Longing Love in Life, Little by Little

I would choose a moment to be in love and in peace with you than to risk an uncertain eternity. A moment in your presence is worth more than an infinite lifetimes without you

If she had told me to become a celibate, to lock me away in chastity, I would. If she had told me to heed her every command at the whim of anytime, anywhere, anywho, I would oblige. If she told me to reach the heavens and dive down to the core and out around the world, I would set where I stood as my starting place and my finish line, just beneath her toes.

I love her.

How did you love me so easily when I thought I was so hard to love?

I was shown what it felt like to receive the effort, the care, the consideration I longed for so long but believed I didn't deserve.

I was loved in the ways I thought could only happen in my dreams or in the fiction I read.

My best friend is funny

It's funny how a song that I used to dislike suddenly becomes addicting when you said it was something you repeat.

My best friend is funny

It's funny how you mentioned that song, when we're just two best friends.

My best friend is funny.

"I want to ruin our friendship; we should be lovers instead."

My best friend is funny.

rue the day where I just say "nevermind"

rue the day where I couldn't be bothered to bother you

patience, persistence, pain never will outweigh the blossoming feeling of butterflies in the garden of your heart and the healing it does to your soul.

love, as it is, requires the greatest seen effort as well as those that are too menial to be noticed.

to yearn for the warmth of contact, and embrace to never let go

to catch oneself longing for the presence, and endure the pain of waiting

to ponder what the world offers, and to give a piece of the earth

to care and nourish the wellbeing, and to wish well on the wanders

to continue what is good and kind, and to push through the madness of emotions.

to live life as your own, and to live life being theirs