backstreets back *ALRIGHT*
what is UP my guys itās been a hot minute since i posted here. my life has changed a Lot recently (some good, some bad) and due to some of the circumstances iām in i think iām gonna come back to this blog at least for now?? so hereās a quick list of whatās been going down in Alex town:
-my bf/bff/fp of nearly three years broke up w me a couple of months ago. so thatās been REALLY hard of course, but not as bad as i thought it might be?? meaning i didnāt attempt anything harmful. this is mostly bc of school (which iāll talk abt in a sec) and DBT (which i will also talk abt in a sec). so yeah thatās been a big sad thing and we havenāt talked since he broke up w me so į( ć )į itās weird
-the dbt group iām in is a 64 week thing and next week is my last!! like iām still sad and have problems but itās really helped in some aspects, one of the biggest being interpersonal relationships. iāve gotten a lot closer to a lot of good friends and ive learned how to text people first and ask for help and theyāve all helped me out a TON with my breakup. i love my friends and theyāre amazing
-i graduated high school last saturday!! which is great bc i wonāt have to see my ex and a few other ppl i donāt like for a long long time probably!!!! so thatās pretty great. and next year for college iām going to university of minnesota twin cities and majoring in psych and minoring in spanish!!! so iām excited to kinda start over a bit and be in a new place
-speaking of college, my roommate has been a big thing lately!!! i met her on snapchat and sheās amazing and i love her BUT sheās turning into my crush/fp which isnāt very good!!!!! the last like year of my relationship w my fp we were good at communicating and most of my problems surrounding the fp thing went away but now theyāre coming back again and this time sheās Not neurotypical like my ex was so that makes it even trickier to figure out???? i also actually met her for the first time irl today!!!! which was amazing and surreal but uh the main reason iām coming back here is i realized How Bad my fp problems are and iām dying so!!!!! yāall will probably hear more about that later bc itās a mess and i hate my brain a lot :-)
anyway thatās the main stuff!!!! also quick note i have a couple asks in my inbox and i have no idea how old they are so iām gonna just delete them hdkshdksj so if u still want me to answer ur ask feel free to send it again bc iām very happy to talk and give advice and receive advice or whatever!!! i just wanna start fresh w that. also idk how many active followers i have left lol but if ur still here hi ily thank u for reading this and sticking around



















