Deveraux

here are some of my favorite thinspo pics, they’re soooo personally triggering for me

can you imagine?

• having sex with the person you love and feel their hands touching your thin body, your prominent bones and soft skin…

• putting knee socks on and not feeling it rolling down your thighs bc all the fat doesn’t let it stay still?

• being able to take ANY kind of picture because your body will be ethereal in every position?

• borrowing someone’s hoodie and feeling it falling down your shoulders and not touching anything else, because you are so tiny and flat…

• just dressing ANYTHING, it can be fucking sweatpants, a top and an old shirt, it doesn’t matter, all clothes would fit heavenly….

being skinny is the peak of beauty.

I don’t want to look “naturally skinny” or “born that way” skinny.

I want to look sick. As sick as I feel.

I want to feel dizziness and fatigue. I want to feel nauseous each time I smell food from how hungry I am. I want to feel freezing cold permanently.

I want to be validated. I want to feel validated. I wanted each and every lb I lose be noticed. I want my starving and exercising results to be acknowledged.

I want to be shamed for promoting ed and being “unhealthy skinny” and “threatening skinny”

1. The prolonged forbidden eyecontact

2. Hanging out with them during breaks and free periods/that one deep convo

3. Getting better at their subject/their subject being your best one

4. Searching for them in the hallways during the days you don't have them

5. Stalking their socials and trying to find pictures from their youth