getting fat af lol

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I always was underweight until a few years ago, I never entertained the thought of being fatter. But a few years ago, I would routinely get stoned with friends and binge on food. It led me to gain my first 10 lbs and notice that I actually looked better. My face filled out, I looked stronger and more hydrated lol. I also really liked that feeling of being really full and being bloated. It was like a pseudo-belly. I later lived alone, and would just always be eating big. It turned into me purposefully choosing food with the most calories, cooking with high cal ingredients too. My mind turned into full-throttle gaining mode when I got a job that I worked alone in, and I just went and bought heavy cream. I drank a quart daily and put on 50 lbs in three months. For the first time in my life, I had my own belly to play with and i became obsessed with making it bigger. once I got past 200 a year ago, I got a new job with new faces, and I was constantly being called “big guy” or being referred to as big. I had to really take a good look at myself and realize that I took up more space and couldn’t control how much my belly stuck out. I had a noticeable belly and love handles.

since I’ve gained 100 lbs in the last couple years, I feel like there’s so many things I’ve noticed and that i can’t do anymore, like the obvious with bending over to grab things or tying my shoes bc my belly gets in the way. I’ve noticed that I sweat like crazy and can’t stand warm temperatures also. I get called “big guy” way more frequently than id ever think lol. i also have to be aware of weight limits now, like with furniture specifically. I can’t get away with ikea chairs or cheaply made furniture which sucks bc not everyone can afford solid wood furniture.

Oof, what happened to me?