how sad

𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖗𝖔 𝖕𝖔𝖘𝖙.˚⊹. ࣪𓉸 ࣪⊹˚..𖥔 ݁ ˖

𓂃 𓈒𓏸💭

𝒾 ℊℴ 𝒷𝓎 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝓎 & 𝒾'𝓂 26✧₊⁺🕯⋆.˚୨ৎ

𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓲𝓼 𝓶𝔂 𝓮𝓼𝓬𝓪𝓹𝓮

𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓶𝔂 𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓰𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵 𝔀𝓻𝓲𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓰𝓼 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓹𝓸𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓾𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓻 #𝓿𝓪𝓶𝓹𝔂𝓼𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂

dear diary,

i had the best day today. it's been an incredibly long time since i've had a day like this. i went to a card show convention today and i won a $500 gift card to a local collectibles shop from their raffle. i even got three amazing mimikyuu cards and a mimikyuu pin. that little creature means so much to me, you have no idea.

my birthday was on friday, two days ago, and i have experience a roller coaster of emotions truly. for a little while today i actually felt like i didn't deserve to be so happy, how fucked up is that? why do i deny myself good things just because bad things have happened? i'm so close to having everything i could have ever dreamed of having and i'm actively ruining it by telling myself i am undeserving.