I’m getting really tired of feeling like I’m “wasting time”, and just not doing everything or much of anything besides work and watching YouTube with my brother. I know I’m still young but my thanataphobia is getting crazy and just time progressing stresses me out - even doing tasks isn’t often distracting for long enough to really matter. I’m so tired and wish I could just exist in peace for a while without being in near constant distress or worries about becoming distressed soon




















