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And now I’m alone again…..sober but alone…more alone than I have ever been.

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When I think of where I was exactly 8yrs ago....its crazy. Went through a horrible breakup....was briefly living in a shed in an alleyway...doing more drugs than a human being should be able to do and still be alive...getting in bar fights...sleeping overnight in bars after passing out...dating strippers off and on...sleeping with a lesbian and hanging out with our heroin dealer that was in the Mexican mafia....being a pest to open mic nights in San Diego...making great music with great people but usually throwing up a lot and fucking things up.

I'm in a steady relationship with a girl that loves me more than anyone should...live in a old Victorian house...have 2 cats and a dog....don't do drugs or drink...i should count my lucky stars and work harder to be a better person daily.

Setlist from the @catpowerofficial show last night....hearing her play Shivers was a high point of my lifetime. She is beyond amazing live...and such a sweet, sweet soul. Thanks for the amazing memories. #catpower #chanmarshall #wanderer #niagarafalls #rapidstheatre #livemusic #concert #music #setlist (at The Rapids Theater, Niagara Falls, U.S.A.) https://www.instagram.com/p/B29lKxLBYUs/?igshid=1kuhid60ns6wq

#catpower #chanmarshall #wanderer #niagarafalls #rapidstheatre #livemusic #concert #music #setlist

Time to record. #fender #fenderjaguar #guitar #offsetguitars #vox #voxamps #tascam #portastudio #tascam464 #4track #alesis #midiverb #bosspedals #eq #noisemakereffects #fuzz #reverb #delay #guitarpedals #tambourine #lofi #homerecording #dawless #shure #sm57 https://www.instagram.com/p/BucjhCKBKQW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1h2852aajza0g

This Jaguar and this 40w Vox SS/Tube amp is a deadly combination. Sounds so beautiful. #fender #squier #fenderjaguar #squierjaguar #vox #vt40x #offsetguitars #guitar https://www.instagram.com/p/Bryls9HgIfU/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=qurg8vrifxt4

#fender #squier #fenderjaguar #squierjaguar #vox #vt40x #offsetguitars #guitar

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Willow. Smiling....because she just graduated her advanced obedience training classes! Top of her class I might add. Our little baby genius. #dogdaysofbuffalo #dogsofinstagram #doge #samsungnote9 #nofilter (at Dog Days of Buffalo) https://www.instagram.com/p/Boxmp29g8Qf/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=lgk25cq9uz6l

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Monarch

Before the flood

before I stepped backward

into her tradition

next to my heart

blinking through veins

and unions forgotten

Under station lights

I pray

that I will learn

when to trim the wick

Before it’s too late

to wrap my fingers

around your sleep

Slipping off the knot

for your wish

for your pain

for myself

It never was

whatever you saw

in the beginning

in this simple theatre

Bronzed crosses

bent

same as half the years I lived

at your side

Ready to push us both

off the face of home

trembling

in the blue indecision

Sewing the earth

with our breath

Interwoven with ash

I offer what is left of me

less than you need

Is this how it works?

A penicillin moan

from a balcony

and a departure stamp

with your initials

Snow soft

and unwanted

as my sharp brain waves

Static

in a rhetorical whirr

in your Vichy bed

Our bodies curled

behind this parapet

the night eats the shore

eyes closed

before a wave lashed stasis

expands

into a new dawn.

#poetry #prose #poem #spilled ink

Setlist from the My Bloody Valentine show tonight. Best show I have ever seen. My gal was instrumental in getting it. XO #mybloodyvalentine #kevinshields #fillmorephilly (at The Fillmore Philadelphia)

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Current sonic arsenal.#jmascisjazzmaster #voxpathfinder #digiverb #mxrcarboncopy #opampbigmuff

#jmascisjazzmaster #mxrcarboncopy #opampbigmuff #voxpathfinder #digiverb

The NEW set up…analog delay makes everything better..and the MXR Carbon Copy is such a Warm/dark/creamy delay…it’s perfect. I’ve now been in heaven…and don’t wanna leave.

#korgms20mini #voxpathfinder10 #mxrcarboncopy #analogsynth #delay #synths #korg #vox #mxrpedals

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I love this thing so much.

#korgms20 #analogsynth #synthesizer

Daphne

The sky is here

colors are now

crinkling

Peach into black

I hold our forgets

shrugging off

their nervous coils

Bristles hit speed

bending into another day

I seem to be thinking of you

or

maybe a neon sign

waning into

whatever it is

I’m missing

Until it passes

like clouds

that I forgot to write

into your dream

as I said sorry

to a photograph

of us

edges gone

wings stiff

and fogged with breath

Life-sized and slight

our home was our faith

aging without thought

into a quiet greeting card

drugstore afterthought

Softly stolen

we change

under the sound

of distant steam

Closing in

on the fringes

of your seashell hiss

#poetry #poem #prose

Couldn’t be more comfortable.

Reason that I love this Synth #319...after messing around with it for a little over a minute...I find the settings that make my soul oscillate. #stylophone #analogsynth

#stylophone #analogsynth #319

Finally got my Stylophone Gen X-1 Analog Synth in the mail. This thing sounds so amazing...I cannot keep my hands off of it.

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Calm As A Drugstore At 3am

Stuttering

you hung up

Exhausted

I imagined a ring

behind yesterday’s windows

sundown

dim and unnoticed

I dreamed

of the fully curved path

which is my grief

My lie

shot through

her chains of heritage

I am housed

in an unimportant phase

of one of her mornings

Rattling around

in unmade beds

our respective blankets

pulled to our lips

as my life leaks out

into half of the light

I was allowed to absorb

but not keep

Out of a style

I could not match

I am as steady

as a boundary

that continues to disappear

falling into seas

cancerous and calm

as a drugstore at 3am

#poem #poetry #prose #spilled ink

Fallingwater is the most beautiful house I have ever seen in my life. (at Fallingwater)

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