subtraction by addition

im not good at poetry but I needed to get this out my system

im also posting this here cuz I feel like nobody else I know understands or cares for that fact

clowngirl getting an orchiectomy and the surgeon just keeps removing ball after ball after ball after ball after

clown nurse standing by solemnly adding each successive ball to the ones she's already juggling

i dont list my mental illnesses in my bio because i ascribe to the "show, don't tell" technique of narration

Music is the most important thing in my life. When I hear a album I can’t avoid get emotional about the beauty of this whole album. It makes me cry, get high, happy, deep… it’s powerful as f*ck. There’re lots of details on each song, on the melodies, on the arrengements, drums, the intuitive changes so weird but cool at the same time… it’s amusing you EVERY SINGLE SECOND. If you love music you’re going to love the albums. Albums may be one of best I’ve ever heard.