rye zone

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

btw you will miss this in 5 or 10 years. memory will smooth these circumstances down like a river stone, and you will find yourself longing for a shade of light or a moment of this particular innocence. you don't know about what happens next, and one day that will be the most alluring thing of all. don't leave it all for nostalgia. have a nice night now, whatever night it happens to be.

[ID: a white lace curtain with the words "I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN / BUT I CERTAINLY DIDN'T / ASK TO DIE / EXCEPT FOR WHEN I DID / AND I THANK GOD / HE NEVER LISTENS" added with white interfacing just above a flower motif border /End ID]

christmas sucks again at my dumb fucking family's house

I really do wish meeting new people when you're autistic didn't result in the person viewing you as secretly evil for at least a month before realizing you just act slightly different than others without ulterior motive. I get that people meet a lot of assholes in life but omg. I didn't do anything

big fan of a character seeking comfort in the arms of the thing that’s going to kill them. and i am psycologicalily normal too.

In this world it’s get killed or be killed

What’s doing the killing

The Killer

what Work is the most important? the work you have to do next. narrow the scope of focus down to that singular glittering point.

Going to tack brushing your teeth onto this list. But this just looks like a fantastic and clear tool to help you actually care for yourself.

It’s so sad that students are now relying so heavily on AI for writing essays because they’re missing out on the best part of writing an essay which is when you’re a few paragraphs in and you just reach that flow state where your thought process becomes one with the essay and you’re slamming the keys so hard that you’re on the verge of destroying your laptop. I used to get high off of that shit

I used to love writing and now I'm just too busy. During any free time, I try my best to shut off my brain with 10 different types of media at once. I want to unlearn this habit but it's really been difficult. Probably to do with dopamine and addiction. I guess there's worse things out there, but I swear I'm not as smart as I once was. I can only imagine what it does to you if the short amount of legally required schooling is all done for you by AI. Manmade horrors.

all i want for 2026 is that gigantic rancid AI bubble to finally burst in such a catastrophic way that the consequences will be so good and i'll never have to see another AI generated image ever again

Like to charge, reblog to cast.

some of the music i listen to is straight up bad

big fan of whatever the youth is doing to torment scientology buildings