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It’s crazy how you go from mere acquaintances to talking to someone everyday in a matter of one day. It’s also crazy how you can go from talking to someone everyday to mere acquaintances in the matter of one day.

I burned my hand on a corn dog at work and honestly no one prepared me for how awkward I would feel explaining it when people ask about it in social situations.... (I should clarify that I’m not out socializing during the pandemic, these are interactions with co-workers, customers and over FaceTime)

Okay but like no one ever told me that once you become an adult even if you have a lot of time, it’s never enough?? I feel like someone should’ve warned me

Someone tell me why the general manager of the fast food establishment I work at would rather pay me to sit in the office and talk to him about how I’m feeling than watch me work while I’m having a panic attack? THIS IS HOW BOSSES SHOULD BE!!!

My light in my dining room started flickering out of nowhere and only does it when I’m home alone..... is a ghost gonna kill me?

And just like that I’m heartbroken and still telling everyone I’m fine because how else am I supposed to cope? Not in a healthy way that’s for sure

My current mood: wanting so badly to give up on life but also very aware that that isn’t an option😂

Listening to music and crying is my forever mood, Welcome to the life of someone who’s severely depressed. Sorry all my posts recently have been dark, guess that’s just how I’m feeling recently and I can’t post about it anywhere else.

The worst part about my life currently is hurting alone while I still try so hard to convince everyone I’m completely fine.

Ever just realize how depressed you actually are? Then you look back to what you and your life looked like when you weren’t depressed and you just wish you could get back to being you because you know you’re not actually this empty person who feels numb to all of it...? Cause same....

Ever just lose your will to live but then get reminded that Sam, Dean and Cas (and a few other characters from supernatural) have all literally died and come back to life and still keep going so you end up like “if those idjits can do it then so can I”? Cause that’s me right now convincing myself I can make it through a 10 hour shift at work....

Dinner rush with my co-workers is like supernatural (more specifically team free will) one of us is ready to sacrifice ourselves, one of us is trying to fix it so we don’t have to sacrifice anyone, one of us is secretly coming up with a plan that will end the world and one of us is just ignoreing the chaos and following a bee in the garden😂😂