared his throat, his jaw tightening as he straightened up. He didnât look at Sammie, instead focusing his gaze on the doorway, his voice returning to its usual smooth, dismissive rumble, though the warmth was gone.
âI got shit to do,â Stack muttered, pushing off the pillar. He didnât linger, turning on his heel to make a quick exit. As he walked away, he tossed a hand back over his shoulder, his tone returning to a forced, teasing edge. âGo on now. Go find yourself some stag films and a bottle of corn liquor. Put some hair on that chest âo yours âfore you start gettinâ all poetic on me.âÂ
A few blocks over, Marigold scarcely slept. The dawn had come pale and slow through the bedroom curtains, finding her already awake, sitting upright with the blankets gathered around her waist. Obadiah had risen before first light as he always did, his side of the bed left neat and undisturbed, the lingering scent of his shaving soap hanging faintly in the room. Heâd come home late, Marigold faking sleep to avoid him. She remained where she was long after he had gone. Her cheek rested against her fingertips and every time she closed her eyes, she saw Evangeline. Not the girl laughing with Sammie. Not the girl slipping through the doors of The Blackline.
The girl in that narrow hallway. Eyes shining with hurt. Voice trembling beneath anger.
You werenât teachinâ us. You were teachinâ us how to become you.
Marigold squeezed her eyes shut. Then came another.
Naomi was right.
Her stomach tightened.
Naomi. Esther.
The wounds she had spent years trying to bind together with prayer and patience had been ripped open in the span of a few cruel minutes. Evangeline had spoken their names like accusations. Like Marigold had stood by while both of them slipped beyond her reach.
Had she?
The question refused to leave.
She rose at last, bathed, dressed simply, and tied her hat beneath her chin with hands that would not stop fidgeting. She intended to make her usual house visits that morning. Instead, her feet carried her somewhere else.
She needed to see Evangeline. Needed to apologize. Needed to explain. Or perhapsâŠshe simply needed to know the girl had made it home. That thought settled uneasily in her chest. She couldnât stop thinking that Evangeline had returned safelyâŠand would tell someone where sheâd seen the First Lady the night before. Marigold hated herself for thinking it. More than that, she hated that the thought had come before anything else. She whispered a prayer beneath her breath as she walked. The prayer wasnât for protection. It was for forgiveness.
The Monroe home sat undisturbed beneath the morning sun, its white paint weathered by Arkansas summers and damp winters alike. A pair of rocking chairs rested on the porch, one still gently swaying as though someone had only recently risen from it. Marigold climbed the steps, and for a moment she almost turned around.
What if Evangeline refused to see her? What if Ruth answered with questions Marigold couldnât bear?
She lifted her hand anyway. Three soft knocks.
Tap tap tap.Â
Footsteps approached from inside. The door opened.
Ruth Monroe stood there, and Marigold knew instantly something was wrong. Ruthâs eyes were swollen. They werenât red from a restless night. They were red from crying. Her apron had been thrown on carelessly over yesterdayâs dress, and her hair, usually pinned with meticulous care, had begun slipping loose around her temples.
âRuthâŠâ Marigoldâs voice softened. âI came toââ
Ruth looked at Marigold with the bewildered expression of someone whose world no longer obeyed reason.
âYou ainât seen herâŠhave you?â
The question struck like cold water.
Marigold frowned. âSeen?â
âEvangeline.â
A hollow ache opened beneath Marigoldâs ribs.
âI thought sheâd be here.â
Ruth shook her head slowly. âShe never come home.â
The words settled between them. Heavy. Impossible. Marigold searched Ruthâs face for the certainty that this was all a misunderstanding. Perhaps sheâd stayed with cousins. Perhaps sheâd gone to one of the girls from Bible study. PerhapsâŠ
Ruth lifted a trembling hand.
There was an envelope in it. Its edges had already softened from being unfolded and folded again.
âI found this on her bedside table this morninâ.â
Marigold looked down. Across the front, written in familiar handwriting, was one simple word.
Mama.
âI went to wake her,â Ruth whispered. âHer bedâŠit hadnât been slept in.â A tear slipped down her cheek. âThis was sittinâ underneath her Bible.â
Marigold felt something inside her sink. Like a stone disappearing beneath dark water.
Ruth held the letter against her chest. âShe says she left.â Her voice broke. âShe says she needed to find herself.â
Somewhere beyond the yard, a mockingbird sang as though the morning had begun like any other.
