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I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Everyone always tells me how much of a good person I am but then leaves. Why? What’s wrong with me?

I hate my brain so much. Why does it get worse at night. I find comfort in the dark but my brain doesn’t want to let me find that comfort

I’m slipping back into a bad place. Someone help please. Idk if I can take this anymore. Ever since he left it’s just been getting so bad. He was my home, my safe place

Happy new years. Who knows how much longer I have lmao

Idk what it is about this app, but I love y’all. Y’all are depressed freaks. I love it here

I fucking hate having panic attacks from a MAN that never even cared it loved me. He replaced me

I watched a 4 hour video about metal gear for him. He explained so much about that game and the guns and shit. I Know so much about that stupid game FOR HIM. He knows nothing about me other then the fact that I read and have a suicidal background. He knows NOTHING about me, while I know so much about him. I’m so stupid. He even admitted that my beard put him off. He admitted to over sexualising me.

No one cares

We broke up. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t do this w/o him

I wanna die so bad. I hate me brain, but I know he just hates me

I don’t want to be here anymore. I can’t take it. I’m seriously considering it

I fucking hate my brain

Hurt myself after 22 days of it doing it. Tonight’s shower is going to hurt 🫤

Idk how much longer I have

It’s past 6:00pm so that means my brain is starting to act up again lol. But it’s worse tonight so idk what to do