elliot (girl)!

in order to have anything even close to peace on this website you have to block so liberally. someone left an annoying/stupid comment on someone elses post? blocked. unreadable blog theme? blocked. blank blog? blocked. he/him pronouns? blocked. not leftist enough? blocked. shit opinions about food? yepp you guessed it. blocked. unoriginal? blocked. idgaf. this just so happens to filter out a huge amt of people who would otherwise cause me a lot of trouble. blocking shouldnt be precision strikes u dont hafta wait for them to cause You trouble before blocking. block as much and as many as possible and they wont cause you much trouble at all

paws at u

every day I spend where I can't hang out with tgirl friends irl is basically hell torture

I wanna watch a movie with you, or a playthrough of a game one or both of us are super into, or a tv show that you could spend hours talking about to others, I want to eat a tasty meal with you, or cook for you, or help you clean up after cooking, I want to go clothes shopping, even if we won't find anything my size, I love you, I want to spend time with you, in whatever way we can.

to all the tgirls in the notes, I hope one day we get to live a life where this is easily available, things will get easier, I love you.

(extremely just hung out with other trans women for 8 hours voice) bursting at the sseams with love and joy and gratitude i'm so glad i get to be alive in this world

Hot boxing the evil dead cabin

I want to build a world where no one suffers like I've had to. I want to build a world where people are treated more or less the same. Resolve the inequalities, give everyone a part to play. Efficiency and luxury beyond today's imagining. Someday, the agonies we endure will become a tragedy of history. I hope, someday, someone like me can laugh at its absurdity.

it will happen anyways. and it will not be enough to save me. but i want to touch it anyways. i want to touch the red light of the dawn.