rowan

do something this week to be more gender non conforming or more trans. big or small. get started in the process for getting hormones. stop wearing a bra / free your nipples. make an appointment to get that gender affirming surgery you’ve been thinking about. message that tattoo shop for that tattoo you’ve been wanting. go to the thrift store and buy a clothing or accessory item from the gendered side you don’t usually wear. wear more bold makeup or stop wearing makeup. grow your hair long or cut it short. try some new pronouns or stop using the ones you’ve been letting people use for you just to try to be easier for them. i dunno, do the thing that you kinda want to do but you’re not sure about but you keep thinking about. do it. you’re waiting for something but now it’s time. you can do it. it’ll feel good. even if it’s just to find out it doesn’t quite work for you, now you’ve tried it, and you’ve learned, and you’ve experienced a new thing, another step in the exploration of your life. it’ll feel good to try something new. try it!

still havent gotten around to reading or watching phm but my impression of it from my dashboard is basically "rocky want birkin bag. practical rocky posession bag." "you cant have that rocky" "Jealousy Grace"

and i was right

Frankly if you're only willing to grope her horns if they're sensitive then I think you understand nothing. If there's love in your heart you'd fondle her just for the discomfort in her body language and the scorn in her eyes.