Marigold looked toward the open doorway, into the little house she had visited so many times over the years. She could almost picture Evangeline as a child racing through those rooms with ribbons flying behind her.
Then, her thoughts returned to the night before.
To the hallway. To the slap. To the hurt in Evangelineâs eyes.
A terrible guilt settled over her. She had come to ask forgiveness.
InsteadâŠ
She found only absence.
âCome on in.âÂ
Marigold hesitated only a moment before crossing the threshold. The Monroe joke carried all the familiar comforts sheâd known for years. The smell of coffee lingered in the kitchen. There was a half-finished basket of mending rested beside Ruthâs favorite chair. Family photographs lined the mantel with polished silver frames that caught the light.Â
Nothing changed. Yet everything had.
Ruth closed the front door behind them but didnât sit. And wandered into the parlor, one hand wringing the folded letter while the other worried at the edge of her apron.Â
âI donât know what Iâm supposed to do.â Her voice shook. âI justâŠI keep thinkinâ maybe sheâll come through that front door and fuss at me for worryinâ.âÂ
Marigold removed her gloves, buying herself a moment to steady the knot in her chest.Â
âHad anyone else seen this?âÂ
Ruth shook her head. âNo. My husband left before daylight for the mill.â She swallowed. âHe still think she asleep.â Her eyes filled again. âI donât know how to tell him.â The words barely made it out. âHeâhe already think we been losinâ her.âÂ
Marigold stepped closer. Ruth had always been the steadier parent. Gentle where her husband was firm. Patient where he was quick to correct. Seeing her come apart unsettled something deep inside Marigold.
âMay IâŠ?â Marigold nodded toward the letter.
Ruth looked down at the page for a long moment before placing them into Marigoldâs hands.Â
âIâve read it so many times I know every word by heart now.â Ruth drew a shaky breath that never quite settled.Â
Madigold unfolded the paper with great care. The handwriting was unmistakably Evangelineâs. Neat. Rounded. Carefully practiced. Marigold could tell from the years spent in purity class walking the rows between desks, staring down over the girlsâ shoulders as they wrote brief essays on how to remain sacred and serve the Lord.Â
She began reading.Â
Mama,Â
Iâm sorry. I know I disappointed you and Daddy more times than I can count. I donât fit here anymore, and I donât think I ever will. I need to figure out who I am without everybody tellinâ me who Iâm supposed to be. Please donât come lookinâ for me. Iâm safe. I just need somewhere I can breathe. Maybe one day youâll forgive me. Tell Daddy Iâm sorry. I love you.Â
Evangeline.Â
Marigold lowered the page but did not immediately look up. It soundedâŠpossible. Painfully possible. And painfully familiar. Every line echoed the frustration Evangeline had carried for months. Yet something about it sat strangely against Marigoldâs heart.Â
Ruth managed a weak, watery smile through her tears.Â
âThe handwritingâs hers.âÂ
Karigold looked back down. âIt certainly looks like it. I recognized it the second I opened it.âÂ
Ruth laughed softly, though there was no joy in the sound.
âFunny thing isâŠâ she wiped beneath her one eye. âWhen she was little, she would dot all her little iâs with Tony circles.âÂ
Marigold glanced up. âCircles?âÂ
âMmm-hmm.â Ruth smiled at the memory. âLittle bitty things.â She held her fingers barely apart. âLooked like sheâd sprinkled flower petals all over her schoolwork. I used to tell her nobodyâd take her serious writinâ like that.â Another quiet laugh escaped her. âI guess she finally outgrew it.âÂ
Marigoldâs eyes drifted back to the page. Each lowercase i wore an ordinary dot. Perfectly ordinary. She folded the letter carefully along the original crease before returning it to Ruth.
âI hope thatâs all it is.âÂ
Ruth clutched it against her chest again. âI keep tellinâ myself sheâs eighteen. Maybe she justâŠâ her voice cracked. ââŠneeded to leave.âÂ
Marigold reached out and gently covered Ruthâs trembling hand. âIâŠI know this is hard.âÂ
Ruth looked at her with eyes full of questions no mother should ever have to ask.Â
âYou think she gonâ come back?âÂ
Marigold opened her mouth. No answer came. Instead, she gave Ruthâs hand the smallest reassuring squeeze she could manage.
âI pray she does.âÂ
Even as the words left her lips, an uneasiness settled deeper inside her. She could not shake the memory of the last thing Evangeline had said before walking away.
Hell already done broke loose in the both of us.
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